COMMENT ME!
It’s strange how my past can haunt my life. At times, no one understands how I feel, just because they never had to feel what I felt on moments when it seemed like the world was crashing down, when suicide was even closer than you ever hoped it would be. No person can imagine how little things can change so many aspects of your life. In a way, I’m grateful for the things that happened. They made me to the person I am now. But, I admit, I cry a lot over things that are ‘stupid’ in your eyes. But they are not stupid to me. Little things can kill people. Keep that in mind. I’m afraid of so many things. True friendship is something I don’t take for granted. I hate it when people say: ‘I won’t go away, I’ll be there, forever.’ Fuck off. You’re a liar. I can’t believe things like that for the full 100%, but I would love to. And if someone doesn’t keep his promise, my heart breaks. I never forget people I loved, I never forget people that changed my life in good or even bad ways. I’m one complicated girl in a big complicated world. Be there for people you don’t even know. Problems are there to be solved, even if they are so stupid as they can be, even if you don’t even understand why someone is so sad. Just be there. And make a difference. I can change lives of people who love me and who are there for me. Always. Just by saying one sentence, one phrase, ‘I love you’.
I hate cigarettes and drugs, liars, being a woman, being afraid, people who judge me without even knowing me, ...
I love to watch the stars with a good friend next to me, the sound of the rain, to run through long grass, to laugh till I cry, to be noticed, to cry in somebody's arms and feel that everything's going to be okay, sunsets, ...
Friends, thanks for being there. Never forget me.
Thanks for those who loved or liked me. Too bad that our friendship or relationship didn't work out the way we wanted.
