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...sorry i havent been keeping up with returning comments and what not... just a little busy...it is easier to act like a fool then someone trying to fool you knowing that your smart... I never stressed a relationship because if she really knew what she wanted or who she wanted... she would have held on and paid more attention to you... see it's easy for me not to get played because I dont play the game... easier to act dumb and like I don't care because when someone realizes that my actions means more than words said... if someone cant tell how much you want to be with them by the way you hold them they arent worth holding...don't be a fool and love someone that will walk away from you... you have to move on even when your heart doesn't want to...
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distance makes things so fucken hard...
what i write on my page usually applies to me also... never really about a particular person... shit i am as bitter if not more than the next person...
that split second that you compared me to your ex's and all the reasons you became bitter was the exact split second you lost every chance you had of being together... that split second where you lost my trust was the split second that I realized in the first place that a relationship without trust isn't a relationship at all...it seems that it might make sense to say there is no trUSt with out the US... but in actually there can't be an US without the trUSt
came on for 30 minutes to take my comments off hide and to approve some of them will be back sunday...
Not trying to be a myspace celebrity but real recognizes real... if it ain't real shit I ain't going to speak it... if it ain't real shit I ain't going to write it... thanks for all the request and comments I'll be back really soon... working on some shit that needs a lot of my time and attention...
I'll be the type of man that loves you when you least deserve it because that is when you will need it the most
Time to go M.I.A for a little bit... be back and better than ever...
Who would have thought it would be so hard to be a member of society without being a menace to society...
Here is for you fakers to try to steal...
Calvin Coolidge "Imitation is the sincerest form of flattery"
well I have a question for you Mr. Coolidge... but what if the imitation leads to the misrepresention of your character and morals and contradicts all that you are... What if someone wrote a book using your name and picture and went against all of your beliefs for people to assume that it was you because they didn't know any better does that still flatter you?...
I just got done watching Happy Feet it makes me want to go out and dance haha who wants to join me...
your looks can make people form stereotypes... but for those who are open minded and took the time to get to know a person... that cliche about you can't judge a book by its cover becomes that much more true and relevent...
from the hood to the suburbs... but never forgetting where you came from and not changing what makes you you...
Once you start reading you'll feel like you can't stop but once you have stopped it was because there is nothing else to read and when you want to find out more that is where all the mystery and intrigue will bring you...
I am easy to get close to but even easier to push away...
Please bare with me for some reason the last couple of weeks I have been bombarded with messages If you left me a detailed message expect a message back but if you left a compliment and a simple hi I do appreciate them all and appreciate you all taking the time to check out my page.
1000 compliments a day and still so insecure maybe because none of them are from the one person I wished it was from...
My family is what I cherish most in life... forget all the negatives in life I have learned how to count my blessings...
My little cousins from France is so cute I want to call his parents and tell em to let me adopt him hahaha... i love kids... my lil Laotian French cousin Victor.. Cassie aint got shit on him
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Anyone in Irvine want to teach me how to play the piano?
I have many of flaws first step in fixing them is by acknowleding them.
Sometimes you let people lie to you and let them think you are naive. I don't say anything to act naive, I only say nothing because I know sooner or later their consciences will get the better of them. It is easy to lie to someone else but hard to lie to oneself. And if you didn't know, now you know the worst lies are the ones you tell to yourself. I'll let you believe that you fool me with your words but in reality the only person you are fooling is yourself.
Back on the East Coast ... August 31st until who knows when ???? no clue yet one way ticket...then down to Tx sometime end of september or early october
Why is finding someone honest and someone you can trust so hard? Instead of thinking negatively I am just going to tell myself that it is because when I do finally meet that type of person I will appreciate it more.
We are coming up in this world and going to start doing it big... I definately know who was there before we blew up... always going to keep those people close that stood there through the bad now lets get ready to experience the good...2007 here we come...
to all my young cousins and family and stuff like that and kids my parents babysit... sorry so far for being a bad role model... trust me all that thugged out shit aint going to get you anywhere but locked up or killed... all i have to say is karma is a bitch... what goes around comes around... going to be a better role model and get this company thing to work out not for me but for all of my family... and pretty much all of Buffalo is my family... damn it's weird seeing all these kids i used to baby sit and take care of all grown up and adding me on myspace... but I PROMISE to do my best to be a better role model so you all have someone to look up to cus i wished i had someone to look up to and wasn't so ghetto and thugged out... cus in life there is really no need to be like that you aint got to prove shit to anyone in this life... just be real to yourself... i rather have someone hate me for being me than someone loving me for what i ain't.... shit man my parents babysat what 50 -60 kids way too many to count... all of you became a part of me... no matter what i am going to take care of all you like you were my own kids... cus i love kids... all you kids arent kids anymore... growing up and being young men and women... but in my eyes your still those kids i used to baby sit that fed bottles to and changed your diapers... so you can act all tough as you want... cus shit i ll tell all your friends how i changed your diapers and how your shit stank hahaha... so bare with me as i change up my myspace more... and i had to take down all those pics... thats not the image i want you guys to see me as... and thats not the image i want to portray as being "cool"...the coolest thing in the word is just being yourself ... hate it or love it...
