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Goddess/Playmate-I want like 10000 of his babies!!

Now thats HOTT! I don't need to be BARBIE, I have it all...We live in paradise already, no need for

About Me

I am the essence of everything wonderfull and when you are near you crave the positive energy I emit. You will think of me and in a sense truly feel me... I grew up were when you connected with someone well you held onto them and loved them for all they were-no matter what. In a way they were closer than your own family. They became your family. I always knew I wanted a family young because I believe that is your true purpose- to experiece REAL and UNSELFISH LOVE in any way that is positive. This way may be different for everyone but for me it was being a mother and showing her everything good life has to offer. I recently moved to a larger city where it is difficult to sometimes understand how to connect with someone. It seems they only want you because the lust after you and then they want to make a game out of getting you and they are so excited when they have several people of the opposite sex to do this with as if to somewhat make up for all the years in high school nobody noticed them. I am real. As real as you'll find these days. If I love you I will tell you. If I want you-your sure to know. If I want to dance with you I will take you by the hand. If I miss you I will show you. If I love you I will tell you! I'm not used to the games I've been an observer of but don't try to pull them with me. I need someone who needs me-all of me, not just another notch on their list. Something that is stronger than your game is gods game. I can feel if your good for me. I can feel if your supposed to be close to me. I will dream of those who are close to me and I can see everything around me clearly. I love when someone is real with me. I crave when someone only needs you(-and god, not to put you above them). I desire when that one that you are connected with grasps you and is committed to you. I grew up where money is nothing-the way you look is not judged- and your family and friends are worth more than any amount of treasure you could search for. No need for searching, you already have the true treasure beside you...{scrollbar-arrow-color:00CCCC;scrollbar-Track-Color:;s crollbar-Highlight-Color:00CCCC;scrollbar-base-color:00CCCC; scrollbar-Face-Color:;scrollbar-Shadow-Color:00CCCC;scrollba r-DarkShadow-Color:00CCCC MySpace Profile Help!

My Interests

I enjoy watching my daughter grow ; taking care of those I love; living everyday to be happy and not worry about the little stresses of everyday; the beach(anywhere) ;great vacations with those I love; making people feel beautiful and special everyday at work(when working as a liscensed cosmetologist) and home,setting positive DANCING(especially when I have a GREAT dance partner!)-out with the ladies; giving charity to mothers who don't have much(Birthright of Annap.)-they helped us out when we had nothing and realizing how much love is truly around us always...and at the moment I love learning to speak Italian!(some crazy fool stole two cd's though!)...I love acting on a moment and not thinking too much ahead about it.(omg.- this is a favorite! There are always goals I'd like to achieve but I never worry about how the consequences will pan out. Be dramatic with every emotion and every minute, you'll never be able to relive those moments. I truly enjoy everything about my life and I have faith in the things I know will come.

I'd like to meet:

50 cent -No matter where he is he has a smile on his face and Eva Longoria because she is truly remarkable!...

Movies:

Favorite of the moment:I love the release Into the Blue- It reminds me of a hot vacation I had last year in February. Grandma's Boy, Tristan and Isolde-except the ending sucks!- stupid man(yes, I know, hard to believe a man is stupid and made a dumb as* decision at the end!lol) Mr. and Mrs. Smith( I seem to have a love and hate relationships too.)It was super hot!The 40 year old Virgin, and my old time favorites Grease, The Professional, Walk the Line is a favorite and Mermaids.

Television:

Desperate Housewives,The Sopranos,Days of our Lives,Passions and Dora with my daughter (and diego)...I cancelled my cable at the moment to really enjoy life!! Try it for a month and I bet you'll go out as much as I do!

Books:

Childrens Books I read to my daughter and ones that go into the history of my geneology and Italiania speaking lessons!(I am half Italian and half American Indian)

Heroes:

My mom,my sis, my dad, my stepfather, my lil bro, my big bro, my daughter, the judges in all of my court cases-god does bring justice to those who are in need, Birthright of annapolis-for when we were in need they gave more than we needed, and last but always the top on my list-GOD for he has walked with me the entire way even when I was blind to see...

My Blog

A realistic path...no more illusions for me...

I am caught up in all that life has to offer at the moment. I feel elated and loved. I am taking a minute out of our hectic lives to enjoy all the positive things this paradise has to offer. I am more...
Posted by Goddess, Playmate,I'm in love with my soulmate on Sat, 28 Oct 2006 12:14:00 PST

<My baby Sarah>

Sarah, I can't sleep I am with you and I need you here! I'm not letting you go. I need to sleep next to you again and kiss my babygirl! I love you and your not leaving here! I am keeping you and I wil...
Posted by Goddess, Playmate,I'm in love with my soulmate on Wed, 06 Sep 2006 10:45:00 PST

soco life

I grew up were when you connected with someone well you held onto them and loved them for all they were-no matter what. In a way they were closer than your own family. They became your family. I alway...
Posted by Goddess, Playmate,I'm in love with my soulmate on Tue, 29 Aug 2006 08:02:00 PST

Topic of the month...April

I am changing my destiny for the better. I see exactly what is in front of me and sometimes I have to take care of what is real. I miss some people who were there for a minute but I cherish the o...
Posted by Goddess, Playmate,I'm in love with my soulmate on Wed, 26 Apr 2006 01:52:00 PST

To my daughter

Jazzy,  I love you more than life itself. In a word you are the essence of my life. I breathe for you. I knew I wanted you before I had you. You are truly the love of my life. I want you to ...
Posted by Goddess, Playmate,I'm in love with my soulmate on Mon, 27 Mar 2006 07:21:00 PST

Topic of the Month-March

You don't own me. Nobody does except GOD. You love me, you need me but that doesn't mean I will give myself to you. I am not here for your pleasure. Don't play games with me. I don't need them, nor do...
Posted by Goddess, Playmate,I'm in love with my soulmate on Sun, 05 Mar 2006 12:48:00 PST

Topic of the month!

  I love someone who wants more of me than I can give. I like people who go out of their way to show that they want/need/or love someone.I love when someone wants to give me the world or their wo...
Posted by Goddess, Playmate,I'm in love with my soulmate on Sat, 25 Feb 2006 03:30:00 PST