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Cheese

people are oblivious to see the <btruth</b...

About Me


Simple words…from a simple mind don’t connect. I am…at times I think I’m floating…in the air with tiny clouds surrounding my aura. My thoughts are transparent…at times. You can see through them and at other times you can’t. It’s visible if I allow it to be. If not the small injections of needles striking back and forth come out at night. It’s not all right for me to feel this way. How many times have I proclaimed this? How many times have I said this…and yet I continue to do. Like nothing matters…there’s no truth.hmmm...what is there to say about me...i guess i'm nice, respectful, honest, i have a great sense of humor...although at times i do have an attitide...i can be a bitch..(but who isn't)?. A lot of times i like to be by-myself, not because i'm a loner but just because i get time to think...and relax...to be honest if i had to choose i'd rather stay home than go out and party...(i know i'm weird). I looove to sing and write. I play the piano, and i tried playing the guitar a while back...(didn't quiet work). I'm bi-polar, so i have a lot of mood swings. There are times when i'm really hyper and then there are times when i'm really down and cry a lot...ehh what can i say? I'm human....I'm opinionated, lazy, creative, emotional, talkative, loyal, intense, mysterious, friendly, shy, loud, hyper, moody...etc...anything else you want to know?...gonna have to message me:)

My Interests

writing poetry, acting, playing badmitton:), playing the guitar (still not that good...but i try). Singing, listening to music, watching t.v, designing clothes...shopping...going online, (cause i have no other life). playing basketball,A little something Maybe. maybe…no….like crazy, small pricked glass shards never leave the ground, laying on the asphalt I look up at the sky...your face I see, washing away, endless memories crowd my head…red, black, dirt…my eye. I’m waiting for an endless alibi. The pain that never leaves, the pain that stays, stays, and stays…. dirt in my eye..grass shed and dried…I think I’m flying…I think I’m flyyyyyiiiiiing. But my wings aren’t spread. My wings aren’t flapping. And Its dark around, the light from the heavenly skies, no dream, the hollow cries, I realize death is around the corner. DEATHdeath is around my corner…

I'd like to meet:

someone who's nice, has a sense of humor, is able to understand MY sense of humor, respectful, and honest, doesn't talk shit about ppl:):). Someone who doesn't judge people based on what they look like, and respects my opinions, and is able to make a fool out of himself, someone who has the same interests as me... over-all loves me for me

Music:

linkin park/natalie imbruglia/shakira/sneakerpimps/madonna/cyndi lauper/blondie/eyeliner/the addicts/dillinger escape plan/the pixies/sluts from hell/phantom planet/garbage/no doubt/beyonce/ella fitzgerald/tupac/pete yorn/incubus/green day/nirvana/nine inch nails/orgy/dj shadow/cheaptrick/violet indiana/bouncing souls/the faint/the cranberries/ norah jones/coldplay/alien crime syndicate/afi/siouxsie and the banshees/prodigy/red hot chili peppers/foo fighters/audioslave/billy talent/ ...much much more, pretty much anything that sounds good to the ear

Movies:

Ahh movies, i think i like the pop-corn part about it. But i haven't watched many movies in a while. The whole conecpt of a movie is changing, now a days it's all about action, and computer generated crap, there's nothing geniune or simple about a movie anymore, but i guess if i had to pic i'd pick... moulin rouge.chicago.pretty woman, the hours, breakfast at tiffany's, lost in translation, and thirteen.

Television:

There are only a couple of shows that i really watch...:friends, the simpsons, and mtv2, american idol, fresh prince of bell air, will and grace

Books:

singing mermaid, out of the dust, shameful secrets, cosmopolitan...(hehe the stories are hilarious).

Heroes:

Heroes, that's a funny word. I don't know if i have any heroes, i mean i don't really count celebrities as heroes, they're never done any good for me, except for Linkin Park, they're music is helpful. But I don't think of them as my heroes, more like great music. But...i guess the people that are really important to me...are the friends i have. It's amazing that they are able to put up with me for so long. And that takes a lot of patience and time...so my friends are my heroes...

My Blog

some written emotion

The simple mind of a lost person cannot be justified by a couple of tiny suggestions. If you could only see what this has turned me into I dont think you would even understand&there are reasons why I...
Posted by Cheese on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

it's

i'm bored, there's nothing to do here. I'm wearing the skirt...we "bought". Hahah that sounds funny to say, even though it's not. It's so cute though, how could i not get it. So fluffy, and yeah. I se...
Posted by Cheese on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

almost

it's almost february. New month. I promised i wouldn't skip...i can't hold onto that promise...Mom's b-day is on Friday. I didn't buy her a present though. I'm not going to i have no fucking money. Be...
Posted by Cheese on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 01:00:00 PST

i really

i really don't want to do the presentation in my class. I don't know why i'm so nervous...Tuesday is the day i dread. Ugh...i'm hungry there's nothing to eat in the house. I'm like a bum. Waiting for ...
Posted by Cheese on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

whoa

i'm watching the hours...really great movie...although i've seen it 5 times already
Posted by Cheese on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

voices

i hear voices in my head... i hear them all the time... they like to talk to me...
Posted by Cheese on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

some things...

i've realized that some things are meant to be unsaid... i'm not myself anymore. God i have changed so much. I used to be happy...i don't remember what it's like to feel happy anymore. I've lost sigh...
Posted by Cheese on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

...

i have forgotten what it's like to be happy...i've forgotten what it's like to breathe..
Posted by Cheese on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

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it seems all people want to do these days is talk shit...
Posted by Cheese on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST