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Kendra

Please, stop hurting me! Much more and i will shatter

About Me

Recently Ive gone through major emotional changes so I dont really even know who i am any more, but i have found a quote that i think sums up how i feel perfectely and its thank to No Angel, "I have found that all the warm fuzzy's has dispersed from my being. I no longer find comfort in thinking I am comfortable. I have realized I put myself down too much. It is Only me who Is breaking my own back. I glance in the mirror but I don't see who I was 10 years ago, and then I realize I need to stop straining to be someone Im not. With so much knowledge you would think I could somehow sort out which direction it is I want to walk in, but circles seem so much easier to follow. In the ends everything Fades away~"


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You Are a Prophet Soul
You are a gentle soul, with good intentions toward everyone.
Selfless and kind, you have great faith in people.
Sometimes this faith can lead to disappoinment in the long run.
No matter what, you deal with everything in a calm and balanced way.

You are a good interpreter, very sensitive, intuitive, caring, and gentle.
Concerned about the world, you are good at predicting people's feelings.
A seeker of wisdom, you are a life long learner looking for purpose and meaning.
You are a great thinker and communicator, but not necessarily a doer.

Souls you are most compatible with: Bright Star Soul and Dreaming Soul What Kind of Soul Are You?
The True You
You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed.

With respect to money, you spend as little as possible.

You think good luck depends on maintaining good relationships with others.

The hidden side of your personality tends to be a little selfish. You only do what interests you.

You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked.

When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you base your search on information from your friends. Who's The True You?
Your Seduction Style: Ideal Lover
You seduce people by tapping into their dreams and desires.
And because of this sensitivity, you can be the ideal lover for anyone you seek.
You are a shapeshifter - bringing romance, adventure, spirituality to relationships.
It all depends on who your with, and what their vision of a perfect relationship is. What Is Your Seduction Style?

I'd like to meet:

The last person in the universe that would ever wanna get to know me, that way i know it can only get better

Music:

Country, pop, a little bit of everything else

Movies:

Matrix trilogy, Blade trilogy, Longest Yard, Underworld 1 and 2

How Will I Die Quiz

You will die at the age of 72

You will die trying to be the first person to mail yourself around the world

Find out how you will die at Quizopolis.com

Heroes:

My mom will always be my hero, she had to put up with so much dealing w/ us and shes still kicking, though barely


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My Blog

Heartache and beauty

What woman doesnt wanna be beautiful, who doesnt wanna look in the mirror every morning and see looking back at them a face and body that they can be proud of. Not every woman has the dream to be a su...
Posted by Kendra on Mon, 08 Oct 2007 10:09:00 PST

no more

I dont understand it, ive never wanted something so much,  yet i know that i  cant have it, i need to quit, to give up, soon cause im so close to  shattering. I dont want to give up, ot...
Posted by Kendra on Fri, 24 Aug 2007 11:49:00 PST

Storm

Its thundering this night, heavy and menacing. The lighting and rain once again calls to me, but this night is different, this night it calls for something dark and tumultuous.  It disturbs me, u...
Posted by Kendra on Tue, 21 Aug 2007 11:30:00 PST

why cant i run away?

I never really realized exactly how bad it can get when you just dread walkin through the door of your own home. Opening that door to a building thats pretty much empty no one there just to say hi and...
Posted by Kendra on Wed, 01 Aug 2007 10:16:00 PST

Moving beyond a point

Ive found another thing i hate almost more than anything else, people who play w/ anothers emotions. You could love somebody for a long time, then they leave you, they have some bogus excuse like its ...
Posted by Kendra on Fri, 20 Jul 2007 05:37:00 PST

To fear the dusk, To hide from the dawn

Every once in a while i get poetic, normally i have this little book that i write all my stuff in but this time i think i wanna let people tell me what they think. Im writing this off the top of my he...
Posted by Kendra on Sat, 19 May 2007 10:27:00 PST

sleep of my life

Sleep what's sleep, i dont know what sleep is.  Hmmmm, the last few weeks me and sleep have been having a lovers quarrel, he teases me like a lover teases me, then he stops cold turkey leaving me...
Posted by Kendra on Mon, 14 May 2007 11:32:00 PST

Wave

I feel like im on a tidal wave, ups  and downs, hard crashes and  peacefull waters, foam clouding my senses, or clear water that allow me to see for miles all i can do is keep kicking and tr...
Posted by Kendra on Wed, 25 Apr 2007 09:23:00 PST

rarely wat i want

lol I just realized that im never in a good mood when i go to write one of these things and guess what today is no exception.  Right now i guess im a bit sad, and  kinda lonely.  I dont...
Posted by Kendra on Tue, 03 Apr 2007 10:05:00 PST

brain matter

ok im tired, well tired isnt even actually the word for it. Im exhausted, and frankly i have two hours before i have to  be at work and damn it to hell, im thinking. Why do we have to  think...
Posted by Kendra on Fri, 16 Mar 2007 07:54:00 PST