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I [Love]Your[Exsistance]

What exacty does freedom mean, if im not free to be as twisted as i want to be?!

About Me

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Are you a H.I.M. fan?

Yes
Cool another H.I.M. fan! a little obsessed there? You're probably a little gothic spycho always representing His Infernal Majesty in some way or another... Good job!
Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!~"All we see or seem, is all a dream within a dream." E.A.Poe. Yes I love poetry, espescially E.A.Poe, Edna St. Vincent Millay, Shakespeare's work and Emily Dickenson along with plenty more fantastic writers. But yea, I'm Chrys and I'm...well.....me. You have to get to know me to actually understand me. I'm quite weird I do admit but once again, get to know me and you'll grow on it. I'm a senior now in high school and well really really dislike it. I'm a pretty quiet person so if you feel like talking just message me or my aim is Neverletgo12343. Only a few people can read me and know that theres something going on. I don't like attention or drama or stupid shit like that. So if you are a dramatic person dont bother talking to me because I'll definitely speak my mind and I promise you won't be happy with my thoughts. Calli Ann is my sister/lover/best friend and will always be, shes going to be my maid of honor and there when i have kids. Shes an amazing person who deserves the best. Nick is the love of my life, hes always there and never lets me get away with being upset unless he knows why. He loves me for me like i love him for him. <3 I hate being poked...just a warning...~

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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Crystal(Chrys)
Birthday: February 10
Birthplace: California
Current Location: Colorado
Eye Color: green-ish, blue-ish
Hair Color: naturally light brown
Height: 5'7"
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: Irish and German
The Shoes You Wore Today: I haven't worn any
Your Weakness: being alone
Your Fears: spiders,drowning and getting rejected
Your Perfect Pizza: cheese with a bunch of olives
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: meet new people and be more social
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: hey
Thoughts First Waking Up: I'm already awake.
Your Best Physical Feature: nothing
Your Bedtime: never!!!!!!!!!
Your Most Missed Memory: Two people actually.
Pepsi or Coke: coke
MacDonalds or Burger King: mcdonalds
Single or Group Dates: depends but mostly single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: niether
Chocolate or Vanilla: choco
Cappuccino or Coffee: both!!!
Do you Smoke: ew no
Do you Swear: fuck no thats bad.
Do you Sing: yes
Do you Shower Daily: yes
Have you Been in Love: once...
Do you want to go to College: maybe
Do you want to get Married: someday
Do you belive in yourself: not really
Do you get Motion Sickness: nope
Do you think you are Attractive: No
Are you a Health Freak: psssssh no
Do you get along with your Parents: for the most part
Do you like Thunderstorms: love them!!!
Do you play an Instrument: guitar but not well.
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: nope...damn.
In the past month have you Smoked:
In the past month have you been on Drugs: No
In the past month have you gone on a Date: No
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: a box? no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no...ewwwww
In the past month have you been on Stage: no
In the past month have you been Dumped: yes
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no
Ever been Drunk: lol yes
Ever been called a Tease: yes
Ever been Beaten up: nope
Ever Shoplifted: no
How do you want to Die: fast or in my sleep
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: a kid
What country would you most like to Visit: Europe
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: I like all color eyes!
Favourite Hair Color: blonde...brown..black..idk
Short or Long Hair: medium
Height: taller then me
Weight: average. not to skinny but not to big.
Best Clothing Style: doesn't matter
Number of Drugs I have taken: uhhhh. lol none.
Number of CDs I own: too many to count
Number of Piercings: 9 on my ears
Number of Tattoos: none yet but i want atleast 3
Number of things in my Past I Regret: nothing. "Never regret anything that made you smile."
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My Interests

~I like to write, listen to my wonderful music, and of course hang with my friends!!!! Original right? lol But yea writing is my passion and I just love it, I'll sometimes post some of my recent ones in blogs if you want to check them out-also I'm a member of Testriffic.com . My music is my life I listen to it as much as I possibly can!!! Of course my friends are my lifesource(other then coffee)they're always there and I love them to death!!!~
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You're a Romantic Kisser
For you, kissing is all about feeling the romance
You love to kiss under the stars or by the sea
The perfect kiss involves the perfect mood
It's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet What Kind of Kisser Are You?

I'd like to meet:

~My twin.....the only problem is that, I don't have a twin. I know it is impossible unless time travel was invented and availble to the public, but I would love to meet some of my favorite poets. Also, I would love to meet some of the authors of my favorite books like Stephanie Meyer, Sarah Dessen, Charles de Lint, and many, many more that would take a quite a while to type.~
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Your Ideal Relationship is Casual Dating
Maybe you're looking for love...
But mostly you're looking for fun.
You could get serious with the right person.
For now, though, you're enjoying playing the field. What's Your Ideal Relationship?You are a happy drunk

When you are drunk, nothing gets you down. You are friendly with everyone, and probably get free drinks all the time because you are so nice to everyone.

