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About Me

I'm 21.

I am:

A Daughter

A Sister

A Cousin

A Aunt

A Niece

A Granddaughter

A Lover

A Fighter

A Trainer

A Hunter

A Gamer

A Artist

A Stargazer

A Dreamer

A Friend.

All of these things make up most of who I am. I am a free spirit who has lead a pretty rough life at times, and so I have tend to be a bit blunt, and sometimes very sarcastic. I don't like liars, thieves, cheats, or people who generally waste my time with a bunch of bull. This year, there has been an abundance of people who would like to do so. I do not know them any longer.

I'm Dyslexic with my directions, but I'll get you where you need to go or want to go anyway. Just give me a second to think. Turning right seems to be my biggest problem. (Yes, I am RIGHT handed.) I have 5 Dogs (Yes D-o-g not G-o-d, thank you.) 3 cats, 1 Horse, and a Partridge in a Pear Tree, and yes...the animals are spread out between houses.

I'm all about family, and friends, having a good time, stargazing, making out under the stars, having fun, and generally being myself.

The down sides to my life? Well, I am Manic Depressive, on medication to treat it, and having to face it everyday. It's hard, it sucks, it's probably a big turn off for you right now, but I really don't care. That's me babe. We've all got things we don't like about each other at some point somewhere.

My closest friends know all the mundane details about me, and then they know the ones that sometimes make regular people run away from me, and never return. My closest friends, know my nightmares.

My one goal in life is to have a family. Like I said, my life has been a pretty rough one, and I just for once, would like to have something Solid. Yeah, I am aware of the good and down sides. Trust me. If I hear one more word of caution about families, relationships, whatever, I think my ears will bleed.

I do a heck of a lot of gaming, my favorite being World of Warcraft, and Counter Strike Source (CSS). I belong to a gaming clan, which I am an admin for, and enjoy working with all of them, through thick and thin.

So, Lads and Lasses, there's a little bit about me. Not all of it. Just some. I'm a book of adventure, and a good read. Back to life...and living it...

All I want out of life is a Family.

My Interests

My new goals in life are to be whatever I can be. I can't be afraid of life forever, so I am setting boundaries,moving on, and taking everything one step at a time. I feel it in my bones that it's time for me to move on from this place, and fly on my own, no matter how scared I may be. Life is real, and I need to live it. I am happy for today, and I'll remember that forever. Life is a ride, and I am sooo ready!

You Are a Dreaming Soul
Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you away from this world
So much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time
You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all...
But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult

You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you.
Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses.
Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others.
Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life.

Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul What Kind of Soul Are You?
Your Power Bird is an Eagle
You are spiritual and able to soar to great heights.
You are a true inspiration, and many people look to you for guidance.
And you are quite demanding in relationships... but you're worth it.
People know that you will become even greater than you imagine. What's Your Power Bird?

I'd like to meet:

Sean Connery, Bruce Willis, Alanis Morissette, Ryan Reynolds, 10 years, 8 Days to Amsterdam.

Eric in a movie theater so I could throw popcorn at him. Rob under the hood of his car so that I could quack at him, Jenn so I could give her a piggy back ride, Jessica because I am crazy and would bring her a lunch of Cherry Tomatoes at work, Jackie so that I could tell her I don't hate her, but despised her actions, my therapist so that I could tell her that I am not as crazy as my parents like to think I am, and last but certainly not least, my aunt so I could hug her. Bryan, is a nub, but he's cool none-the-less. See, now, when Bryan read this, he said, "We can't be friends." He lies.

I wonder at the world and all it can be, and I wonder, smiling, laughing, what's in store for me.

La mia anima Ã¨ l'unica cosa forte circa me che la Ã¨ lasciata Ã¨ comoditÃ costante. Una roccia che ancora sta levandosi in piedi. Una montagna del dolore ha piovuto giÃ¹ su esso. Una donna che dÃ in su. Dare il poll. Perdonarla e dimenticar. Per sta lasciando va di tutto. Cerco la pace ed il riparo in tutte le armi errate. Perdonarlo. Perdonarlo.

