"SO THIS MUST BE THE FRONT ROW."

About Me

I have recently been described as a good girl with a wild heart... and it made a lot of sense to hear what others thought. I tend to live viacariously through my wild and crazy friends, always there to support them in their escapades, and to pick up the pieces when it's over. My adrenaline flows when I know I'm doing something i shouldn't, and I love it and hate all at the same time. What contradiction! That seems to be what my life has been built of over time. I hate Drama I love Drama!!! I think this is due to my Gemini side. I work hard, play hard, and don't expect anything less from my friends... believing that's the only way to get what you want out of life. My life long goals are simple, but i don't believe in taking the easy road to get there!The truth about me is not hard to come by. You see I find it hard to "tell a lie" so catch me at the right time, and I cannot control myself.The truth about me is, I won. I know I won and that's all that matters. I'm wasn't trying to prove myself to anyone BUT ME. And that the best part! Is the satisfaction that goes with knowing that I beat myself at my own game, and I won!As the days pass I'm feeling more and more comfortable in my own skin. my feet in flip flops, a bottle of beer, the glass light in my fingertips, cold brew passing through my parted lips. my human side, my wardrobe malfunctions, a twisted bra strap, etc.. me streatching in loose jogging pants, still sweating from exercise, my tattoo exposing itself as i fold in half toward my shoe.My girlfriends are calling it a grown up phase. I suppose they could be right but the games have only just begun. I guess now the only difference is that I'm playing along, I'm here for the ride! The gamble, I'm all in and it might just be a straight flush behind my back, either way like I said earlier I won! I'm feeling unstoppable, and I'm pushing along like a bat out of hell and I'm not looking back. there is no future, there is no past, there's only this, there's only us. forget regret...No Day But Today!

My Interests

CLOUD 9 SPORTS BAR IN LONG BEACH IS THE SPOT TO CHILL HAVE A COUPLE BEERS PLAY POOL, DARTS, SEE HOT GIRLS IN BIKINIS AND MEET GREAT PEOPLE!THESE ARE A FEW OF MY FAVORITE THINGS!

I'd like to meet:

Anyone I used to know, I missed out alot along the way Im sure. PRINCE!!!!! TIM CURRY, DAVIE BOWIE WHEN HE DID LABRYNTH. MY GRANDMOTHER WHEN SHE WAS MY AGE. ANYBODY FAMOUS, GOD,

Music:

WORDS CANNOT EXPLAIN MY LOVE OF MUSIC, PRINCE IS GOD I WOULD GO GAY FOR MADONNA, AND ANY KIND OF DAMN MOVIE MUSICAL I PROBABLY OWN, AND I LOVE SHAKING MY ASS TO ANYTHING ASS SHAKING WORTHY. I'M NEVER THE ONE AT THE CLUB IN THE CORNER I'M THE ONE ON STAGE! I LOVE IT ALL!!! The good the Bad and the one hit wonders!

Books:

I SMOKE POT WITH MY FAMILY WAS A BOOK WRITTEN BY SOMEONE WHO I WAS BLESSED TO MEET THAT HELPED ME UNDERSTAND WHY PEOPLE I KNOW SMOKE POT. AND I LEARNED TO HAVE A RESPECT FOR PEOPLE REGUARDLESS OF WHO THEY ARE

Heroes:

My brother who practically raised me and who will walk me down the aisle one day. My grandma whos stories give me hope. my mom who's the strongest person I know ..

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My Blog

LEARNING TO LET GO

I cannot save the world& I'm lucky to learn if in the end I could actually save myself& I can't hold out waiting for someone to save me& I am not your mother! I never wanted to be. I can't help my nur...
Posted by "SO THIS MUST BE THE FRONT ROW." on Wed, 09 May 2007 03:55:00 PST

Shadow Boxing

Once my lover now my friend, What a cruel thing to pretend What a cunning way to condesend Once my lover and now my friend. Oh you creek up like the clouds And you set my soul at ease Then you let you...
Posted by "SO THIS MUST BE THE FRONT ROW." on Mon, 16 Apr 2007 03:48:00 PST

THE ZEN OF THE RUBIX CUBE.....

FOR ABOUT THREE MONTHS NOW, I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO MASTER MY RUBIX CUBE! IT'S NOT GETTING ANY EASIER, BUT I HAVE MASTERED GETTING TWO SIDES. I KEEP THINKING IT'S GOING TO MAKE ME SMARTER, BUT I T...
Posted by "SO THIS MUST BE THE FRONT ROW." on Thu, 22 Mar 2007 02:57:00 PST

AIN'T THAT THE TRUTH

THIS WAS MY DAILY HOROSCOPE: Sometimes the biggest stroke of luck can be not getting what you want. Think about it: If you get what you desire, it's only as good as your imagination made it. If...
Posted by "SO THIS MUST BE THE FRONT ROW." on Tue, 03 Oct 2006 08:35:00 PST

My you remind me of a man I used to sleep with...

My you remind me of a man I used to sleep with... Ever had any Deja Vu Experiences like that? Hence the pattern that we each follow. The masochist, clings to the waist of the asshole who wi...
Posted by "SO THIS MUST BE THE FRONT ROW." on Sat, 15 Jul 2006 12:30:00 PST

My Vacation

I had the bestest weekend! These are a few of my lessons learned. *Natural beauty always helps when you are sepnding an unplanned night in Mexico and all you have is a broken compact, lipstick, eyelas...
Posted by "SO THIS MUST BE THE FRONT ROW." on Tue, 13 Jun 2006 11:34:00 PST

The end of an era

I tonigt have been witness to a total crime. My best friends decided to drink beers without me while I was slaving away at work and then afer much planning and well, more drinking, they decided to gat...
Posted by "SO THIS MUST BE THE FRONT ROW." on Wed, 01 Mar 2006 01:15:00 PST

What is it?

Everytime I leave you, I leave a piece of my skin. leaving a piece of myself behind. Your eyes lead to a beautiful place that I will never reach, because everytime, I look into them I get lost. Y...
Posted by "SO THIS MUST BE THE FRONT ROW." on Thu, 23 Feb 2006 09:15:00 PST

The Truth Is.

The truth about me is not hard to come by. You see I find it hard to "tell a lie" so catch me at the right time, and I cannot control myself. The truth about me is, I won. I know I won an...
Posted by "SO THIS MUST BE THE FRONT ROW." on Sun, 05 Feb 2006 11:35:00 PST

The Whore and the Housewife

The Whore: The fun one, the one they can be themselves around, the sodomist, it's between God and them. The kinky one. The one who knows what they really want The one who's not a...
Posted by "SO THIS MUST BE THE FRONT ROW." on Wed, 18 Jan 2006 11:42:00 PST