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Billy Bad Ass

i only want sympathy in the form of you crawling into bed with me...

About Me

the concept of describing yourself seems so much easier in theory than it is in reality. so many disparate pieces that make up the oneness of me. hah. overly philosiphical (sp? i'm too lazy to check it) about this. i would die without the art that lives in my soul. there's nothing more exquisite than capturing the way you see the world to share with others. i paint my own world view through a series of digitally captured moments of truth and elaborately created falsehoods. which is which?

i cry at sad movies. i read books like i eat cheez-its: a box at a time. there's no reason you can think of that could keep me from saving the world.
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clothing design: Dave

models: Sade and Becky

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My Interests

reading, writing poetry, going to see bands i've never heard of, playing drunken scrabble, hanging with my friends, riding the T and seeing how long it takes before we get kicked off, running around Boston, photography, dancing, wrestling, gymnastics, running, checking out the bars, laughing with Doug about stupid people and playing Kristen to his Courney, bringing out Calista and setting her loose, random nights with Rik, talking to Ashley about everything and more, being cutesy with the Mandy, meeting new people who expand my mind, attempting to better myself, learning new languages and skills, designing clothes, designing anything, creating art from nothing, partying on the Hill, live life to the fullest and loving every goddamn minute of it, getting DRUNK on Sundays with my Mikey (luv ya bro!), hanging out with my straight boyfriend (you know who you are haha), travelling to new places, playing Dungeons and Dragons (yeah, I'm a dork, so sue me!)

too much for too long, everything you've got and more, a good book on snowy day, the way the rain falls when its hitting my window, leaping from snowpile to snowpile with people who matter, feeling the warmth in a room full of friends, being SAPPY as fuck and a total romanticist.

i'm interested in you.

I'd like to meet:

Models, starlets, the slowly decaying youth of America, make-up artists with vision, beautiful women, gorgeous men, someone who can hold an interesting conversation for more than five minutes, a thousand different people all in one day, the guy of my dreams, a girl to make out with, party people, artsy boys and girls, visionaries and the leaders of tomorrow, punk rockers with a squishable inside, tough boys who like to wrestle, cutesy girls who like anime, anyone willing to go on an adventure, and the most interesting posse of carnival freaks, ne'er-do-wells and vaudevillian drama kids out there.
and this kid. so we can make babies.

Music:

Sarah McLachlan, Bis, Le Tigre, Prozzak, The Exies, Damien Rice, The Cranberries, Sugarcult, Bjork, Snake River Conspiracy, Missy Elliot, Pink, Sneaker Pimps, Portishead, Darling Violetta, Tori Amos, Ani DiFranco, The Dresden Dolls, Lizz Wright, The Faint, The Postal Service, The Cure, Aimee Mann, Cyndi Lauper, Him, Garbage, No Doubt, PJ Harvey, Franz Ferdinand, The Scissor Sisters, Tracy Chapman, Sarah Brightman, Eve 6, Savage Garden, Rufus Wainwright, Lil Kim, and a whole shitload more that I just can't seem to think of at the moment.

Movies:

Legend, Transformers: The Movie, Resident Evil, Interview With the Vampire, The My Little Ponies Movie, Get Real, The Fox and the Hound, The Lord of the Rings trilogy, Labyrinth, Velvet Goldmine, Titus, Vanity Fair, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Quest and just about anything else with Jean Claude Van Damme nearly naked *drools*, White Chicks, Requiem for a Dream, King of the Ants, Revolutionary Girl Utena, Gothika, Texas Chainsaw Massacre, Pitch Black, Underworld, Interview with the Vampire, Queen of the Damned

Television:

Buffy the Vampire Slayer

Books:

Silverfall: Stories of the Seven Sisters, Elminster: The Making of a Mage, Elminster in Myth Drannor, Elminster in Hell, The Harpers series, The Azure Bonds Trilogy, The Avatars Trilogy, The Shadow of the Avatar Trilogy, The Dark Elf Novels, The Cleric Quintet, Light Before Day, The Snow Garden, A Density of Souls, The Fountainhead, Disco Bloodbath, Invisible Monsters, The Lovely Bones, Dune: The Butlerian Jihad, The Center of Everything

Heroes:

David LaChappelle and my mom

My Blog

Cock of the Walk

I'm helping out my roommate with photography for his blog. He's making a blog chock full of his ridiculously delicious recipes, and trust me, the shit he makes is GOOOOOD. So check it out for some g...
Posted by Billy Bad Ass on Mon, 30 Jun 2008 10:11:00 PST

its cold

i'm in such a fugue state of emotions right now.  it sucks.  i hate when you get hit with a huge smack in the face of emotional turmoil and you just get sent into a tailspin.  but its g...
Posted by Billy Bad Ass on Wed, 11 Oct 2006 09:21:00 PST

this is fucked up but...

Steve Irwin, the guy who was the Crocodile Hunter, died.  And I did a dance.  I always wanted some wildlife animal to bite his face off or something similarly gruesome.  I need to go th...
Posted by Billy Bad Ass on Mon, 04 Sep 2006 06:43:00 PST

nostalgia oh how good you are to me...

nostalgia is a weird thing.  its like looking through a stained glass window and seeing everything in bright colors, but missing out on all the details. i was looking at old photos today, checkin...
Posted by Billy Bad Ass on Tue, 18 Jul 2006 10:27:00 PST

oh yeah

i got a check today from my job at MassHealth.  for $1.  i'm not even joking.  i was like..um...why did you even bother?  utterly ridiculous.  and i've found a new love in th...
Posted by Billy Bad Ass on Sun, 09 Jul 2006 05:14:00 PST

i need i want i am

i have onion breath.  and i hate it.  so i'm going to go brush my teeth.  i'm going to see kenneth tonight for the first time in a while.  i'm also meeting my friend Mike's mother...
Posted by Billy Bad Ass on Sun, 09 Jul 2006 05:04:00 PST

dying embers

there used to be a fire in my heart, a sirrocco wind that sent blood rushing through my veins in a torrent of energy and beautiful madness...the fuel for my muses and the driving force behind my bound...
Posted by Billy Bad Ass on Tue, 04 Jul 2006 12:21:00 PST

Dildo fight!

Gay Pride in Boston was amazingly fun.  I managed to be drunk for 24 hours straight.  I spent the majority of the day with my dear roommates, Sean and Ashley, drinking away at my friend Ed's...
Posted by Billy Bad Ass on Tue, 27 Jun 2006 10:12:00 PST

sexiest motherfucker ever

i just need to make it known, that i am the sexiest motherfucker out there.   and do you wanna know why?   because i'm sitting at home, in my paul frank briefs, on my couch, listening to mus...
Posted by Billy Bad Ass on Tue, 13 Jun 2006 08:38:00 PST

cha cha chaaaaange

so as you all know.  i hate my job.  so i'm seeking alternatives.  it's almost enough to make a boy go crazy.  i can't stop it from getting to me.  gah. on other notes, exciti...
Posted by Billy Bad Ass on Wed, 31 May 2006 05:49:00 PST