Music:

I don't really care for rap, and Opera can get on my nerves at times, otherwise I like just about everything else that I can think of momentarily.
You Would Choose Love
Money may buy a little happiness, but not the happiness of true love.
You rather have a true soulmate than a private jet.
And while many people may claim they would choose love too...
You're one of the few who would really do it. Would You Choose Love or Money?

Movies:

I have a lot more movies that I like than this, but these are what comes to mind.

Contact, To Kill a Mocking Bird, The Fifth Element, Lady in the Water, Chronicles of Narnia: (BBC versions, animated, and the newer version) Ferris Bueller's Day Off, Mrs. Doubtfire, Titan A.E., Shawshank Redemption, The Green Mile, POTC 1&2, LOTR: ALL, HP: All, Walking Tall, The Shining (Jack Nicholson Version), The Untouchables, Indiana Jones Series, Girl,Interrupted, The Twelve Tasks of Asterix, The Land Before Time, Watcher in the Woods, and a few more that I can't think of.

Television:

Judging Amy, House, Grey's Anatomy, ER, Houston Animal Cops, Emergency Vet, The Simpsons.

I think that about does it?

Books:

Elfquest, Anita Blake, The Language of Letting Go, The Diary of Anne Frank, The Reappearance of Sam Webber, The Black House, Philosophy in general, The Celestine Prophecy, A Kiss of Shadows, and a whole lot more.

Heroes:

I have a lot of people that I have had come in and out of my life.

My main hero(s) are my Father, my Mother, and my Brother.

My Father and Mother have fought long and hard through many different things to get to where they are now.

My Brother has always been there for me, even when things were not right between us. He helps give me courage, and strength to do what I need to do.

My Blog

Life Changes, and Mom’s got Cancer.

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Posted by Dreamer on Sat, 08 Sep 2007 06:49:00 PST

Heh, heh, guess what??????

I DON'T FUCKING CARE ANYMORE!!!!!!! I may be lonely, I may be sad, but you're out of my life, so fuck you, I'm glad. FUCK BEING SAD OR MAD, WHO NEEDS A RELATIONSHIP, WHEN ALL YOU FEEL IS SAD? ...
Posted by Dreamer on Wed, 15 Aug 2007 09:59:00 PST

When living hurts...

Saying goodbye is one of the hardest things I've ever done,letting go,letting be,hoping that one day,I'll have what's meant to be.Get up in the morning,brush your teeth,do your routine,keep up your sp...
Posted by Dreamer on Sun, 22 Jul 2007 12:38:00 PST

A prayer;

God, I ask you for some things today.I ask you for the strength,the wisdom, to do your will today.May he know that I think of him,that I hope for him,that all I want is for him to be happy,that I woul...
Posted by Dreamer on Wed, 23 May 2007 11:55:00 PST

Uppy -dat - e

Lol, okay, so I recieved more than a few interesting comments on my "I Quit" post. I So I've got a couple things to explain, I guess. Well, for one, Med dosage was WAAAYYY off, and fixed it, al...
Posted by Dreamer on Mon, 21 May 2007 12:53:00 PST

For all of you...

I QUIT.
Posted by Dreamer on Wed, 16 May 2007 04:36:00 PST

For everyone.

Everyone wishes at some point, that they could be someone else. Be something else. Do something else.This is my moment. I wish that I could just take off, dissappear, not have to worry, what my family...
Posted by Dreamer on Tue, 15 May 2007 08:15:00 PST

The Language of Letting Go.

Sometimes I live my life in uncertainty.Sometimes I all I believe is that I can be just me.Then there are the days, when I understand more,that my life has much more to do with itself,then wait for de...
Posted by Dreamer on Sun, 13 May 2007 12:41:00 PST

Final Collaborative Project or Briefs

There's going to be a lot of changes coming up in my life soon, and to tell you the truth I am nervous as hell. I am mostly nervous about the fact I am so damn lazy about everything. Why am I lazy? Uh...
Posted by Dreamer on Sun, 13 May 2007 09:42:00 PST

UPDATE: Check here....

Yo y'all. My cell is currently disconnected as to the fact that I need to make some cash. (Which is...ugh...happening this next week, even though I would rather shoot myself.) So anyway, if you would ...
Posted by Dreamer on Sat, 12 May 2007 09:27:00 PST