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About Me

I WOULD RATHER DIE LIKE CHRIST THAN LIVE UNHOLY![Name] Amanda
[Birthplace] Kent, WA.
[Birthday] June 30th
[School] Highline High School
[Grade] 11th, Junior.
[Status] Taken, beezy.
[Friends] Stephanie[bff], Alisha[bff],
Danielle[bff], Rachelle,
Eryn, Nikki.
[many more]Definition of Amanda
Loud God Obnoxious
Shy Amazing
Awesome Fun
Kind Loving
Hardcore Patient
Beautiful Creative
Adorable Shop-aholic
Friend Better than you(jk)[Likes}
Friends
Music
Books
Sexy cowboys
Laughing
Running around
Shopping
Writing
Boys
Soccer
Volleyball
Church
Youth
Camping
Bubble baths[Dislikes]
Annoying people
Waking up early
Fakes
Wannabe’s
Writing long essays
Sunburns
Cleaning
Drugs
Hospitals
Snakes
Spiders.
Gross things
Planes
Boats
Being hurt home | music |

My Interests

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Quotes
01.In a perfect world::there would be no need for mirrors because every girl, would have a boy to tell her she looks beautiful
02.Fake girls get all dressed up, Thinking they look all goody, But me and my girls Look hoTt rocking some sweats and a hoodie
03.SO iT`S LiKE THiS me & my friends rock so i`ll understand if you are jealous.
04.The best mirror is an old friend.
05.Me | | without | | you is... like a sneaker without laces a nerd without braces asentencewithoutspaces
06.Back off Cinderella, he's mine. 07.For every girl with a broken heart there's a boy with a glue gun.
08.I live in a place where a majority of the people get high:: The grades get low:: && if someone has a secret, everyone knows
09.In every *girls* life, there will be 3 guys, the one she loves, the one she hates, and the one who's crazy about her, and in the end... they're
10.[1]when a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her head. [2]when a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she's wondering how long you'll be around. [3]when a girl answers "i'm fine", she isn't. [4]when a girl stares at you she's wondering why you're lying [5]when a girl wants to see you everyday, she doesn't want to lose you [6]when a girl says i love you, she means it more than anything else. [7]when a girl says "i miss you", no one in this world can miss you more than that
11.Maybe it's not that he didnt love you.. maybe it;s just that he didn't know that you loved him
12.And I let him kiss me that night, with the stars gazing down at us, and the cold wind brushing our faces. And I let the rain soak my hair and my clothes. It just didn't matter. He was all I ever needed.
13. Never string a girl along. Sooner or later, her hands will get raw from holding on, and she'll be forced to let go
14.I hate how you fill up my profiles and aways. I hate how every song I hear, I relate it to you. I hate how I care so much about something that isn't worth caring for. I hate how people tell me you're not worth it, yet I still want and will always want you. I hate how the slightest memory brings me to pure tears, but at the end I keep doing this to myself and I'm not willing to stop
15.You love the way I look at you... while taking pleasure in the awful things you put me through... You take away if I give in... my life, my pride is broken. You like to think you're never wrong... you have to act like you're someone... you want someone to hurt like you.. you want to share what you've been through... you live what you've learned
16.A broken heart is forcing yourself to hang up the phone after dialing the first three numbers to his phone number
17.Baby I don't feel this way about everyone; something about you, boy. Nothing seems to be quite like this... holding your hand, touching my face... waiting for our first kiss.
18.They try to drive us apart, and we only get closer. They say it's wrong, we say it's love. They judge us, but we just build our relationship. They say we aren't supposed to be together, and we will prove them wrong
19.I've screamed all I can say, but you still stay. Why won't my threats and curses make you go away? I don;t love you... see this heart? Notice how the color isn't really a color? It's black and cracked.
20.If I can't hear your heartbeat, you're too far away
21.Hold my hand and lead me on... I promise to believe every word of it...
22.Never say sorry for saying what you feel... thats like apologizing for being real
23.You need to trust that you can tell me things I might not want to hear.
24.At some point, love alone does not make a relationship work
25.I don't wanna live like my father, I don't wanna let fear ruin my life... and I don't wanna live like my mother, I don't wanna give up before my time.
26.Eyes, without speaking, confess the secrets of the heart
27.And I don't know what you can possibly see in me, but I'm glad you see something. I didn't think there was anybody out there for me, but that all changed the moment I met you
28.We get into the biggest fights with the people we care most about because those are the relationships we are willing to fight for.
29.There are two kinds of people in this world... The kind that cry at night, and write love songs, and the ones who sing in the shower and play hopscotch
30.The name of the Lord is a strong tower; the righteous run to it and are safe
31.So what if I'm a bitch... You're a whore, and personally, I'd rather be known for what I do, not who I do.
32.Do I have to spell it out for you, or scream it on your face? The chemistry between us could destroy this place
33.I'm tired of being what you want me to be, feeling so faithless, lost under the surface... Don't know what you're expecting of me, put under the pressure of walking in your shoes. Every step that I take is another
34.Everytime you get up and get back in the race, one more small piece of you starts to fall into place.
35.Everyday I wonder why he saw me when a thousand girls saw him
36.I'm feeling overdressed, she said, and he held her close and said as far as he was concerned, she was always that way, and her eyes glowed softly in the light of his desire
37.If I didn't have you, my life wouldnt be worth living, cuz you're the only one who loved me straight from the beginning.
38.Never say I wish I was dead because if it came true, you'd make someone else say the same thing
39.and as she cried herself to sleep for the seventh night in a row, she couldn't help but to hate herself. She had no idea that it was going to come down to her feeling like this
