i sit along the edge to enjoy the sunrise..... profile picture

i sit along the edge to enjoy the sunrise.....

About Me

hmm.. i am a bit too complex.. and shy. I am not sure how this overly-populated site and I will work out, but i am nto jumping to any sort of conclusion..I'm complex... so capable of remaining humble even though i reside in a commonly negative state. maybe it's a remarkable balance that i desire to uphold.. but maybe im just abit loose in the screws... But, none the less I am peaceful and easy going. I would never raise my hand at someone with intention of hitting them.. im not violent in the least..and i am a thinker. I am a day dreaming poet who can't stand how this world rotates.. and i am speaking on the issue of (wo)mankind's existence and ascention.. it isnt looking good... haha..and i am always a child of the earth.. i find myself often most at ease under the moon.. where her sympathy brings me what joys i know..

My Interests

music, poetry as well any other art! not so much acting or preforming arts, but i dont mind them none either. ballet is gorgeous.. i dig philosophy, and active members of the community who speak for the best in a universal cause, thsoe are the mena dn women who can do what i cannot.. but ill work on the individual.. aside from that, i just enjoy whatever i may at the time..

I'd like to meet:

Other's who are kindred spirits, of any age or other unlikeness.. people who find themselves wondering and wandering and contemlpating and dwelling and dreaming and writing and painting and living.. whatever they love..

Music:

almost all doom death grind acid-rock.. but i stay in the underground. Music is more hones there.. nothing mainstream here folks..

Movies:

oooooh thrills and drama im a sucker for! and scifi! eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, the jacket, one flew over the cuckoo's nest, the shining, silent hill, the last castle..

Television:

science channel usualy..

Books:

i havent read in a long time..

Heroes:

anyone who does what's right, not what's easy... anyone who follows their dreams even when it's so difficult and no one supports them.. thank you for encouraging me..

My Blog

ive been thinkin..

ive been thinkin about running away with myself.. roll into myself..find the center and destroy myself..ive been thinking about creating another world,slipping into the void,and recreating what my eni...
Posted by i sit along the edge to enjoy the sunrise..... on Sun, 02 Sep 2007 11:24:00 PST

ive been thinkin..

ive been thinkin about running away with myself.. roll into myself..find the center and destroy myself..ive been thinking about creating another world,slipping into the void,and recreating what my eni...
Posted by i sit along the edge to enjoy the sunrise..... on Sun, 02 Sep 2007 11:24:00 PST

mindless

do you ever wish that someone was there to listen to your cries? longing for someone to understand, wondering so intensely why doesnt anyone even try to understand? and do you ever feel like youre dyi...
Posted by i sit along the edge to enjoy the sunrise..... on Sun, 26 Aug 2007 07:45:00 PST

ui

wastin away, sitting around.. time on my hands, leaves on the ground.. been shown the way, been hinting around.. never was certain and ive never been found.. maybe, I am a faker? pretending along... n...
Posted by i sit along the edge to enjoy the sunrise..... on Sat, 25 Aug 2007 05:09:00 PST

lets rpetend

sometimes i feel like im losing my mind.. or is it my life? it takes too much to sigh..
Posted by i sit along the edge to enjoy the sunrise..... on Fri, 24 Aug 2007 07:38:00 PST

fuck this

    im a fucking idiot for ever trusting anyone. i am the biggest fool in the world.. i dont even know if i hurt right nowbut i willlllllllllllll...
Posted by i sit along the edge to enjoy the sunrise..... on Tue, 14 Aug 2007 03:55:00 PST

*holds breath*

So something must be seriously wrong with me.. i fucking failed everything and everyone tnoght. The first was a bright young lady who so remarkably reminds me of myself.. i jsut wnated to help her. It...
Posted by i sit along the edge to enjoy the sunrise..... on Tue, 14 Aug 2007 12:49:00 PST

mind not..

do things ever seem like theyre growing old? or am i just getting tired? Becux today my eyes burned as if i cried....          .....i cannot cry.so i pause. &...
Posted by i sit along the edge to enjoy the sunrise..... on Sun, 12 Aug 2007 01:35:00 PST

one for the moon..

...and then in the distance, lays a moon that refuses to rise. mal-tempered and unmotivated. she will rise when she feels right. complicated by a sun that resides in the main focus of our ever-evolvi...
Posted by i sit along the edge to enjoy the sunrise..... on Sat, 11 Aug 2007 12:54:00 PST