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Martha

I'm sick of the mind games

About Me

MyGen Profile GeneratorHmmmmm...about me. I'm 27 and currently live in Warwick, even though I grew up in North Kingstown. (Class of 97 baby!!) I've had the same very best friend for the past 27 years and I miss the days when we lived next door to each other. After doing 3 years at CCRI (on and off), I transfered to Plymouth State University in New Hampshire to study meteorology. Too bad I can't do math. So, I switched my major to Environmental Planning and I love it. Now I just need to find a job in my field! I'm currently working on a type of "autobiography" about drug use and its been a very hard and trying time for me. I have a good network of friends, but only a few of them I consider family. My "sisters" are Liz (of course), Danielle and Caitlin. All my friends mean the world to me, but they are the only ones I can honestly be open with about anything. I have one really close guy friend and he has helped me a lot the past few months get through a lot of shit. I love guys, especially my friends. The 2 closest guy friends that I've ever had died. One, my best guy friend, died in 2000 from cancer and my other friend died in a freak drowning accident 2 days before our college graduation.I am still obsessed with the weather and while I HATE summer, the thunderstorms are amazing. One of my goals is to move to Alaska to work at Denali National Park. Who knows if I'll make it!I'm a major animal lover. I have a dog here at my house and a cat that lives with my mom. I have volunteered in the past at animal shelters and hope to start that up again. I'll only work at No-Kill shelters. My absolute favorite animal is the wolf, and my late best guy friend and I adopted some in upstate New York. I also love tigers, dolphins, killer whales, and all types of bears.My favorite season is late fall and early winter. I just find it so peaceful. I went to college in the middle of New Hampshire and fell in love with it. I wouldn't say I'm an avid outdoorsy person, but during those times of the year, I'm outside. I live with my dad but am mad close to my mom. I also have an older brother in D.C. and a fraternal twin sister in CT. I guess that's me! The most important part of me is guys who play mind games. I got enough going on in my life to deal with guys who don't care.

My Interests


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| View Show | Create Your OwnWolves,winter, severe weather such as thunderstorms and blizzards. (Hey Cait...remember driving to Tilton in the blizzard?! LOL) Music, movies, walking my dog, spending time with my friends and family and working on my photo albums. My sister may be the professional photographer, but I have a few THOUSAND pictures to put into albums. I love to curl up with a good book and escape into a new world. Sometimes that's just easier. I also enjoy volunteer work with animal shelters. I also love Geography and Meteorology. I went to New Orleans for the World Geography Bee in 2003 and while our team didn't win, we had a BLAST. The regional confrence was in Montreal. I'm still surprised we all made it back across the boarder!! =o)
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I'd like to meet:

Christopher Meloni, Mariska Hargatiay, Vincent D'Orinofo, Hugh Laurie, James Roday, Dule Hill,Anderson Cooper, Tony Shalhoub,Mary Higgins Clark, and someone who doesn't play mind games, some one I can trust and fall in love with, a soulmate if you will.

Music:

I like just about every type of music. Top 40's, Hip Hop, R&B, country, 50's and 60's. I love comedy cd's and recently got a mix of Animaniacs from a good friend. I've been laughing like crazy for days. I can listen to classical music and usally start listening to Christmas music in like August. Nuts, I know.
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Movies:

Well, I've seen The Lion King 372 times since it was first released and I'm still not tired of it. Apollo 13, From the Earth to the Moon (thanks Chris), The Day After Tomorrow, The Blue Collar Comedy Tour, La Bamba, Bobby Darin, 8 Mile, a lot of Disney movies cuz they make me feel like a kid again, Titanic, and others that I can't think of right now. LOL

Television:

Law and Order:SVU, Law and Order:CI, Law and Order,HOUSE, The Simpsons, Futurama, The Family Guy, Nip/Tuck, anything on A&E, anything on the History Channel, anything on the Weather Channel and anything that can numb my brain.

Books:

Anything by Steven King, Anything by Mary Higgins Clark, Anything by Mary Jane Clark, The Handy ___________ Answer Books, Winnie the Pooh, Blue, Tomorrow, Night, any books on the Mafia, Weather for Dumbies, anything that can make me laugh.

Heroes:

My best friend Liz, Hans Fralick, my other "sisters" Danielle and Caitlin, my mom for all she did for me and still loves me for the shit I put her through, FDNY, NYPD, my dad for taking me in, and those people who have touched my life in ways they can never know.

My Blog

I just have to get this out for me

..> I have no idea what is going on, but I am NOT happy about it. These people are such assholes. I hate the confusion, but even more I hate the backstabbing. I'm done with it. For good. I don't nee...
Posted by Martha on Thu, 05 Jul 2007 03:00:00 PST

Random Thoughts

..> I'm crazy. I can go from hate to love in no time, and that's how I end up hurt. I let the wrong guys in. The way I see myself is SO wrong. I care about what other's think of me....maybe too muc...
Posted by Martha on Thu, 21 Jun 2007 05:17:00 PST

Odd

..> So this is weird. I have absolutely NO recollection of that last post. Very strange feeling to be thinking something, then BOOM, you see it! Oh well. I have some happy news. (I know...gasp) I r...
Posted by Martha on Wed, 20 Jun 2007 12:08:00 PST

Holy Crap I am alive!!!

So its been just about FOREVER since I last wrote. I made it to one year clean....coming up on 14 months now. Even with the crap with the so called guy friend. LOL I was right...he didn't apologize to...
Posted by Martha on Sat, 16 Jun 2007 12:54:00 PST

Another year gone, now I'm 28

So, its been quite a year for me. I started 27 off by being high as a freakin' kite and don't really remember what I even did. That sucks. I went into rehab, came out, got dope sick and se...
Posted by Martha on Tue, 16 Jan 2007 08:20:00 PST

A recap of 2006

Well, another year is over and I have a birthday to look forward to. 2006 was one hell of a year for me. I started the year off hooked on drugs. In March I went into rehab for the first time. Afte...
Posted by Martha on Mon, 01 Jan 2007 02:15:00 PST

CONFUSION!!!!!!!

So, yet again, my best (guy) friend has hurt me. I'm not sure why I put up with it. 12 years ago I loved him with all my heart and then we he contacted me 4 months ago, I let him back in to only b...
Posted by Martha on Tue, 14 Nov 2006 07:22:00 PST

Guys who can't make up their minds

I hate being hurt. There are certain friends I will NEVER turn my back on and they know who they are. But then there are others, who think its ok to blow me off and I'm not down with that. Is it t...
Posted by Martha on Fri, 03 Nov 2006 02:19:00 PST

What's going on

I've been gone for a while, but those who matter know what's up, so I won't post it here. Let's just say I've been going through SHIT and I'm sick of it. Actually, I'm sick of a few things. I jus...
Posted by Martha on Thu, 21 Sep 2006 09:02:00 PST

For Liz and Steve

To my best friend and new best friend in law: One, I can only wish that I had been able to make it to the wedding. Two, I know you guys didn't have the toasting stuff, but I want to say this ...
Posted by Martha on Tue, 19 Sep 2006 02:16:00 PST