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Jackee

jackeeakatheaggressor

About Me

Maybe the first time you saw her you were ten. She was standing in the sun scratching her legs. Or tracing letters in the dirt with a stick. Her hair was being pulled. Or she was pulling someone else's hair. And a part of you was drawn to her, and a part of you resisted - wanting to ride off on your bicycle, kick a stone, remain uncomplicated. In the same breath you felt the strength of a man, and a self-pity that made you feel small and hurt. Part of you thought: Please don't look at me. If you don't, I can still turn away. And part of you thought: Look at me.

"do you sit in your room all day and laugh knowingly?"
- Joey

My Interests

Beluga Whales, Collecting Vinyl, Helping People, Literary References, Neuro- (on anything), Practicality, Psychology, Skating Videos, Swing Dance (or just dancing), Tattoos, Veganism, Writing (Music, Poetry, Prose), Yoga.

I really like observing and listening. Most of all I like to help. I also enjoy horibble puns, pictures of fuzzy animals, pictures of not so fuzzy animals, inappropriate humor, and playing practical jokes— but not harmful ones.

I'd like to meet:

depth. a glimpse of certainty in instability.

Here are some other places you can find me:
Last.fm: www.last.fm/user/TheAggressor
My Band: www.myspace.com/promisesandnothingelse
My Short Stories: www.livejournal.com/users/laura-soaring
Suther Land:http://welcometosutherland.blogspot.com/

Music:

You're My Home, Verse, Turning Point, The Smiths, Straylight Run, Stay Gold, Saves the Day, Righteous Jams, Regina Spektor, Patsy Cline, Paint it Black, Owen, On the Might of Princes, Modern Life is War, Minor Threat, LOJ, Lights Out, Lifetime, Kind of Like Spitting, Kill Your Idols, Kid Dynamite, Kevin Devine, The Jazz June, Jawbreaker, Gorilla Biscuits, Ghosts & Vodka, Ghostface Killah, Explosions in the Sky, Ergs!, Embrace, Death Cab, Cro-Mags, Crime in Stereo, Camera Obscura, Brand New, Bob Dylan, Blue Monday, Blitz, Black Flag, The Backup Plan, American Football.

Anything Kinsella / Polyvinyl / Mckaye / Schwarzenbach.

Movies:

28 Days Later, But I'm a Cheerleader, Closer, Dawn of the Dead (original), Donnie Darko, Eternal Sunshine, Forest Gump, Garden State, Ghost, Girl Interrupted, Knocked Up, Lost in Translation, Pocahontas, Running with Scissors, The Science of Sleep, Stand by Me, The Iron Giant, Waiting for Guffman, Zoolander, etc.

Gondry, Wes Anderson, Christopher Guest, Disney.

Television:

Futurama, Charmed, Scrubs, Seinfeld, South Park, The Office, Discovery Channel, History Channel, Animal Planet.

Books:

Antoine de Saint-Exupery, Kurt Vonnegut, Charles Bukowski, Consuelo de Saint-Exupery, Sylvia Plath, Ernest Hemingway, Walt Whitman, F. Scott Fitzgerald, Rainer Maria Rilke, James Joyce, Raymond Carver, Jean-Paul Sarte, Albert Camus, Francesca Lia Block, Chuck Palahniuk, Henry Rollins, Ralph Waldo Emerson, Henry David Thoreau, Susan Howe, Lyn Heijinian, Shel Silverstein, Nicole Krauss, Sussana Kaysen.Tons of Prose Poets / Comtemporary Poets.

Heroes:

Henry Rollins

Mario Savio:
leader of the FSM

My Blog

i wrote.

last night in a new towna new, old townnot a towna city.one of the oldest citiesin the country.sometimes i could be farfrom knowingthe truth.god forbid you'd tell me it.it's hard enough to livehonestl...
Posted by Jackee on Tue, 27 May 2008 09:35:00 PST

i gave you a book to read.

the most important book of all timethat i have three copies of on my shelf. i lent it to you, for the summertimejust as i've given you parts of myself. In return I have found nothing of the sorts.I am...
Posted by Jackee on Tue, 27 May 2008 09:18:00 PST

when at home

the back porch balcony is perched onthe front of my house by accident.i didn't live in the house when it was empty and collectingnew openings and adjusting.i had no hand in this.the planes fly lo...
Posted by Jackee on Tue, 27 May 2008 09:03:00 PST

when at work

stutters, mutters mull through storesstoring, distributing, selling, compiledvarious: words, phrases sentences.I worked a cash register. It never registered to me that I had a handin cashorthat if i s...
Posted by Jackee on Tue, 27 May 2008 08:44:00 PST

last night, you were a nightmare.

i've been dreaming dangerousand last night I was marred by a mare,not so beautiful as what I would havethought i could have imagined;when we get into that, it's plain puzzling.having the intention of ...
Posted by Jackee on Sat, 24 May 2008 11:48:00 PST

stop me before i say too much

watched ankles wrangled withwranglers. levis, dungareesdown to the toeswished yours wouldat the times i visitedyou were already indisposeddisposed towards my hands.it's all i can think about befo...
Posted by Jackee on Mon, 19 May 2008 11:43:00 PST

hypotheticals in the pregnant world

on a trip to purchasea bottle of Merlotthe liquor store closeddisbelief nowthe supermarket is not so superas superman or super gasoline.stumbling down the wrong aislescut to ONE a child on a bag of ...
Posted by Jackee on Mon, 12 May 2008 08:39:00 PST

passive aggressive ploys.

every nightwhile finger length deepin locks of hairi swear to you without a sound.i am wrong in doing sobut i am equally wrong in picking up the phonewhen "that guy" calls, or "him" callswhen "his" fi...
Posted by Jackee on Sun, 11 May 2008 12:16:00 PST

i stood with you

if, when, eyes closedyou concentrate hardyou can smell me onyour skin after i leave.if, when, eyes closedi concentrate and takein the smell of youthe one i most closely associate with you,anyway.sill...
Posted by Jackee on Sun, 11 May 2008 11:33:00 PST

ive been dreaming

i keep having this dream whereI don't get what I want.somnambulist in daytimelight hits my eyelids and Istill cannot wake up.the things I would do to get overto get one over onout of the corner of my...
Posted by Jackee on Wed, 07 May 2008 10:00:00 PST