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sad ugly

This is for all those who search for something more. Never give up, Never give in.

About Me

Upon my arrival, I either learn to swim or drown. As I struggle for air I see only water and I reach for anything as I cry for help. I feel my body growing weak Slipping away, it occurs to me that my cries are worthless. Acknowledging death I no longer mourn my own loss and I begin to sing praises to the one that has me here. As I sink to my salty grave I drown. No hand to reach for, no ear to listen. Let it be a sweet, sweet sound... In your ear

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My Interests

Art, graffiti, tattoos, toronto, jimmy john's, eating, painting, drawing, photography, photoshop, urban exploration, abandoned buildings, tunnels, rooftops, sushi, green tea, God, friends, cleveland, peanut butter, digging holes.

I'd like to meet:



Music:

Inhale Exhale, Alias, Atmosphere, Talib Kweli, Sage Francis, Brother Ali, Non-Prophets, Adeem, Norma Jean, Mewithoutyou, Emery, Eighteen Visions, Bleeding Through, Stretch Arm Strong, Hawthorne Heights, Jonny Cash, As I Lay Dying, Everytime I Die, Narcissus, The Early November, Death Cab for Cutie, Funeral for a Friend, Bright Eyes, Authority Zero, Throwdown, Glassjaw, Hopesfall, Everytime I Die, Dead Poetic, Underoath, AFI, Thrice, Flogging Molly, Haste The Day, From Autumn to Ashes, Dead to Fall, Cage, Poison the Well, Darkest Hour, Avenged Sevenfold, Unearth, Most Precious Blood, Plan B, Tears For Fears, Brand New, The Dillinger Escape Plan, The Agony Scene, Thursday, Matchbook Romance, Figure Four, No Innocent Victim, Symphony in Peril, Walls of Jericho, Terror, Falling Stars Burn Bright, Further Seems Forever, With Honor, The Dedication, Modest Mouse, Never Heard of It, Remembering Never, Evergreen Terrace, Deftones, Martyr AD, The Chariot, Circle Takes the Square, Love Drug, Senses Fail, Shadows Fall, Officer Negative, Electric 6, Beloved, and many others.

Movies:

Donnie Darko, The Big Lebowski, Shawshank Redemption, Amelie, Pi, Eternal Sunshine of The Spotless Mind, Big Fish, Nightmare Before Christmas, Indiana Jones, American Beauty, Devil's Backbone, Gummo, The Goonies, American History X, Ghost World, Session 9, Amityville Horror, Boondock Saints, Thirteen, Everything is Illuminated, and any old vampire movies.

Television:

I pretty much hate everything thats on TV. especially reality shows. I do like the history channel, and discovery though. Oh and adult swim.

Books:

A Wrinkle in Time, Rumble Fish, The Alienist, and so many others. I like non-fiction as well, and historical fiction. My favorite authors include, Graham Greene, Oscer Wilde, Robert Frost, Madeleine L'Engle, and S.E. Hinton.

Heroes:

Jesus Christ, my grandpa, all the graff artists and bombers worldwide. and anyone who is living their life to the fullist, being whoever they want to be no matter what the world tells them.but most of all Andrew and Eric are my hero's. Pwned by Andrew and Eric, feds, you know what to do.

My Blog

Save Me from Myself ( Pictures )

I titled this blog 'Save Me from Myself' because that's exactly what I need to do.  And yes, I know it is also the title of Brian Welch's book, but I couldn't think of anything more suitable.&nbs...
Posted by sad ugly on Sat, 05 Jan 2008 08:24:00 PST

Waking Up Is Hard ( Pictures )

In the past week i've spent more time trying to sleep than actually sleeping.  At night I cant fall asleep, and in the morning I cant stay asleep.  Waking up is painful.  Facing another...
Posted by sad ugly on Tue, 18 Dec 2007 03:50:00 PST

Light Fixtures & Free Coffee ( Pictures )

On my way to the Derek Hess show in Tremont, I stopped to buy a coffee at a drive through cafe.  When i went to pay for my drink the girl informed me that the lady in front of me had paid for it ...
Posted by sad ugly on Sat, 15 Dec 2007 08:57:00 PST

Sometimes You Have to Stop and Take A Good Look In The Mirror. ( Pictures )

I've been sitting here for over an hour now trying to come up with some meaningful topic to write about.  I've been trying to remember what has been on my heart in the past week, but I've got not...
Posted by sad ugly on Mon, 10 Dec 2007 04:42:00 PST

The Doors I Walk Through ( Pictures )

Some of you may have noticed that I love to take pictures of doors, doorways, door knobs, gates, locks, ect.  Well not only do I enjoy the way that they look, but I find a lot of significance in ...
Posted by sad ugly on Sun, 25 Nov 2007 10:41:00 PST

What Good is a Road Map When There Arent Any Roads? ( Pictures )

I love maps.  Maps mean road trips.  Maps are for day dreaming about places you've never been.  Maps tell you whats down the unknown road.  Maps say 'if you want to go here, I'll t...
Posted by sad ugly on Wed, 24 Oct 2007 06:53:00 PST

Today is Sweestest Day

I want to add a soundtrack to this blog.  I dont even know if the song fits.  Actually I dont even know what the song means, but I love it and I want to share it.  CLICK HERE (its long ...
Posted by sad ugly on Sat, 20 Oct 2007 08:25:00 PST

I Need to Write Something ( Pictures )

For the past few days I've felt sick.  Not just kind of sick, but really sick.  Thats rare for me.  I have no energy, my throat feels clogged to the point that its hard to swollow, and ...
Posted by sad ugly on Tue, 16 Oct 2007 02:11:00 PST

Who are you? ( Pictures )

We've all been sorry,  we've all been hurtBut how we survive,  is what makes us who we are.              - RISE AGAINSTSO WHO THE HECK AR...
Posted by sad ugly on Mon, 01 Oct 2007 09:43:00 PST

Elevators with Personality ( Pictures )

Today's thoughts:Just want to throw this out there for you.......nothing on this earth will last forever.  The clothes you wear, the music you listen to, the car that you drive, wont last forever...
Posted by sad ugly on Sun, 09 Sep 2007 06:29:00 PST