I like to sleep. I love cooking. I eat alot. I read seldom now. I am pedantic and bossy. I hate uni with all my heart *sigh*
I am physically and emotionally tired rite now, Uni drains my energy out and I dont really have much time to take care of my self :( Hence i have developed this habit of sobbing uncontrollably before i go to bed.. meh
Life's fairly good. It has it ups and downs. Mostly down but that seems to be the case with everyone thou. You win some, you lose some..and of course everybody makes mistakes.
I miss my mom n dad, my sisters, my family, my cantiks, my friends and my rakan2.
If you could be happy, really happy for just awhile, but you knew from the start that it would end in sadness and bring pain afterwards. Would you choose to have that happiness or would you avoid it?
Its the same story over and over again, your heart starts to feel like an over-crowded lifeboat. You throw your pride out to keep afloat and then your self-respect, then your independence. After awhile you start throwing people out - your friends, everyone you used to know. And its still never enough. The lifeboat is still sinking and you know its going to take you down with it.