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Machine Gun Blue§

I'd love to love you but I'm doomed...you're an angel

About Me

Angry Little Lovely
She isI simply am who I am
Take it or Leave it...and don't give me shit about it.
I have been called a beautiful angel and the antichrist all in the same day. *Shrugs* Go figureTry as I may I make no sense to anyone..except those who are like me....and we are few and hard to find
incredibly stubborn doesn't begin to cover it
I wear many masks and many hats..but make no mistake...my core will never change
mostly cloudy with a chance of thunder and lightning
I don't appologize unless I'm wrong
Why try to be something you aren't...believe me I've tried....its pointless
Way to what's left of my heart?
You can hate me...its alright I understand...You can love me...thats alright too...but I probably won't understand that...;)
I take time off from being me every third thursday of the month and temporarily become sweet and gentle...if you need a loan or a hug thats your only window. Plan Ahead
*Devious Grin*
Deep down somewhere in me is a little girl with a big big dream
yeah I believe in God and no I dont wanna fucking debate about it so dont start that shit with me you wont find me jumping up your ass about whatever you believe in so I expect the same from you.I
LOVE type A personalities, faeries, blood, angels, knives, guns, anything Victorian, vampires, white guys, Autumn, Winter, Goths and Punks, Music, Poetry, eyeliner and lipgloss, gingerale, children, clouds, Rain, people with souls as old as mine.I
HATE Summer,Spring, weakness, stupid drivers, flakes, whiners, bugs, Spongebob, hidden and not so hidden agendas, drama queens, coffee house latte sipping wannabe "intellectuals", manipulative bitches, being forced to play games with people,Tools and the bimbos that love them

My Interests

T
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music
white boys
poetry
firearms
gardens
short stories and novels
singing
languages
Country (Yeehaw)
dancing
acting
Renaissance Faire
the outdoors
art
musicals
costumes
violence
people who are amazing and dont know it
finances
..


I'd like to meet:

waiting for my one big chance

Music:


Kidney Thieves
Rise Against
A7X
Hurt
Five Finger Death Punch
Killswitch Engage
Kitty
BuckCherry
One Less Reason
Disturbed
Breaking Benjamin
Smashing Pumpkins(Let the sadness come again)
Staind
The Birthday Massacre
Default
Machine Head
Nothing Remains
Modern Day Zero
Soil
Evans Blue
Hinder
Fuel
Ghost Machine
Saliva
Puddle of Mudd
Slipknot
Submersed
Theory of a Deadman
Taylor Swift
Ashes of Soma
Chevelle
Tool
Carrie Underwood
George Winston Piano Solos
AFI
A Perfect Circle
Billy Joel
all Disney Music
Nirvana
30 Seconds to Mars
Labyrinth sdtk
David Bowie
The Beatles
Dave Matthews Band
The Cure
Bing Crosby
Godsmack
James Taylor
STP
The Cranberries
Buffalo Tom
Goo Goo Dolls
Muse
Nat King Cole
Letters to Cleo
Benny Goodman Orchestra
Stabbing Westward
The Ramones
Fiji
Rihanna
RadioHead
Leann Womack
Phil Collins
Evanescence
Korn
Deftones
Papa Roach
Vulpine
Big and Rich
Tom Petty
Pearl Jam
Dwight Yoakam
Brooks and Dunn
Enya
Fiona Apple
Trace Adkins
T-Pain
Nelly
Sting
Metallica
Rascal Flatts
Sean Kingston
No Doubt
The Beach Boys
Sublime
NIN
Missy Elliot
Pennywise
"And I fail.....But when I can...I will...Try to understand....That when I can...I will"

Movies:


Peter Pan
Interview with a Vampire
Boondock Saints
The Nightmare Before Christmas
The Corpse Bride
Sleepy Hollow
Sin City
Hostage
Snatch
The Punisher
The Breakfast Club
The Last Unicorn
The Transporter
Hellboy
Pride and Prejudice
The Craft
The Lost Boys
Anything with Vincent Price in it
Pirates of the Caribbean
Much Ado about Nothing
Underworld
Wild Hearts can't be Broken
Go
American Beauty
The Secret of Nimm
UNICO
Labyrinth
Sense and Sensibility
Legally Blonde
The Count of Monte Cristo
Minority Report
Willow
Equilibrium
both "Bourne" movies
Queen of the Damned
The Patriot
Anything Disney
LOTR
Chicago
Anne of Green Gables
Charlottes Webb
Man From Snowy River
The Virgin Suicides
The Passion of the Christ
Ladder 49
The Dark Crystal
Robin Hood Men in Tights
Fight Club
Braveheart
Monte Python..anything
The Replacement Killers
Anime:
Cowboy Beebop
Tekken
Vampire Hunter D
Oh my Goddess
Riding Bean
Ranma 1/2
Tenchi

Television:


Dead Like Me
Sex in the City
Smallville
I loved MTV's Daria when it was playing
"People are always saying you should be yourself, like yourself is this definite thing, like a toaster."

Books:

Edgar Allen Poe, Robert Frost, any of the Maverick poets, Jane Austin, L.M. Montgomery, Charlotte Bronte, Emily Bronte, Dickens, Shakespeare, Nathaniel Hawthorne,
Louisa M. Alcott
Newer artists include Anne Rice, Laurell K. Hamilton, Robert Kiyosaky, Annette Curtis Klause, James Patterson, and yes...Im almost ashamed to admit...Im totally in love with Twilight, New Moon and Eclipse...by STEPHENIE MEYER. Don't laugh...seriously her writing is like crack...I read all three 500 and some page books in three days...

Heroes:

They're dead.

My Blog

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Ya know what?...   Screw it.
Posted by Machine Gun Blue§ on Fri, 23 Nov 2007 12:16:00 PST

what this girl wants....

So over the weekend I was watching movies while planning out my next month or so. Being that its Oct Im in a darker mood than usual. Been craving my favorite director/producer in the entire world; Tim...
Posted by Machine Gun Blue§ on Mon, 09 Oct 2006 11:41:00 PST

what I was doin on 9-11

  So I was out gettin sweaty on my night run. They are repaving the trail so Im forced to take my city streets or drive two cities over for their trail. Im running up the hill to the bridge...and...
Posted by Machine Gun Blue§ on Sat, 23 Sep 2006 10:06:00 PST

Without

Ok well I can't get it all out tonight...but heres one of them....that angelfaced girl I danced with last night will appreciate this one...WithoutWithout strings Without great expectationsWithout reas...
Posted by Machine Gun Blue§ on Wed, 16 Aug 2006 09:40:00 PST

Love

"Love is so unwise................      &n bsp;         &n bsp;         &n bsp;&nbs...
Posted by Machine Gun Blue§ on Sat, 12 Aug 2006 11:50:00 PST

Camping at Lake B.....Dancing at the club

so heres the rest of the pics...yeah I know Im back tracking...but Im finally getting it all off my camera so here ya go girls and boys   Camping at the Lake... Dirty Dancin a real smile with ...
Posted by Machine Gun Blue§ on Mon, 12 Jun 2006 10:37:00 PST

Ninas Bday, Furrs Bday, and Tommy Lees Crash Club

ok..wow...where to begin. Ninas bday was a blast even though I was too wiped after dance to stay long. theres KT gettin fresh as usual... furrs party was nice and relaxed. just some horsen around....
Posted by Machine Gun Blue§ on Sun, 11 Jun 2006 01:27:00 PST

love...hate and guns...

You know I care about you if I start buying you stuff....I dont say it very well so I buy stuff for you instead... I HATE pink... but sometimes I wear it anyway... I have extremely sharp nails sometim...
Posted by Machine Gun Blue§ on Thu, 27 Apr 2006 08:32:00 PST

Blast

this week has been my teenage years revisited....I went to an Alumni party for my old Chorus and Opera Company that I traveled to Europe with for 8 years...Saw People I havent seen in ...well...8...
Posted by Machine Gun Blue§ on Mon, 19 Dec 2005 12:07:00 PST

Dreams in which Im dying

    All around me are familiar faces Worn out places Worn out faces Bright and early for the daily races Going no where Going no where Their tears are filling up their glasses No expression...
Posted by Machine Gun Blue§ on Thu, 08 Dec 2005 12:29:00 PST