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.meekz.

I have learnt silence from the talkative, toleration from the intolerant, and kindness from the unki

About Me

I'm not really good at describing myself.. normally I tell people to ask my friends how I am but I'll give it a try.. of course if you don't believe me you can always look at the personality test results and judge for yourself OH YEAH one more thing unless I already know you I do not acknowledge random friend requests so send a message along with your request Thank You.
Personally:
I consider myself to be very laid back and down to earth, sarcastic, opinionated/outspoken, funny, compassionate, I can sensitive and very emotional at times, weird/nerdy/dorky whatever you want to call it.. uhh I write poems every now and then but only when my emotions are running high... my taste in music is mostly alternative/rock I prefer the acoustic versions but if you been to my page you probably already know that, followed by rap, gogo, and r&b in that order..
Social Life:
I am a pretty boring person. I don't like to club I rather go to a lounge or someplace where I can sit down and enjoy my drink with some nice conversation (although I tend to be anti-social around people I do not know at first..), hang with my people, go shoot some pool, movies, or just be somewhere outside if the weather is nice..
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||| 50%
Stability |||||||||||||| 56%
Orderliness |||||||||| 40%
Accommodation |||||||||||| 50%
Interdependence |||||| 30%
Intellectual |||||||||||||| 56%
Mystical |||||||||||| 50%
Artistic |||||||||||| 50%
Religious |||||| 30%
Hedonism |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Materialism |||||||||||||||| 63%
Narcissism |||||||||||| 50%
Adventurousness |||||||||||| 43%
Work ethic |||||||||||||| 56%
Self absorbed |||||||||||| 43%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||||||| 63%
Need to dominate |||||||||||||||| 70%
Romantic |||||||||||| 43%
Avoidant |||||||||||||||| 70%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Wealth |||||||||| 36%
Dependency |||||| 30%
Change averse |||||||||||||| 56%
Cautiousness |||||||||||| 50%
Individuality |||||||||||| 50%
Sexuality |||||||||||| 43%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||| 43%
Physical security |||||||||||| 43%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||| 50%
Histrionic |||||||||| 36%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Vanity |||||||||||||||| 63%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||| 50%
Female cliche |||||||||||| 50%
Your Five Factor Personality Profile
Extroversion:
You have medium extroversion.
You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party.
Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences.
But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time."
Conscientiousness:
You have medium conscientiousness.
You're generally good at balancing work and play.
When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done.
But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it.
Agreeableness:
You have medium agreeableness.
You're generally a friendly and trusting person.
But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism.
You get along well with others, as long as they play fair.
Neuroticism:
You have medium neuroticism.
You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic.
Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy.
Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of.
Openness to experience:
Your openness to new experiences is high.
In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas.
You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits.
A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything. The Five Factor Personality Test
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My Interests

shooting pool, playing ps2, messing around in Photoshop, traveling, and hitting an occasional bar or 2, reading, writing, hanging with my folks, SIMs, and just chillin

I'd like to meet:

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Music:

Lyfe- Hidden Beach Recordings- Raheem DeVaughn- Cam'Ron- Game- The Color Green- Nickelback- Dipset- Beanie Sigel-JayZ- Nas- Snoop - Stone Temple Pilots - CCB - TCB - BYB - UCB - OP TRIBE- MaryJBlige- TLC- Heather Headley- Joss Stone- Staind - Icubus- Edwin McCain- Bone Thugs N Harmony- Jill Scott- Evanescence- Corey Taylor- Kelly Clarkson- Fantasia- Lil Wayne- Young Jeezy- Chris Brown- John Legend- Usher- R. Kelly- Lil Jon- Lauryn Hill- Lady Luck- Redman- Ghostface Killah- Common- Junkyard Band- Northeast Groovers- UGK- T.I.- Slim Thug- Mike Jones- Paul Wall- Destinys Child- Bilal-SWV- Envogue- Aaliyah- Ginuwine- Dave Hollistar- Faith Evans- Faith Hill- Fabolous- Creed- Ludacris- Devin The Dude- Babyface- Luther Vandross- Glenn Lewis- Amel Larrieux- Alanis Morrisette- Fiona Apple- Jewel- 112- 3 Doors Down- Soundgarden- Boyz II Men- Brian McKnight- Chammillionaire- Cassidy- Changing Faces- Chico DeBarge- Joe- Daddy Yankee- Pitbull- Don Omar- Floetry- Matchbox 20- Fuel- Green Day- No Doubt- D.T.P. - Jagged Edge- Next- Bobby Valentino -Jadakiss-Eninem- Obie Trice- Outkast- Omarion- Oasis- Rare Essence- Scarface- Tela- Pastor Troy- Trick Daddy- Trina- Rick Ross- Simple Plan- Sheryl Crow- Shakira- Suttle Thoughts-Fatal Attraction- Kelly Price- Tweet- Three 6 Mafia... and the list goes on..
I LOVE ALL MUSIC

Movies:

ANYTHING DISNEY/PIXAR/DREAMWORKS (LOL), ANYTHING that deals with Blood/Horror Movies, Prozac Nation, Fried Green Tomatoes, Scarface, Interview with the Vampire, Saw I & II, Platoon, Shrek 2, Lord Of War, Upside of Anger, Story of Us, Hotel Rwanda, Crash, Million Dollar Baby, Cinderella Man, King of New York, Half Baked, How High, Steel Magnolias, Posse, Tombstone, The Quick and the Dead, Nell, etc...

Television:

Family Guy - The Boondocks - House - Nip/Tuck - Rescue Me - First 48 Hours- SWAT series- Sopranos- Dexter- anything on Discovery Health, TLC, Home Improvement, and Travel channels, and yes I am a Reality TV watcher.. so all anything that falls under that category

Books:

Manchild Of The Promiseland (Claude Brown), anything by Omar Tyree, Terry McMillian, Toni Morrison & other Black authors, anything by James Patterson, I Know This Much is True (Wally Lamb, Litte Girl Lost (Leisha Joseph), Extreme Cuisine (Jerry Hopkins)

Heroes:

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My Blog

Forever...

So I guess its my fault huh? my own insecurities and skeletons in the closet is what caused our "us" to no longer be an "us" but a "you" AND "I" ...I remember that night the air stale with weed smoke ...
Posted by .meekz. on Tue, 14 Mar 2006 02:55:00 PST

Fingerprints on The Glass...

Last night I cried.. licking away each salty teardrop that has fell from my eyes off my lips I bury my head into my pillow.. soaked with all my anger, pain and embarassment that I was no longer able t...
Posted by .meekz. on Tue, 14 Mar 2006 02:53:00 PST