Joannie

seriously, who cares? . just discover it by yourself . why? because I'm not sure myself I'd be able to answer.«I'm nuts & I know it. But so long as I make them laugh, they ain't going to lock me up.» - Red Skelton I choose this life with death at the end. with all the pain & suffering that falls in between. so much shit that a body goes through. I choose this life because I'm sharing it with you. I wanna live life, always be true; I wanna fly & never come down. I dig my toes into the sand, the ocean looks like a thousand diamonds strewn across a blue blanket, I lean against the wind pretend that I am weightless & in this moment I am happy. I wish you were here. «Somewhere someone is thinking of you. Someone is calling you an angel . This person is using celestial colors to paint your image. Someone is making you into a vision so beautiful that it can only live in the mind. Someone is thinking of the way your breath escapes your lips when you are touched. How your eyes close and your jaw tightens with concentration as you give pleasure a home. These thoughts are saving a life somewhere right now. In some airless apartment on a dark, urine stained, whore lined street, someone is calling out to you silently and you are answering without even being there . So crystalline. So pure . Such life saving power when you smile. You will never know how you have cauterized my wounds. [...] » -Henry rollins