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Melissa

I'm playing the villain baby, that's what you wanted

About Me

I only play by the rules when I want, not when you want me to. I can be nice sometimes and a total bitch others..that's the beautiful thing about being a woman. I don't fear turning 30, I'm looking forward to it. A lot of the pics you'll see are of me from before. Yes, most of you are probably like what happened? I grew tired of looking a way someone else wanted me to look. Now I'm me, happy with me, and if you don't like it then that's your choice. aim=nomorefreakshows yahoo=mylilobsession

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My Interests

Books, Coffee, Chatting, Love, Life, School, Tigglet, Foxfire, Monkey, Poky (my house pets), Photography, Poetry, Friends, Family. You know, I could make this list a mile long, do you really pay any attention to it? No? I didn't think so.

I'd like to meet:

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Music:

Pj Harvey, Tori Amos, Jack off Jill, Scarling, infected mushroom, seether, three days grace, techno, trance, house, industrial, nine inch nails, marilyn manson, the beatles, the doors, the who, ruby, silverfish, janis joplin, ella fitzgerald, muddy waters, big mama thorton, the cure, prince, buddy holly, ray charles, coal chamber, hole, the white stripes, evanescence, carol king, carly simon, simon and garfunkle, johnny cash, pink floyd, no doubt, duran duran, cindy lauper, madonna, broadzilla, bikini kill, L7, coldplay, dave matthews, sarah mclachlan, joan osborne, the list goes on and on and on....

Movies:

American Beauty, Girl Interrupted, Night of the Living Dead, Dawn of the Dead (both versions), Land of the Dead, Saw 1-3, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas (see photos), Finding Nemo, Monster's Inc., Party Monster, Breakfast Club, Sixteen Candles, Say Anything...just off the top of my head!

Television:

CSI, CSI Miami, Cold Case, Dexter, Six Feet Under, Sex and the City, Mythbusters, Dirty Jobs, Will & Grace, Gilmore Girls, Heros,

Books:

Prozac Nation, Bitch, More Now Again, Heartbreaking Work of Staggering Genius, Valley of the Dolls, Shadow of the Dolls, Less than Zero, American Psycho, Sleeping Beauty Chronicles, Cunt, Stiff, Shampoo Planet, All Families are Psychotic, Girlfriend in a Coma, Fight Club, Diary, Bailey's Cafe, The Celestine Prophecy, And I Don't want to Live this Life, Too young to die, The Pocket Muse, Generation X, Mrs. Dalloway, All William Shakespeare, All Virginia Woolf, Wuthering Heights, again the list goes on and on, these are the ones that popped in my head.

My Blog

Year end survey

1. Will you be looking for a new job?Yes.2. Will you be looking for a new relationship?I don't know?3. New house?Maybe 4. What will you do different in 07?many things5. New Years Resolution?I don't ma...
Posted by Melissa on Thu, 28 Dec 2006 08:28:00 PST

chemicals

i want you to remember :: a love so full it could send us always :: i want you to surrender :: all my feelings rose today :: and i want you to remain :: the power of children can amaze :: i'll try not...
Posted by Melissa on Thu, 30 Nov 2006 12:55:00 PST

Like You

"Like You"Stay low.Soft, dark, and dreamless,Far beneath my nightmares and loneliness.I hate me,For breathing without you.I don't want to feel anymore for you.Grieving for you,I'm not grieving for you...
Posted by Melissa on Thu, 09 Nov 2006 08:24:00 PST

Another great Evanescence song

"Good Enough"Under your spell again.I can't say no to you.Crave my heart and it's bleeding in your hand.I can't say no to you.Shouldn't have let you torture me so sweetly.Now I can't let go of this dr...
Posted by Melissa on Mon, 06 Nov 2006 11:37:00 PST

hmm

A lot of confusion going on in my head.  What to do?What not to do?That is the question.
Posted by Melissa on Sat, 04 Nov 2006 07:32:00 PST

Happy Halloween

haha... So, I took my friend Misty to see the Grudge 2 last night.  It was the latest showing and we ended up being the only ones in the theatre.  Talk about creepy!!  She told me it wa...
Posted by Melissa on Tue, 31 Oct 2006 07:39:00 PST

Anger is a gift

Hi, I'm Melissa, and I'm fucking angry.... I'm angry from:EVERYTHING! I can't possibly put everything into words, so it'll have to do for now.Now that I've admitted the problem it's time to take the s...
Posted by Melissa on Sat, 28 Oct 2006 02:45:00 PST

Nothing to see...

In a moment of weakness I can admit that I am weak.  But, only in that moment.  I'm a strong person.  I'm a fighter by nature.  Had I not been, I'm pretty sure I wouldn't be here t...
Posted by Melissa on Wed, 25 Oct 2006 07:54:00 PST

Virtual bubble wrap

http://fun.from.hell.pl/2003-11-24/bubblewrap.swf
Posted by Melissa on Sun, 22 Oct 2006 08:01:00 PST

alone

Wow I haven't felt this alone in a really long time.  I hate this feeling.  I hate being this far alone.  I hate crying.  I hate it all. Happy Sweetest Day..
Posted by Melissa on Sun, 22 Oct 2006 04:27:00 PST