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d e r e k

I have a terrible ear infection which gives off sweet smells of 'love'

About Me

unemployed again, miserable again, ready to move on again, and again and again and again...the cycle continues.

My Interests

Finding a place to call my own

I'd like to meet:

Annie

Music:

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Movies:

Platoon, 12 Monkeys, Basquiat, Taxi Driver, Jacobs Ladder, Happiness, Instrument, Live Tonight Sold Out, and Faces of Death I.

Television:

Tell a vision !

Books:

Evasion, Days of War Nights of Love, Catcher and the Rye, Black Spring, American Hardcore, Come As You Are, Heavier than Heavern.

Heroes:

the only junkie who doesn't ask me for change

My Blog

east/west : west/east

planted on a coast rooted in routinegrowing in a city flourishing with 'freedom'these I have for you are for no one else why must the life hand out unobtainable gifts?we must not see the future to do ...
Posted by displaced again on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 01:12:00 PST

touring through the shinnicock

dear james, are you alive? welcome to realizationupon the tunnel we travel ono broken engineslong drives across the islandsleeping in beds with the same sex25 seems so young to an adult and so old for...
Posted by displaced again on Mon, 02 Oct 2006 09:32:00 PST

answering his own questions

once I decide to leavethey'll know who to callliving though the last yearwe fade into time's handsstroll through our false laughtersubstances inhibit such questionsI have made these insecuritiescrack ...
Posted by displaced again on Mon, 04 Sep 2006 01:31:00 PST

remebering firewalker

just as I searching for a job on the internet via 'craigslist' i come across a job in a screen printing studio in N.E. Philly. As I start to prepare my resume for the e-mail Firewalker comes on Itune...
Posted by displaced again on Tue, 13 Jun 2006 08:46:00 PST

two weeks

when does it have to end?I took off two weeks from 'work'or something I like to call a means of support, capital that keeps my head above water. two weeks I had to myself, two weeks where I thought i ...
Posted by displaced again on Tue, 23 May 2006 08:24:00 PST

waiting for my train

remember when I first made my tripthe fresh snow the ride to your carstranded in a vacant parking lotwe drove along snow lit roadsI would rather be looking at treesthe trees by your humble aboadred wa...
Posted by displaced again on Tue, 25 Apr 2006 08:18:00 PST

separation anxiety

withdrawl leave someone behinddigging my own holeselfish thoughts not answering phone callswaiting for heronce is enoughnot her, but the current involvement i've tangledthey come and go, but seem to b...
Posted by displaced again on Mon, 27 Mar 2006 05:29:00 PST

march into heaven with gun in hand

friday I get the call "derek, theres been an accident"by 3pm I'm in Connecticut and by sun down I'm in the hospitolthe sight of her false breathing powered by machineone whos only been in a ...
Posted by displaced again on Fri, 24 Mar 2006 05:41:00 PST

big brother syndrome

yes children! i am your big brotherone who you can call onthe person whos shoulders are meant for healingthe time we take can mend these wounds we put ourselves throughthe syndrome still lingers......
Posted by displaced again on Tue, 14 Mar 2006 01:29:00 PST

65 degrees, ice cream, and another flat

was and still is amazing!  its only 5pm and its still light out.  I'm real excited for spring to finally hit.  Philadelphia I hear is a little better during the summer months.  Who...
Posted by displaced again on Thu, 09 Mar 2006 02:16:00 PST