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About Me

What's up? I'm Conor. Otherwise known as P~COK. I know.....It's a long story from "P" to "K" but, if you're interested, It's not too long of a story. I'm not one for bullshit. Seems the world doesn't have anything else to offer but, that. Everybody wants to be somebody but, no body wants to be themselves. I'm tired of people trying to be everything that they're not. Just be yourself and you will prevail. Me you ask? I'm me. Thats all I'll be. The problem is I am my own worst enemy, and I can be the worst part of anyone, if you drive me to it. My mind doesn't ever seem to stop and it's growing more complex everyday. It's like a rubix cube with five extra colors. I'm 25. I got things to see and people to do. Father of twin boys, Caleb and Caidan. Theye are the lights of my life. I am greatful for them and the mother they have. Born and raised in Chicago. I love the city to death. All the drama and bullshit in the world couldn't make me hate this city. I love my music. It will forever be my first love. I was born and raised on House music. Comming from Chicago, how can you not love House music??? I love everything else but, country. That just makes me want to scratch my eyes out!!! I've played the drums on and off for about 13 years, and have been DJing for 10. I love to write. I find rapture in putting my thoughts on paper. I feel that's the only way I can come to terms with myself. I've hit so many twists and turns with my life recently, and I'm just tryin to make it through with only the cuts and bruises I have now. No more. Please!!!

My Interests

"Behind everyone alive today stand 30 ghosts for that is the ratio by which the dead outnumber the living.Since the dawn of time, about a hundred billion human beings have walked on this planet.Now, a hundred billion is about the number of stars in our Milky Way galaxy. So this means that for everyone who has ever lived there could be a star. And of course, stars are suns, with planets circling around them.So isn't it an interesting thought that there's enough land in the sky for everyone to have a whole world ?"Arthur C. Clarke

I'd like to meet:

Anyone. As long as you keep it real with yourself and everyone around you. I plan events for people to come and have fun. Meeting new people is an everyday thing for me. You have to be open to all posibilities when it comes to that.
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Music:

I'm most partial to Rock and House music. I'm definitely open to everything else but, country. Can't stand that crap!!!

Movies:

Boondock Saints, The Profesional, Fear and Loathing, Dark Dayz, Dark City, Boiler Room, Blues Brothers, Big fish.

Television:

Simpsons, Boondocks, Ghost Hunters!!! Don't watch much TV.

Books:

Tao of Pooh

Heroes:

Devo, the boys, Ron Jeremy, William Shatner, Brett Favre and Tony The Tiger!

My Blog

"Hide and Seek" By Imogen Heap

Where are we? What the hell is going on?The dust has only just begun to form,Crop circles in the carpet, sinking, feeling.Spin me round again and rub my eyes.This can't be happening.When busy streets ...
Posted by I Beg!!! on Tue, 16 Jan 2007 10:41:00 PST

Sharp Words Go Dull

I hope my words strike a chord with this sword that I swing. My mind is bored and ignored and it's unsetteling. I know for a fact that this won't mean a thing. Just listen and embrace this though...
Posted by I Beg!!! on Sun, 26 Nov 2006 10:33:00 PST

Sent to do a job of an army

I search for light where darkness thrives I walk the streets and count the lives that discipate from stormy weather Such tragic fates burried together Rebuild from water's grave Reamaining helpless an...
Posted by I Beg!!! on Sat, 25 Nov 2006 12:53:00 PST

Whats inside my head

Sometimes you just have to look to other's words to express your thoughts. Lajon seems to always say it best. ...
Posted by I Beg!!! on Tue, 10 Oct 2006 02:12:00 PST

One

I had a dream, you're reaching out to me. Only to wake to this void reality. How disappointing, trust, truth, promise, hope and faith, One love, one day was formed into this hate. One death was all it...
Posted by I Beg!!! on Tue, 10 Oct 2006 03:21:00 PST

This Is How It Feels

This is how it feels to have to turn and walk away. It's a stabbing pain you can't explain. It's coursing through your veins. Left with just a "This or That" A "Left or Right" Or "Front or Back...
Posted by I Beg!!! on Sat, 26 Aug 2006 04:00:00 PST

Why???

Let's poor another drink I get to thingkin that My life's just not the same Why put your hand in? You're not the one to blame Walk on this side The other is filled with anger Watch your step cuz it's...
Posted by I Beg!!! on Fri, 14 Jul 2006 08:41:00 PST

Next To Me

Since you've been gone I've only asked you once to show me the way Although you're not here The words echo loudly as if you were here to say Keep my eyes on the page Be a man and stand up straight Li...
Posted by I Beg!!! on Wed, 12 Jul 2006 02:05:00 PST

This Hold

I hate this hold you have on me Let go cuz I'm losing feeling The room has spun now, ten times over You don't move now, as I lose control And within your mind You are isolated And you take your...
Posted by I Beg!!! on Tue, 11 Jul 2006 02:18:00 PST

Happy For you

This isn't fair This plan I had has got me goin no where But it's not your fault Someone else has come along, and it's easy to see that you don't care You knew that I had to make these changes,...
Posted by I Beg!!! on Tue, 11 Jul 2006 01:48:00 PST