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Beth

Living Free and Flying Wild.

About Me

I like to rediscover myself and explore all aspects of my nature. I am not afraid to take risks. I like to write Gothic Poetry and feel every emotion. I am loyal to a fault at the same time have no problem calling bullshit on my friends. Life is to short to sit and watch it waste away. I love to feel and breath in this existence. I have been single now for almost two years. I am not looking to be fixed changed reshaped or re-designed. This is me. I am not looking to do that to anyone else. I am ok with me and who and what I am. I am not religious but support Israel with my last breath. I think that in the end we all have to make our peace with the divine. I am not political but stand for what i believe in with out hesitation. I can take care of me however I am looking for a companion. Someone to share time with and experiences. I like the renaissance and the era when honor meant something. I am fire but I don't like to get burned or burn others.Layout made by �AbbyNormal�

My Interests

Well I bowl and don't know how because I can and I like to. I do the same with shooting pool. If I can be with new people and relax I am a blast to hang out with. I have a dark Gothic side that comes out sometimes (mostly in my poetry). I like to be wild and I like to be shy and timid it just depends on my mood. For the most part I like to just kick back and have fun with my friends. I like to find new interesting things to do. (and maybe new interesting people to do them with) HAHAHAHA

I'd like to meet:

I want to keep meeting interesting people. I am not looking for perfection just a person who isn't afraid to take risks and live life. The people I cherish and value in my life are those who love me enough to tell me the truth even when I don't want to hear it. I believe Honor means something even today.


The Meaning of Shalom: By Polluted BrillianceB"HA joyous Adar, much simcha even if You dont know what simcha is.Shalom.What is this word? Shin Lamed Vav Mem (sofit)Without getting too deep in the root of the word and gematria, just a simple grammer discussion.It's a widely misinformed thought that "Shalom" means "hello" and "goodbye".Truth is, Shalom means peace. The command to greet and part in peace is so ingrained in Our culture, that We almost thought it meant three things.It is important to remember, when You say Shalom, to think "peace". It's important not to forget the mitzvah, and what it really means to greet and part in peace. So my friends, Shalom elyachaim ben HaShemBy: Polluted Brilliance: Ashkenaz Prince

Music:

Music that can touch my soul. Thats what I like. If i can feel the meaning of the song then I love I don't care the the style or if it Rock, Soul or Coutnry.
What Your Soul Really Looks Like
You are very passionate and quite temperamental. While you can be moody, you always crave comfort.

You are a very grounded, responsible, and realistic person. People may not want to hear the truth from you, but they're going to get it.

You believe that people see you for how you are, not how you look. But deep down, you know that's not exactly true.

Your near future is calm, relaxing, and pretty much what you want. And it's something you've been anticipating for a while now.

For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust. Inside the Room of Your Soul
Your Element Is Fire
Your passion and emotion are as obvious as the brightest flame.
You make sparks fly, and your passion always has the potential to burst out.

You are exciting and creative - and completely unpredictable.
You sometimes exercise control, and sometimes you let yourself go.

Friends describe you as sensitive, spirited, and compulsive.
Bright and blazing with intensity, you seem mysterious and moody to many. What's Your Element?
B Brainy
E Extreme
T Twisted
H Helpful
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Movies:

Divine Secrets of the YA YA Sisterhood, Banger Sisters. Blade 1,2 and 3, Dragon Heart, DUNE (both of them that where made), Interview with a Vampire, Queen of the Damned, Cat People, Underworld, A Stranger Among Us, Schindlers List ( this is one of my favorites ), ( I like good film )

Television:

CMTv, SiFi Channel, History Channel,Love Law and Order SUV,&CI; Other then that I really don't like TV. I hate CNN the propaganda machine.

Books:

A white Plague ( Frank Herbert ), Dune ( Frank Herbert ), Martian Chronicles, All of Anne Rice's booksJewish spirtual practices.

Heroes:

All my friends.. They are some of my favorite Hero's. You all ROCK...

My Blog

Black sheets and midnight kisses

Sitting with midnight thoughts about the betrayal of loyality. The advisors enter the room with a loud thud. Majesty it is the dreamer who comes to steal the kiss. Startled forward with the force of a...
Posted by Beth on Sun, 18 May 2008 08:45:00 PST

Risen

 Upon waking she rises with her back arched up. As the sun sets and the day ends her night begins. Feeling the hunger growing and burning with in her. She slides her hand just lightly over her br...
Posted by Beth on Sat, 26 Apr 2008 07:10:00 PST

Wisdom

As i fight with my nature to summon up courage to search for the hand to take mine. I sit alone in mistic thoughts dreaming for one who's strength can match my own. Wanting the one who can stand along...
Posted by Beth on Mon, 21 Apr 2008 04:12:00 PST

Wispering night thoughts

                        As I lay to sleep my mind drifts aimlessly around shadowy thoughts. Forwa...
Posted by Beth on Mon, 21 Apr 2008 04:05:00 PST

The sound of a song on the tip of a wing.

The wings flutter the melody plays and the droplets of water melt from the icicle to reveal a new dawn. As the butterfly hums around the flower with petals opening and bright color blooms forth to bre...
Posted by Beth on Fri, 21 Mar 2008 08:53:00 PST

Beth on turning 43

I know I am way over due for some poems. I just have been block as of late. So instead I thought I would write about turning 43. So HA. lol This last year was all about change and self awareness. Most...
Posted by Beth on Wed, 19 Mar 2008 06:08:00 PST

I will be writting this weekend

I have been MIA for a few. However willl be up and writting this weekend.
Posted by Beth on Thu, 06 Mar 2008 06:58:00 PST

Fallen

Fallen from the sky's of heaven she had just laid in the moment on the cold ground breathing in her pain. Realizing that she had lost her flight looking up at the sky and the stars that seamed to only...
Posted by Beth on Sun, 20 Jan 2008 06:46:00 PST

Stollen Kiss

With her breath held tight within her chest. Heart beating quickly with anticipation. Grasping for air the moment strikes and a kiss is stolen. Innocent moments in time flash by like glittering snow f...
Posted by Beth on Thu, 10 Jan 2008 07:48:00 PST

Dreamy

What dreams of night sky's to hope and ponder in the mists of time. My thoughts are mine and feeling free to hope and wish upon the dream.  I am the one who sees and feels the futures hope. Stand...
Posted by Beth on Sun, 06 Jan 2008 10:39:00 PST