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Roxan

I am here for Friends

About Me

I look at people's thumbs a lot.I don't know how to use my macbook to it's potential. I love dumplings. I fucking love dumplings. I like dipping sauces too. My least favorite word is "pleasure". Say it. It's gross. I like the words "persnickety" and "fractal". I want to understand the Mandelbroit Set. The more I learn about science the more I believe in a vastly intelligent universe.It has become clear to me that the increased interest in the zombie uprising within pop culture is a response to the devastating effects of globalization. I think that we are unconsciously preparing for a post apocalyptic world that will be based on small functioning tribes focused on survival. Those of us that Organize Before They Rise will live. For now I'm going to listen to reagaton music and shake my butt. When I have to kill others to live...the dancing will stop. Please know that I know how to load and clean a weapon. I will kill you if you try to eat my flesh. Pick your tribe now.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I want to meet me when I have 90 years sober.I hope that when I die someone will stand up at my funeral and say "She loved well". I hope that I can earn that. I hope that by the time I am a very old woman I will have made friends with everyone I judged and find compassion in my heart for the people I can fool myself into thinking I'm better than._------------------------------------------ I want to meet more people who don't apologize for who they are. I need to learn from them. _________________________________________________________ I want to meet my great great grandson. I want to dance with him in my living room on my 106th birthday.___________________________________________________ I want to meet that white hot light inside me that is absolute truth and I suspect is my tiny piece of God that I'm supposed to be taking care of or is taking care of me. I'll know it better when I can face it head on.____________________________________ I want to meet Noelle when she was a little girl in that apartment complex. Tell her that she'll change like a butterfly more times to count and each time will be more brilliant than the last. I would want to tell her that she is a tiny ray of light and remind her not to forget it.--------------------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------------------------ --------------I want to meet the people I wronged and make it better somehow.____________________________________________________ __________________________________________________________ I'd like to meet Klem when he was 4 years old. He looks cute in photos and I think he probably had some very cool commentary on life. I want to meet him when he's 97 he'll most likely ask me what my goals are and try to help me reach them.------------------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------------------I want to meet myself 3.5 years ago and hold her hand. Tell her that grief is a knife that only goes as deep as your love. That grief can be used to build walls or build bridges. ____________________________________________________________ __________________________________________________________I want to meet my brother again. I want to tell him I love him a few more times even though he knows it. I want to meet him in our childhood and whisper in his ear that someday he'll have children who will admire him. He could have used that.

My Blog

Everything you never wanted to know about the Cement Ship

Roxan McDonaldResearch Project Cohort WApril 2009Third DraftThe Cement Ship        My first step-dad was a drunk who loved to fish.  I think he was a plumber but I dont have any facts to support that...
Posted by on Sun, 31 May 2009 15:08:00 GMT

Given to me as solace from my friend James

Hello, my name is Jay Hyman. I suffer from the guilt of not forwarding 50 billion fucking chain letters sent to me by people who actually believe that if you send them on, a poor 6-year-old girl in Ar...
Posted by on Wed, 30 Jul 2008 21:14:00 GMT

Xela

  What I´ve learned in the past few days... Once you get enough dust in your mouth everything tastes like metal.  Guatemalan men will urinate anywhere.  There are signs on almost every...
Posted by on Thu, 07 Feb 2008 00:41:00 GMT