About me never know what to say just hope in time my life will decrease so that Jesus will be fully lived in me. I am a born again Chirstian. I grew up as a Catholic and very much believd in God but wanted more than what I had. I wnated a relationship with God but didn't know how to go about developing one I just wanted to grow closer to God, to kno his ways and have an understanding of the Bible. I tried to dedicate my life to God by attending Mass and reaidng the Bible but I found I didn't really understand what i was reaidng and also I was just reaidng the Bible to see how much I can read and get done in a day. Also during this time I contemplated on becoming a nun because I figured I would eb serving God but I soon learned that I didn't have to become one in order to serve him and besides one day I want a family of my own. Now that I am 21 (22 in 4 days) I have a prsonal relationship with Jesus Christ. I accepetd him into my heart on November 3, 2005 and I at the time I didn't understand what being saved meant but Jesus Chrust saved me that day from a life of eternal hell. I was a sinner , we are all sinners and I knew I was going to hell because there was no denying my sin. I sometimes wondered that maybe God would overlook my sins and would allow me to go to heaven with him. I am so grateful now that I do have eternal life and that I will spendd eternity with God instead of hell. And this gift of eternal life isn't something i could have never earned but only by what Jesus Christ did on the Cross is that I became saved and forgiven of my sins. I used to think that I ahd to change my ways or elarn more about the Bible before I could come to know God better or have a relationhip with him. But it can't be thsi way we have to come to him to change us and place the Holy Spirit within us to give us understanding of the Bible. There is stil so much I have to say or want to say here but my mind just runs and my thighs will sound all scattered! One thing I want to stress is that I am not perfect or the Christian you might think I am. I don't mean to say I am living a life contradictary of the life of Christ. Whay I mean to say is that I struggle just like anyone else. People who don't have a relationship with Jesus Christ may have an expectation that us Christian have to be perfect. And we are not, but God does want to perfect us into the image of Jesus. WE go through these mistakes in order to become more like Jesus. Everyday I mess up and this just has shown me that I can't do life on my own I need to rely on Jesus top keep me from falling because on my won I have made many mistakes. I have to ask God to help me to not mess up. It's been a yera since I entered into this relationship with Jesus and it hasn't been easy but I always have hope that I will be able to look back maybe 5 years from now and see the evidence of God's changing power in my life. It's important for me to have internal change. I want a changed heart, to be more lik Jesus, to love people no matter what, to accept as he would, I want to become more radical and bold for Jesus. I don't want to be ashamed to bear his name. Also I want to have a genuine heart completey devoted and in love with Jesus Christ. I don't want to be a fake Christian or modern day pharisee. I wnat to be able to erve God because I love him and I come to a realization of what he took me out of and forgave me of. I wnat to worhsip and praise him with a genuine and pure heart I don't wnat it just to be another action not coming from a fake heart. I want my parents, sister, and brothers and even friends to see a changed person, I want them to see Jesus and his love manifested in me. I want my family to be saved, to have a relationship with Jesus. Especially my sister and my brother Robert. I'm not going to stop belieng for them. I see tehm and know that God is going to do great thing through them I lose hope sometimes but I know he will I just have to trust in him and believe. Sometimes I may have lost hope on my parents but nothing is impossible for God. I know God can do such a change in my parent's life and because of the miracolous change he will do he will be glorified....no rehabilitation center or Doctor will get the glory but rather God. I too need change be healed of pride, jeaolosy of others, selfihsness, and so much more. But these things will come to pass. I just pray that when I become a social worker God will use me in this particular field. Besides this there is still so much I want to do.. I want to do missnioanry work esp in Uganda, I really have a desire right now for learning to to play the drums...maybe even begin to accpeting of who I am. If I ever have kids and duaghters I hope to be an example to them as their mother. I guess this is all I can say for now...but just know that nothing is impossible for God he can turn anyone around and he loves us so much it's hard to say this because I can't fully comprehend God's love for me.
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