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About Me

So, basically I'm just a kid trying to do what God wants me to do. I have a tattoo and had/have several piercings. Jesus still loves me. I decided when I was younger that God didn't care about me and I could do better without him. After a series of unfortunate lessons learned the hard way everything started to make sense and I recommitted my life to Christ. The best thing I've ever done. I still screw up...a lot; He still forgives me. That's called Grace. Sometimes when you aren't sure what God has in store for you it gets tough, but if you stick it out, sooner or later you begin to see through the cloud and realize what's going on. I'm not that smart, I'm just a girl from Carteret County. I do know one thing. If I don't leave God, He won't leave me. Life may not always be peachy, but I do know I will always be taken care of and that's cool.

My Interests

I like a lot of things, so I'll try to list some here:
God, Arabian horses, reading, drawing, acting, writing, snowboarding, skimboarding, listening to really good music, playing video games (even though I suck at them,) Opera, boxing, Ultimate fighter, chilling with the bros, calling people names, acting tough, showing off my cuts and bruises, meeting new people, knee high socks, Arabian horses, flirting, high fashion, trying new things, learning, the colors blue and purple, my collar, my brothers, talking with intelligent people, the English Language, grammar, impromptu trips to anywhere, laughing, photography, my skull jacket, staying up late with people I actually care about, ipods, watching a good movie that makes you think and then actually thinking about it, goldfish, dressing funny, traveling, Ancient Greek and Egyptian culture, Japanese culture, SCUBA diving, competition, flying, pointless debates, debates that actually have a point, being right, rats, Roscoe, anything that involves using my mind to figure out, Arabian horses.

I'd like to meet:

Rocky

Music:

Metal is fun. I adore opera. Swing gets you moving. Classical music is peaceful. Rock with some screaming is good for moshing. Anathallo is just awesome.
Anathallo
As Cities Burn
The Beatles
Before I Wake
Benton Falls
Blindside
Brand New
Brave Saint Saturn
Circa Survive
Cobra Starship
Coheed&Cambria
Danny Elfman
Death Cab for Cutie
Delorean
DragonForce
Dream Theater
Dredg
Five Iron Frenzy
Harry Connick, Jr
He Is Legend
The Infamy
The Insyderz
Iron&Wine
J.S.Bach
James Newton Howard
Johnny Cash
Mae
mewithoutYou
My Chemical Romance
Neon Horse
Nightwish
No Knife
Paramore
Plankeye
The Postal Service
Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Scary Kids Scaring Kids
Sweater Weather
UnderOath

Movies:

Pulp Fiction, M. Night Movies. Brick, definitely Brick. I, Robot still has a place in my heart. Snakes on a Plane, Pi, Garden State, Rocky, SLC Punk, The Princess Bride, The Original Matrix, Star Wars, Anything Audrey Hepburn

Television:

Twilight Zone, Project Runway, Fox Force 5, and sadly, 24

Books:

First Off, Dr. Suess is my absolute hero. Green Eggs and Ham and Oh, the Places You'll Go are possibly the two best books ever. Where the Red Fern Grows, Syrup, Beautiful Joe, The Chronicles of Narnia. The Notebook was probably the crappiest book I've ever read. The movie was okay, but the book, the book was seriously just lame. Emma made me think about my life and Wuthering Heights was just a good read. I'm completely in love with Jane Austin.

Heroes:

Rocky, Spider Man

My Blog

When the blood stops flowing

It's been bleeding now for far too long. Strange alternates between gushing and a tiny trickle. It's been flowing now for so long I've been afraid of the time when it would halt...
Posted by .Cat.--Bahamas, anyone? on Thu, 08 Nov 2007 11:59:00 PST

Snap

I did not have a hard core screw-up this weekend. Suprising. Did I get lucky or am I getting smarter? I'll go with the former. Curious though.
Posted by .Cat.--Bahamas, anyone? on Mon, 15 Oct 2007 01:03:00 PST

And here we go again...

With all the things we've said... I've said. It's becoming a routine now. The beginning of the work week I sit there and stare. I tally up all of the horrible things I've done the previous weeken...
Posted by .Cat.--Bahamas, anyone? on Mon, 08 Oct 2007 11:45:00 PST

In reaction to--

So, rumour has gotten to me that some folks have gotten a bit worried after reading my last blog. I just want to dispell any concerns. Monday was rough and anyone who has ever read any of my more seri...
Posted by .Cat.--Bahamas, anyone? on Wed, 26 Sep 2007 02:52:00 PST

Eating a gun

What good am I to this world? It's a question oft' asked. What good am I? What is my purpose? What goal do you have for me? Dear Jesus, why can't I know and simply do what you want me to? Lost i...
Posted by .Cat.--Bahamas, anyone? on Mon, 24 Sep 2007 07:01:00 PST

I am Absurd

1 : ridiculously unreasonable, unsound, or incongruous absurd argument> I am! I really am! Oh! To learn a lesson the first time! How splendid would it be to not have to be taught the same exact b...
Posted by .Cat.--Bahamas, anyone? on Mon, 17 Sep 2007 07:17:00 PST

Life is good

I am leaning back in this nice swivel chair and staring at the calendar. After a minute I become conscious of the little smile on my face. It's not my traditional smirk, it's not smug, it's not p...
Posted by .Cat.--Bahamas, anyone? on Wed, 29 Aug 2007 07:41:00 PST

Revelations

I started off making this a long post about how much it hurts me when my friends are glum and then I decided I really didn't want to focus on that. Here is all you need to know: I love my friends; the...
Posted by .Cat.--Bahamas, anyone? on Wed, 09 May 2007 01:27:00 PST

I need new friends

When getting home at 11:50 on a Friday night, after exhausting all options, and still unable to find someone to hang with, I realize something:I suck at life....
Posted by .Cat.--Bahamas, anyone? on Sat, 20 Jan 2007 09:42:00 PST

When hours are cut from work, one is forced to think.

You heard me, think. Think. Think, like a person, not like a dog. This morning I woke up at 7:52 to a call alerting me that I was not needed at work t...
Posted by .Cat.--Bahamas, anyone? on Wed, 17 Jan 2007 12:11:00 PST