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Music:

~Lets see rock, metal,alternative, some country, some rap, and "emo" music is usual what I listen to. I'm very open minded about music and will listen to a lot of different kinds. Some of my favorite bands are H.I.M, My Chemical Romance, Hinder, Atreyu, The Used, Marilyn Manson, Alien Ant Farm, Nickelback, Keith Urban, Hawthorne Heights, Kottonmouth Kings, Akon, Pink Spiders, 30 Seconds to Mars, Skillet, Paramore, City and Coulor, Within Temptation, Kamelot, The Art of Clarity, Yellowcard, Self Against City, and lots lots more that I dont feel like naming.~ "I hate feeling like this I'm so tired of trying to fight I'm asleep and all I dream of is waking up to you." Skillet-"Comatose"
You Should Get a Rose Tattoo
Sexy and classic
You are pure rock and roll. You party hard. So does your tattoo. What Tattoo Should You Get?

Movies:

~I really like romance, chick flicks, and horror movies. I REALLY dont like stupid funny movies because I just don't find them funny. Some of my favorite movies would have to be Moulin Rouge, Edward Scissorhand, Stay Alive, Silent Hill, Hide and Seek, Sweet November, Donnie Darko, Mirrormask along with a huge list.~
You Are 80% Bipolar
You're more than moody - you're a bit unstable.
If your mood swings are effecting your life, you may need to seek help. Are You Bipolar?

Television:

~I don't watch much television but I when I have time to I enjoy watching the series' Heroes and House. Also, of course, having good laugh by watching family guy, South Park, and the Simpsons.
Your Stripper Song Is
Dirrty by Christina Aguelera

"Too dirrty to clean my act up
If you ain't dirrty
You ain't here to party"

You're so dirty, you make Christina look clean. What Song Should You Strip To?

Books:

~Lots. I read to much. But you can't really get enough of reading-its just not possible! I usually read fantasy or fiction books. I like being able to create other worlds in my mind, instead focusing on reality. ~ "Even more, I had never meant to love him. One thing I truly knew-knew it from the pit of my stomach, in the center of my bones, knew it from the crown on my head to the soles of my feet, knew it deep in my empty chest-was how love gave someone the power to break you." ~Stephanie Meyer-"New Moon"(The sequel to "Twilight") ♥

Heroes:

My heroes are people who go through life happy and doing something they love. I want to live a life like that- writing, singing, and reading-being happy no matter what. ----You can only, truly, love when you realize that what you have could be lost.----Crying never helped anyone, all it did was smear my eyeliner----Don't think twice before you listen to your heart----Lost time can't ever be found, so live every minute as if it were your last----Just because I don't talk doesn't mean I don't have anything to say----Every new begining comes from another begining's end----You love who you love----You know you're in love when you don't want to sleep at night because you realize reality is better then any dream----Everyone says that I'm a bad actor, what they don't realize is that this smile is fake----You never know how much you need someone until they're actually gone♥----Why do we always want what we can't have?----Life's purpose is not to find the perfect person but to see an imperfect person perfectly----You know you love him when you catch yourself smiling for no reason but you know you were thinking of him---- ~Never regret something that made you smile~

My Blog

Can love be measured?

Is it possible,to love too much?To be so in lovethat you don't want to be anymore?Its too much to containin such a small space.For the heart isn't that largebut can hold endless emotions.How much unti...
Posted by I [Love]Your[Exsistance] on Tue, 01 Jul 2008 11:57:00 PST

These Addictions...

I feel your arms around meyour fingers through my hairthe beat of your heart against my earThese addictions have no boundariestaking me somewhere I've never beenyou take everything awaythe birds, the ...
Posted by I [Love]Your[Exsistance] on Tue, 17 Jun 2008 11:33:00 PST

(Dying) Its just a matter of time

The mirror is cracked-almost shattered what happened to the beauty reality is becoming altered Disappearing with the motion of a hand the heartbeat of the clock its just a matter of time until the he...
Posted by I [Love]Your[Exsistance] on Thu, 17 Apr 2008 09:56:00 PST

Worth It

go ahead and hurt mebreak my heartshatter my dreamsdestroy my hopesburn my memoriesmake me regretoh god, please make me forgetbut what you dont understand is that i'll fix myself againi'll get over th...
Posted by I [Love]Your[Exsistance] on Fri, 07 Mar 2008 12:20:00 PST