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Sub-Z

Takes to much to end my life

About Me

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| View | Add Favorite.. width="425" height="350" ..first off i like to start off say'n im sorry for all the people i let down. I wish i could go back in time and change everthing Iv done bad. If i could go back in time i would tell me home boy Chris and his girl Nikki(R.I.P.) to stay at my house a little while longer rather then let th go home mad at each other (i we all miss you Chris and Nikki).Mark(R.I.P.) i should of called you shouldnt of been mad at you that night it wasnt your fault(lil Ricky wants to be just like you when he grow up mayn, and ya family misses ya).Sarah i know that me and ya boyfriend Trace(R.I.P.) never got along but now i know i should of trusted him and i should of gave him a chance ( sorry Sarah i hope your happy with Jason he's a good man).Paul D.(R.I.P.) i really let you down i was never there for you, i should of paid more attention to you..why did you have to start do'n drugs mayn, i could of helped you. Heavy C(R.I.P.)mayn we all miss you the most, i should of stoped you from go'n to the club. if I had been there for my lil soldier Ricky, he would have never of gone to the Hospital and he could be play'n football now...but no, because of me he cant play until next year(im sorry lil homie). to my real siser, im sorry i wasnt there when you had ya baby, now i have to regret that for the rest of my life.Yo th names Montrey or trey but my true friends call me Sub-Zero. I live in Severn Maryland and go to Meade Senior High School class of 06. I like to chill, draw cartoons, dance, hang out wit friends and do whatever. Iv played football, cross country, track, baseball, wrestling and other sports. i know im not the the hottest look'n thing on this world but hey i dont care. Iv never ever cheated on a girl nor even thought about it or have I ever treated them bad. Not all guyz out there are bad, there are some good ones out there you just have look harded(trust me he's there). Iv had girls lie, hurt and cheat on me and i know how it feels so but yet i still forgave them. Iv made so many changes for the girls i went out with but none of them seem to ever care. I mean if they had a problem with anything i was doing i would change it, I would even put them infront of my family and friend just to show them how much i cared. But for most girls that dont matter. i hate when a guyu cheats on his girl or if a girl cheats on her man...That shit is stupid b/c they actully believe you when you say you love them. mostly every girl i went with riped out my heart and stepped all over me..but thats sometimes the risk when you care to much..." when you got some one you really like dont let them go."

My Interests

for me life is my one interests cuz you never know whats gonna happend. The fact of having friends and all just make it better cuz then you have someone that you can share these moments with. but love keeps me strong cuz i know that there is that special someone there with you by your side that will always love you.now there are only 4 things your really sure of in life and those things are love, hate, pleasure and pain....

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Movies:

You Got Served, The Fast And the Furious, 2Fast 2Furious, Love Dont Cost A Thing, Biker Boyz, Freddy vs. Jason, The Lion King(all of them), 8 Mile, Holes, The Hole, Saw, Fat Albert, Blade(all of them), Seven, Are We There Yet, Home Alone, Cradle To The Grave, 13 Ghost, and more....

My Blog

it most be me.. not ment to find love

iv look so long as the hurt goes on, another love song cuz my life is once again gone.. pain so deep it could bite you in ya sleep, creepin with in and beneath.. screamin for you love while jus being ...
Posted by Sub-Z on Thu, 14 Sep 2006 09:13:00 PST

cant stop the pain

what i had is long gone.. everything gone wrong.. sound somin like a love song.. my one special moment flys by.. so still i cry.. sayin bye.. left alone and put behind.. i felt unstoppable.. try'n to ...
Posted by Sub-Z on Wed, 26 Apr 2006 02:39:00 PST

How Much More?

how much more can i take..feelin so alone wit a heart break.. up in my mind i continue to cry..wounderin why she coise to say bye.. for that moment in my life it seems like a ly.. pain so deep i can n...
Posted by Sub-Z on Thu, 06 Apr 2006 09:53:00 PST