Find the arms that will hold you at your weakest, eyes that will see you at your ugliest, and a heart that will love you at your worst...thats when you know you that you have found TRUE love =)
I'd like to meet:
All the people that yelled at me in drive thru, just so i can shake their hands and say "Ur the reason why i'm gona be a GREAT flight attendant."
MY FRiENDSz
LooK AT MY MONkEYS
Music:
Anything that can make get Dj JaZzY JiGGy wiT iT! N anything i can slow dance to.I love R&B n most of all I loooove my JoN B!
I also love Robin Thicke!
Movies:
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Books:
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Heroes:
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MOM
♥DAD
♥AUNTi NORA
♥JASSON
♥ FAMiLY
♥FRiENDz
My heroes are first of all my Big brother Jasson Ma'afala a.k.a (radio name) J-SmOoVe, who now lives in a place where we will all meet one day...Heaven. He was taken before his time but the memories I have with him stays with me always, I don't talk about him so much with other people not because i dont want to...its just that I can't talk about him without wanting to cry because I still miss him so much... and its hard to smile at the memories when he is no longer here to say "Hey Jase you remember when..." I see him in my dreams and its a painful teaser only to wake up into a life where he no longer is... which is one of my biggest reasons why i no longer want to stay in Hawaii...too much reminds me of him and too much stories i don't want to hear anymore because he is not here anymore. He gave me my voice, from all those nights where he'd make me sing Whitney Houston's "I Will Always Love You" till i got the words right, and for all those nights I spent waiting for him to come home to tell me how his day went at the studios, to the day that I got the bad news... not one day goes by where I don't think of him. He left this world but not alone, he took a big part of me with him but everything he taught me stays with me. I'll never forget my big brother Jay, rest in peace I love you always.
I lost my mom in 1999, I still really miss her. I keep everything she taught me to heart. If there is anyone I wish I could be like, the answer would always be my mother. I remember running to her everytime my sisters wanted to beat me up, and even if I was the bratty one she'd always take my side. She is alot more tougher tho, not afraid to make a scene in public if someone's ripping her off. My sisters got that from her, I however got most of her good sweet side =). She was the second oldest out of my uncles and auntys, and even though she isn't here physically, she always makes time to visit me in my dreams and I'll always think of her...I still have my dad, who is still in Samoa. Out of all us kids, he never hit me. No matter how bad I was he only used words...and sometimes i'd just wish he'd just get it over with and beat me up cause his lectures to me was boring. But I was a real WITCH might I add when I was little. My best memories of my dad was when he'd always take me riding in his orange corvette and we'd go whereever I wanted. I remember always wanting to go walking where my mom forbidded me not to go, so every morning my dad would wake me up and we'd go for a walk to the places I was so curious of. See, I'd always get my way when I was little with any of them. I could throw fireworks at my sister's house and run to my mom for protection, and when my mom told me no to things, i'd run to my dad when he visited...I miss seeing them together... We all only got one mom and one dad in this world, and for those who still got theirs... Hug them and tell them you love them as much as you can because they won't be here forever... they are the rarest individuals that some people dont realize until they are gone. I have no regrets because my mom knew I loved her and I still do. My dad said some messed up things to me when mom was gone but I wont stop loving him because he never stopped loving me no matter what I did. Forgive and forget because grudges gets u NOWHERE, it just brings you sorrow and regrets when its too late. Dont give in, LOVE them always and show it...By the way doesn't my dad's hair and beard look kinda purplish in this picture? Maybe its just my eyes or the barber getting revenge but hey! I bet he looked at the bright side and said... "At least it goes with my purple tie!" Haha after he strangeled the barber probably lol
Last but NEVER LEAST, MY one and only aunt that I loved more than anyone in the world. No one has done more for me than this wonderful person, my Aunty Nora. She and my mom were so close and she helped my mom raise me and the rest of us when my mom was so sick. She was the strongest person I've known and was always out doing something keeping busy. I used to nag her for alotta things when I was little and no matter what she'd always get it for me. I was her pet, me and my little sister. We were always around her like her shadow and even though it annoyed our brothers and sisters that we were always following her we didn't care what they thought because she had always been just about the greatest person in our lives, she really was. When mom passed away, it was a big turning point in our lives that caused us to lean on her for what we had just lost. She was the most motherly person that we had left, and with that she made our saddest days comforting. She was kind and always giving. She made boring days fun and almost everything she said made everyone laugh...she taught me about the birds and the bees when others were too fragile about the subject and I thought it was HILARIOUS! Cause haha I know what mom and dad did to get me LOL! She was always the safe place to be, no matter what it was I was running from, whether I was right or wrong, she was there. She wasn't just my mom's sister, she was my motivation when so many things got complicated she was the only person who had time to offer her hand and guide me through each hard step, and ever since I lost my brother, she would spend her nights holding me while I cried myself to sleep over him being taken out of my life so soon. She made it okay to cry without penalizing me, while everyone else didn't want to be reminded and get on with their lives and for me to just suck it up and take it, I really couldn't...and now that she's gone it felt like losing a mother all over again, only harder because I wasn't there... I had two choices then, either be depressed and go crazy or make her proud and show her that I am strong and her love taught me better than to throw my life away and spend it crying tears she won't be able to wipe away and tears she doesn't want seeing fall for her. She's loyal to God and I know she's in a place that she never wants to leave, it would be selfish of me to want her to leave that great place to come back to a world of pain. I know she will be the first one I see when its my turn to go, cause I get lost yeah who knows where i might be flying off to if she isn't there to guide me LOL, Man...do I miss her.../ Get Your Own! | View Slideshow img src="http://www.angel_about.blogger.com.br/le%20candies.gif"