40.I think it's quite pathetic how you're so stuck up. I thought as we got older, people would grow the fuck up. This isn't kindergarten sweetie, stop playing childish games. No more pranks, no more rumors, no mare calling names. Now... since I'm mature, I will forgive and forget, But watch out next time you pull this shit. Yeah... that's a threat
41.We flirt all of the time. It's one of those relationships where we flirt non-stop. Everyone knows I like him, except for him. Whenever somebody shouts, "Look!! they like eachother!" I get that little smile on my face, and say, "no, we're just friends." ...Sometimes, I don;t always tell the truth.
42.You can't just be friends with the guy who makes you act like a klutz in his presence, who causes you to stumble over your words... you can't "just be friends" with the guy you fell head over heals for...
43.Once again, I find myself trying to be okay with the fact that we're just friends... but then you grab my hand, and well... then I'm not okay... I'm floating
44.And it only hurts when I'm breathing, my heart only breaks when it's beating, my dreams only die when I'm dreaming, so I hold my breath.. to forget
45.A broken heart is desperately asking for just one last chance with the one person that's responsible for your loneliness
46.He has the right to look at anyone... so why do I get so jealous when he does?
47.We talked all night about suicide. She said, "if this is living, how come I don't feel alive inside?"
48.Bitches rate me, boys wanna date me... all this drama cuz you ain't me.
49.You know he loves you when someone else makes you laugh, and he smiles just for the fact that you're laughing.
50.It's too bad and it's too late... was it such a big mistake? You don't call me anymore, and I still miss you
51.He didn't unbutton your shirt for a better view of your heart
52.Caution: I may have the sudden urge to kiss you, so be prepared
53.Come here, baby.. warm my neck with your kisses... you know they make me weak in the knees
54.Every night she finds herself lying in her bed reliving and remembering every glance he gave and every word he said.
55.We act like we're just friends, and maybe we are, but the other day, I got a little excited because for the first time in a while, it seemed like we were way more than just friends
56.Lets start over. Lets forget all our problems, lets put our past behind us, and never bring it up agian. It's like they say, "we can't live or love in the past." Lets throw all our problems away. I'll give you my trust if you give me yours. Lets fall in love again. The right way
57.When I'm older and my little girl asks me who my first true love was, I don't want to have to pull out the old photo album. I want to be able to point across the room and say, "he's sitting right there."
58.Newsflash! When a girl says she's cold, you're not supposed to say me too!
59.Sometimes, you gotta let your heart lead you somewhere it doesn't belong
60.Sometimes you just can't tell someone how you feel. Not just cuz you don't trust them, and not cuz you think they'll call you a freak, but because you can never really find the right words to make them understand. And it makes you frustrated. People take things 100 different ways, and that's why it's so hard. But, if what you're trying to say, is meant to be said, it will find a way to be understood.
61.He was a boy called beautiful, and I was so proud of him. How could a boy like him be with a girl like me? There was a time where I had his heart, and oh, what a time it was, but I never thought that time would take my one true love. So how do I tell this story about someone I love so much? ...He lost his feelings for me... oh, how I need his touch..
62.Love is when you go out to eat, and give somebody most of your french fries, without making them give you any of theirs
63.Think of me when you don't want to live, think of me when you have nothing to give. Think of me when you're sad, think of me when you're glad. Think of me when you cry yourself to sleep, think of me when you cut yourself deep. Think of me when you grab the knife, think of me when you try to take your life. Think of me when you see your blood flow, think of me and how I don't want you to go. Think of me and how much I care, think of me and how I'll always be there. Think of me, and how much I love you, think of me when you want to die... Think of me and maybe it will change your mind...
64.Is she your life? The one you'd die for, the one you love with all your heart? Is she the apple of your eye, the reason you wake up each morning, the one who is perfect in your eyes? Is she your princess, the one you go out of your way to please, the one you don't deserve? Does she realize how fortunate she is, how unworthy she is? Do you realize how foolish you are, how quick you are to change your mind? How wrong you are? A few short months ago, I was your life, the apple of your eye, your princess. Does she realize how little time she has, is she grateful for all that you do? Is she aware that at any moment of any day, you might break down her thrown, and have her come tumbling down? Does she realize she took my place?
65.Why do you do what you do to me? you're Shaking my confidence, driving me insane. You know if I could, I'd do anything for you... please don't ignore me... Cuz you know I adore you.
66.I find it funny when you tell me I don't care, or tell me that I don;t love you, or that I'm not hurting. How can you assume that I don't care when you're on my mind constantly, having me worry about what you think of me, and wondering if you're happy
67.After a while, the jokes arent funny anymore, there's nothing left to smile about. Everyone begins to look the same. Lovers lose their passion, and friends become enemies. And the life we once loved is gone.
68.How can you think I don't love you when I'm going through so much strife without you?
69.Don't suffocate me, give me some space. Don't make me pay for all of her mistakes... Believe in the love that's in my kiss... don't say things that don't exist.
70.I lay there next to him, I can feel his heart beating. I can smell his hair, and feel him breathing on me. He looks so beautiful, and I love the way his eyes look in the moonlight. Just one look at me, and he takes my breath away. His face in front of mine... so close to mine..