"INCOMPLETE, BUT PATIENTLY WAITING"
if you are an asian girl that can sing... especially hooks... can you message me I have a business proposition for you... thanks... nothing big just something small just to sing a lil hook... good looks...
I remember growing up with nothing... and I remember a promise that I told myself to keep... that I am going to make a million dollars first for every kid i plan on having... so thats 4 kids you do the math... so sorry if I seem busy... still trying to fulfill a promise I made to myself... so if at times I seem very busy that is because I am... and if at times I seem like I am not interested sorry it is only because I have a promise to keep first
i believe in soulmates... and i know you are out there..I have an addiction to words. I like to use letters to make words people feel. I put words in a way that no other does to bring a whole new meaning to I feel you. My words have hands for the way they touch you. If my words had an occupation it would be a photographer the way they capture you in the moment. Captivation is an understandment because my words will influence you more than by special charm. If I was a word I would be charismatic. If I could be the essences of charisma I will move you with my words. Then I will lift your soul with my actions and move in silence. I am only restricted for words work accordingly to defination. Therefore my passion is to redefine what you define. For only if my heart can speak with its beats you would never hear the same anymore. For if my heart can speak the way you hear will be defined by the tears of joy that drips from your precious face. For if my heart could make words our souls can dance amidst everything that is heavenly. BEWARE for my words will make your heart beat faster and cause your face to get warmer but don't worry I already caught you before you knew you were falling...
I write to express not to impress...
girls that try to use me to get back at their ex or man crack me up hahaha... because in the end they just get caught up in their own game... but i always play along with peoples games... because not many people are fortunate enough to live in my reality... so play your games girls... and for those that keep it real with me for sure i am going to always keep it real with you...taking applications....May 21, 1981 ....officially 26.... getting up there ... where does the time go haha you people be tripping everything in my life is fucken great yea i wished i had a loving wife or even girlfriend... but thats not what my life is mainly about yea its the only missing piece... but im doin perfectly fine with out it... when she comes she comes... simple as that... but i definately got my head up....Don't get it twisted life is full of heartaches.... but i don't let it hold me down... my heart is not fullfilled but i am happy only when i lost everything have i realized all that i have.... 25/laotian(country in south east asia)/ buffalo,ny and irvine,cai think its pathetic how some guys steal my pictures and send it to other girls... i mean i dont mind the best form of flattery is imitation... but it is annoying getting hate messages... probably because they sent a girl my picture and started to be an asshole so girls assume since i already look a certain way that it is really me... but its all good the people who really know me know i wouldnt do that....if it wasn't bad enough he stole my picture... but then he goes and holla at lil 14 year old girls with my pictures... fucken lil prick i swear... good looks to Uneek for putting guys like that on blast and blowing up their spots... dumb ass try to holla at some girl i know... oh well i cant do anything about ittrying to figure out which road to take where the cross road in life is choice and destiny... you choose not where you are born but you choose where you end up... destiny is what you are given but when destiny brings you to points in life that you have to make choices... now your choice chooses your destiny... for depending on which road you take you are destined a certain fate.... the cycle of destiny and choice... sigh what to choose
HOT BATH for my COLD HEART
when tears fall the water must run hot
my cold body blanketed by water thats all i got
thoughts run as my eyes are closed once more
my heart is again closed my soul is sore
my eyes no longer tear but my heart continues to cry
my heart soon will stop crying and start bleeding, why
why does my heart bleed when i thought it was once dead
the world seems so cruel when you dont want to move ahead
a head full of thoughts and soul so lost
what i had is now gone is this love and pains cost
is the price of love paid with hurt and pain
body numb, heart dead, soul lost, and nothing to gain
eyes opened to keep a touch with reality
but the heart doesnt blink still in shock from this insanity
why are we crazy in love but lose love then we are just crazy
and in between it all glimpse of dreams and flashes of reality
time has stop but yet the seconds continue to tick
time is lost seconds becomes minutes, minutes become hours
this isn't the first or second time my heart has become sour
I believe why most great poets became poets and talked about is because most of them passed away before they can be asked or explain their writings. Thats why they are debated and no one is right or wrong but we will never know because they aren't here to ask what they meant by what they wrote. Well I am not here to be famous or remembered for my writings. Why I wrote this poem is because this is how I cope with pain and heartaches of life. I take a hot bath or hot shower to blanket my cold heart. The drops of water feel like little hands holding me and keeping me safe in this sometimes cruel world. No matter how tough guys try to act we feel hurt and pain also. And yes sometimes we cry the only difference is I am not ashamed of my tears. And I don't mind people crying aslong as with every tear there is some resolution. And sometimes the water is good so that I don't know where the tears start and the water begin and vice versa. So there is no mystery to this poem sorry because this is why I wrote it. In Fact my mind is thinking too much right now time for a nice soak. Sorry for my fans of my poetry. Life has been pretty busy but I shall put up a poem sometime within the next two weeks and feel free to use my writings aslong as you give some credit. Because people have pointed out other myspace pages where people took my work and claimed it as their own and I feel that is just wrong to do. Because if I have something on my page of someones else writing I try to give credit if I remember who it was by. -Da Phakousonh