ThEy WoUlDnT gIvE iT tO mE sO i HaD 2 tAkE iT. . . profile picture

ThEy WoUlDnT gIvE iT tO mE sO i HaD 2 tAkE iT. . .

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About Me

"... it's flattering to me that people take the time to analyze me and that i've so infiltered their psyches that they have to intellectualize my very being. . . though i'd rather be on their mind than off... these people who judge me from the outside with their rolling blind eyes i show them an empty smile and continue life being myself; not adjusting to try and please others. but i remember that they are ignorant..."

My Interests

". . .i believe that everything you do bad comes back to you. So everything that i do thats bad im going to suffer from it. But in my mind, i believe what im doing is right. So i feel like i'm going to heaven. . . "

I'd like to meet:

a BILLIONAIRE!cause they must be doing somethin' right.

Music:

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Books:

Out of all the books that I have read in my life time Sister Souljah's book 'The Coldest Winter Ever' has to be my favoite. It was just amazing to me how she could capture so many different aspects of life that I have seen and came in counter with over the years in a so called 'fictional book'.

Heroes:

I dont mean to sound concieded or anything and I might come off as a cockey person, but I have to say that my hero is MYSELF! I have been threw hell and back and I'm still standin'. No body in my life that I know of has been threw as much as I have over these 18 yrs. of livin'. And whats so amazing to me is that this heah, is just the tip of the ice berg. There is so many more things that I will encounter and over come. I read this quote in a book one time and it said, 'If you can wake up every morning and look in the mirror and like what you see, you doin' better then most people'. And now that I think about those words, and listen to what their actually saying I finally understand. There was once a time in my life that I hating looking in the mirror. Not because of my outside apperance, but because of what I saw on the inside. The person that I had become. It was funny because, I saw the UGLY, DISTORTED person that I had become on the inside in something that is supposed to REFLECT THE BEAUTY of who I really was, on the outside. I learned that each passing breath is a chance to change everything around, and I took advantage of that. I realize and admit that I am a sinner, and it feels so damn goooood to turn away from my sins, confess with my mouth and really believe in my heart that I deserve better then what I have givin' myself in the past. i am my own HERO. . .

My Blog

yo, they said I couldnt fly!

my high. . . my way to excape the bounderies of life everyday. . . everyday life. feeling like your flying is a major difference then feeling like your dieing. right now i dont see death, i dont he...
Posted by ThEy WoUlDnT gIvE iT tO mE sO i HaD 2 tAkE iT. . . on Wed, 08 Feb 2006 12:51:00 PST