I'd like to meet:

GOD! && Trevor Justice 3

Music:

♥Country ♥More country ♥Keith Urban ♥Kenney Chesney ♥Rodney Adkins ♥Taylor Swift ♥Tim McGraw ♥Gretchen Wilson ♥Rascal Flatts ♥Trace Adkins ♥Toby Keith ♥Emerson Drive ♥Kellie Pickler ♥Dierks Bentley ♥Billy Currington ♥Much, much more. ♥Rock ♥Etc.

Movies:

♥Finding Nemo ♥A walk to Remember ♥Broken Bridges ♥Cars ♥Talladega Nights ♥What a girl Wants ♥American Pie ♥Band camp ♥Veggie Tales! oh yeah ♥Chick flicks ♥Comedies

Television:

♥MTV ♥Mtv2 ♥VH1 ♥Friends ♥Housewives ♥Spongebob ♥Fairly Oddparents ♥Charmed ♥MadTv ♥Comedians ♥Simpsons ♥The hills ♥Etc

Books:

♥The bible ♥The Scarlett Letter ♥Stories for Christmas ♥Anything teen-related ♥Dramatic stories

Heroes:

My mom, my grandma, God.

My Blog

ill.

So..I went to the doctor today, to determine my fatal illness.(lol)And, as it turns out, I have ear infections again, as well as Tonsilitus.Which basically means my ears hurt and are plugged and my to...
Posted by [Cancelled] on Mon, 02 Apr 2007 01:47:00 PST

A step in a new direction.

So, the time has come. Church ended. youthgroup ended. Now it is time for me to move on with life and find new places to go. The only people who went to youthgroup with me are going to check out the y...
Posted by [Cancelled] on Tue, 13 Mar 2007 09:58:00 PST

Im dying..oh no.

Im dying...not really. but I am very very sick And I hate it with a passion. My symptoms are: Stuffed up nose=can't breathe through it at all Sore throat-Feels swollen and cant swallow much Headache D...
Posted by [Cancelled] on Tue, 13 Feb 2007 10:39:00 PST

I'm sorry.

I've decided.... I'm sorry. I'm sorry for not being perfect I'm sorry for not being skinny I'm sorry for not being pretty I'm sorry for not being a genius I'm sorry for making mistakes I'm sorry for w...
Posted by [Cancelled] on Sun, 11 Feb 2007 09:53:00 PST

WHY!

WHY. Do i fall for guys i have little chance with? Seriously. =| its lame.Beyond LameAnd WHY. Do girls try to act tough when they aren't?Drama..Drama..And Lameness. =|I want a valentine. Darnit...
Posted by [Cancelled] on Thu, 01 Feb 2007 02:44:00 PST

10/23/2006

Today was interesting. very interesting. talked to paul for a lil bit..hung out with steph and alisha..went to a&w..yup yup. fun stuff. I also noticed..that..there are some older people who are dr...
Posted by [Cancelled] on Tue, 24 Oct 2006 07:30:00 PST

10/16/2006

So today was..blah...very blah. Rainy..didnt feel good. Etc etc. Oh and I got ditched by my so called  best friend...that's some fucked up shit. But you know, I don't care. I'm so over it and I'm...
Posted by [Cancelled] on Mon, 16 Oct 2006 03:32:00 PST

10/15/2006

  Okay so..today is Sunday..Joy. I've been at Alisha's house all weekend..since friday. We've had fun. mhm yup. I don't wanna go to school tomorrow but, eh I have to because my mom thinks Alisha ...
Posted by [Cancelled] on Sun, 15 Oct 2006 03:21:00 PST

MoRe PoEmS aGaIn!

Poem for my dad.... So far away, yet we are nearIn the intricate routes through which our thoughts flow,Xeroxed journeys, more rhythmic than dreams,That explode into melodies sung long ago.Extraordina...
Posted by [Cancelled] on Thu, 23 Feb 2006 06:32:00 PST

Poems..

..Is one month an anniversary? (Dedicated to someone special for our one month today.) Is one month an anniversary?"Anno," after all, refers to "year."But in my heart there's such a celebrationThat be...
Posted by [Cancelled] on Wed, 01 Feb 2006 02:57:00 PST