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a beautiful mess inside

I write because I'm a masochist. I love the pain of staring at a blank page for days on end...No Ser

About Me

Im an odd dominican girl. I'm nice and friendly, but I have some anger management issues to work out, so dont mess with me. I want to be more self assured and out spoken. i hate how shy i am because i think im kinda cool (not in a "i'm kinda a big deal" way but in a "im a nice person" kinda way)and lots of people miss that upon first meeting me. I love to read and watch tv. My tivo's my best friend. im going to make cakes untill i die. i'm exentric but i can't spell it (or lots of things). some say i have a sarcasicness about me but i don't see it. i love words! i love making words up (someone has to make words up thats how they get created). i was an english major for 5 years and learned how write awesome 8 pg papers in 4 hours . i get mean when im hungry. i'm not a morning person. i pride myself in being the cool fun aunt. i pride myself in being able to drive, talk on the phone and eat basically any food liquid or solids, hot or cold while singing and dancing to the raido all at the same time. i cant park. i can out talk most of my friens. i have a short attention span. i wish i could sing. i don't curse. i lie but not to you. i love being alone. i love to shop. i have no money to shop. i love to shop. elvis has seen me naked numerous times. im very random in my thoughts. any thing else ask no one but me, ;
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My Interests

"It is because I am Beat, that is, I believe in beatitude and that God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten son to it... Who knows, but that the universe is not one vast sea of compassion actually, the veritable holy honey, beneath all this show of personality and cruelty?"

I'd like to meet:

any one interested in free cake. lauren graham,john krazinski from the office.craig ferguson and tina fey

Music:

anything with great lyrics its not all about the beat people listen to the words some songs out there really suck,and others fade into the background when they are really really great. i'm also parcial to the clash,the ramones, kate nash, velvet underground,juanes,kamaya dawison,any good 70's punk,getting into indie now, some beatels but mostly when it sound like they were on drugs, bebe,luis fonsi,ingrid michaelson, alejandro sanz, panic! at the disco,yael naim, julieta venegas,cat power, out of eden, and that song that was stuck in my head the other day

Movies:

annie, requiem for a dream, when harry met sally, in the time of the butterflies, dodgeball, the forty-year-old virgin, it's a wonderful life, ameli, left behind I & II, zoolander, rent, garden state, funny girl,sound of music,grease, the producers, everything is illuminated, dreamgirls, the departed, a walk to remember, rosmeary's baby, my girl, breatfast at tiffany's


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Television:

THE OFFICE, lost, house, All My Children, project runway, ANTM, dancing with the stars, ugly betty,30 rock


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Books:

first of all the american's lack of interest in books shocks me! read people!! now my favorite books are anna karinina, the pocket dj, i am the cheese, the street, one hundred years of solitude, how i got that story, angels in america, the bell jar, the catcher in the rye, to kill a mokingbird, the bluest eye, nada, who's afraid of virginia woolf,a girl named zippy, sula, orxy and crake do u really want me to countine cause i can


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My Blog

jobless in new jersey

This blog is about an honest account of the struggle to make it in the "real world." And I'm not talking the hot tub, sleeping with your perfect strange roommate, MTV real world. I'm talking about the...
Posted by a beautiful mess inside on Thu, 28 Feb 2008 01:23:00 PST

round 2...or 1?

So here is my first attempt at writing ever! No not really but you know. So last night as I laid in bed at about 2 am blasting my i-pod to drown out all of the miserable thoughts in my head about how ...
Posted by a beautiful mess inside on Sat, 15 Dec 2007 08:48:00 PST

picking up the slack of real writers

Hello, so i've decided that if im going to give this whole writing for a tv show dream a shot i should start doing just that: writing. And i dont know about u (all of u 2 people who are reading this) ...
Posted by a beautiful mess inside on Thu, 13 Dec 2007 01:58:00 PST