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Bianca "Breakdown"

crying tragic waste of skin

About Me

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There is nothing I can really say about myself.. I love pain, tattoos piercings.. stuff like that.. if you want to know more about me just ask... ( pictures taken with the beautiful model Miss Talia Juliette)from the corpses flowers grow "
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Bianca
Birthday: 02/19/89
Birthplace: Anaheim
Current Location: Las Vegas
Eye Color: Hazel
Hair Color: Dark brown
Height: 5' 4"
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: Mexican/ american
The Shoes You Wore Today: White
Your Weakness: Piercings and tattoos I fucking love em
Your Fears: Sharks and paper cuts
Your Perfect Pizza: Cheese and pineapple
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Get a job and Have my own place
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: Awesome
Thoughts First Waking Up: Where are my ciggaretts
Your Best Physical Feature: Eyes I guess
Your Bedtime: Whenever I can't keep my eyes open
Your Most Missed Memory: when everything was just fun. no worries
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi and rum..
MacDonalds or Burger King: None
Single or Group Dates: Single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton ice tea
Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino
Do you Smoke: Yes.. too much
Do you Swear: Fuck yeah
Do you Sing: When Im alone
Do you Shower Daily: Hell yeah, Im not that filthy
Have you Been in Love: Yeah and damn I miss it..
Do you want to go to College: Nope
Do you want to get Married: yes I do
Do you belive in yourself: Nope not really im a fuck up.
Do you get Motion Sickness: I don't know
Do you think you are Attractive: not really
Are you a Health Freak: well I don't eat meat, does that count?
Do you get along with your Parents: My mom yes..
Do you like Thunderstorms: Hell yeah
Do you play an Instrument: I wish
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Hell yeah
In the past month have you Smoked: cigs yes. nothing else
In the past month have you been on : Nothing but my medication
In the past month have you gone on a Date: nope, never been on one.
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: nope, haven't been to a mall in a long time
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: Nope, I fucking hate oreos
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: Nope..
In the past month have you been on Stage: Nope.
In the past month have you been Dumped: Nope.
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: Nope, never done it, but I want to one day.
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no, I don't steal
Ever been Drunk: Oh too many times to count
Ever been called a Tease: yeah, I don't know why though
Ever been Beaten up: no, never been in a fight
Ever Shoplifted: When I was like 8
How do you want to Die: Somthing bloody
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: A adult..
What country would you most like to Visit: Anywhere in the uk
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Blue
Favourite Hair Color: Black
Short or Long Hair: Not too short and not too long
Height: taller than me
Weight: not too big but not a twig
Best Clothing Style: something I can relate to..
Number of I have taken: I don't understand the question
Number of CDs I own: too many to count, but most of my music is on my computer
Number of Piercings: 13
Number of Tattoos: 2
Number of things in my Past I Regret: No point on regreting..
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

(most of all)Brian Molko , Zach Braff , , Jack black,The Dudesons,antony hegarty , or anyone who will change my life forever..!

Music:


say anything,
THe used,
system of a down,
Over The Line,
Happy campers,
modest mouse,
placebo...ect.

Movies:

the nightmare before christmas, and anything with zombies..**

Television:

adult swim. MXC and the dudesons!

Books:

Do you really even care, I don't think so....

Heroes:

If you don't know him you don't know what your missing, he keeps me laughing all day and all night..lol... Oh look out its my brother Dargis! can't forget!this girl has been there for me through everything the girl who knows how to get the part started i will beat your ass if you fuck with her And ofcorse Casanova... ♥ I can be having the worst day and one phone call or message from him and my day becomes so much better sexy mothafuka

My Blog

I still

I still love you even though thats not how it seems, there was never a moment I didn't love you, trust me thats true.. I still and will always love you, and I hope you feel the same.. I miss you so de...
Posted by this sickness isnt me on Sat, 10 Feb 2007 05:33:00 PST

Im not good enough

  I don't know what I should do anymore. I just don't understand what is going on inside my mind anymore. I choose something or someone and they seem to let me down. No one seems to really care. ...
Posted by this sickness isnt me on Sat, 28 Oct 2006 09:06:00 PST

Understand

Iv'e tried to ignore my disire to feel self-inflicted pain.        All that I feel I don't know how to explain. Im isolated in my own world of self-mutilation. I str...
Posted by this sickness isnt me on Tue, 24 Oct 2006 05:37:00 PST

Make me bleed

Make me bleed the whole night through..Make me pay for loving you..cut my throat with sadness slice from left to right..try to smuther me with darkness when I try to sleep at night... All I want ...
Posted by this sickness isnt me on Fri, 09 Sep 2005 02:35:00 PST

bleeding truth

So much fear sturring deep inside of me..  I feel so alone I no longer want to be..  just waiting to be saved but no one comes to my rescue.. Maybe for the reason that no one cares to.. I t...
Posted by this sickness isnt me on Tue, 06 Sep 2005 09:49:00 PST

If I cut deep enough

broken inside--- but I try to just hide--- I made a mistake but one I do not regret-- I wish to just die but that wont help me forget-- I don't understand whats going through my mind--- I want to...
Posted by this sickness isnt me on Thu, 01 Sep 2005 10:20:00 PST

read the message

Read the message, my scars placed upon my skin----  I've used a knife a razor blade and a saftey pin---   bleeding cuts I cause myself and can't say why----  I hide my tears when I...
Posted by this sickness isnt me on Wed, 31 Aug 2005 11:46:00 PST

lable me

iv'e tried to ignore my disire to feel self-inflicted pain     All that I feel I don't know how to explain       Im isolated in my own world of self-m...
Posted by this sickness isnt me on Mon, 15 Aug 2005 12:08:00 PST

Accept me

Ive closed my eyes for far too long- I must accept that this is the place that I belong- Open wound from elbow to wrist- whisper to me that I diserve this- I hate myself and dont know why- When I sli...
Posted by this sickness isnt me on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Ahhh today sucks..

all alone every one has gone away...  nothing I can do but wipe the tears away..taking pills for my misery..To change this person I have to be.....
Posted by this sickness isnt me on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST