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**MA POEM**?NOT A TRUE STORY i GUESS [I] SHULDNT B SURPRiSED...DAT MA BEGiNiN WAS HiS END.. AFTER ALL...WE WERE [JUX FRIENDS]--ALTHOUGH iN MA WORLD.. i WAS [HiS] GRL...SO i WULD [PRETEND] TA B HiS WiFE...SAYiN SHiT LiKE.."ITS ONLY SO MANY YEARS N A WOMANS LiFE"...RIGHT??...SO i GAVE HiM THREE---&YET HE HAD DA AUDACiTY TA STEP TA ME [ME] ON DiS DONNEL JONES "I DONT NOE WHERE I WANNA B" TYPE SHiT...MAN...iT WASNT POSTA B LiKE DiS!--HE HiT ME WiT A FOREHEAD KiSS &TOLD ME LiFE WAS A JOURNEY &HE WAS READY TA EXPLORE TA DiS SHiT- [I WAS PISSED!!]...TA ME HE WAS A HYPOCRiTE, LiKE A FAKE PREACHER N A PULPiT &HE LEFT ME SiCK .. &NO...HE DiDNT CHOOSE ME- BUT DAT DNT MAKE HiM RiGHT NOR WRONG. &JUX CUZ HE WAS DA [EPITOME] OF MA LiFE- DOSENT MAKE ME WRONG NOR RiGHT...LiKE i SAiD..i WAS HiS ["FRIEND"]...NOT HiS [WIFE]-- &i SHULD HAVE AKTED WiTHiN DAT CAPACiTY.. &MAYBE THEN DiS BREAKUP WULDA BEEN ONE OF THOSE THiNGS iNSTEAD OF A FUCKIN TRAGEDY! &ALL DAT TiME i SPAENT MAD AT HiM... [HELL] i SHULDA BEEN MAD AT ME!...AFTER ALL [I] WAS DA 1 WHO GAVE HiM DA KEY TA MA HOUSE& LET HiM HANG CLOTHES iN MA CLOSET--[JUX N CASE WE GO OUT]...NOT TA MENTiON WASHiN ALL His DiRTY CLOTHES JUX TA MAKE A FULL LOAD--&LETTiN HiM FiNiSH OFF ALL DA LEFTOVERS--JUX SO DA FOOD DONT GO OLD.FOR ALL DA TiMES WE RAW-DOGGED, CUZ HE ["LOST"] ALL DA RUBBERS &THO i SHOWED HiM MORE SUPPORT THEN HiS QWN FATHER,BROTHER,SiSTER & MOTHER!! AND JUX CUZ THOSE SAME PPL DAiLED MA NUMBA WEN DEY WAS TRYNA GET iN TOUCH.& HE RECiEVES MAiL AT MA ADDRESS...[CUZ HE B HERE SO MUCH !!!!] ...GOT TOTAL CONTROL TA DA REMOTE TA DA T.V-DVD-& DA RADiO. &WEN EVN THO HiS NAME iS NOT ON MA LEASE, HE GOT SHiT iN MA HOUSE DATS OFF LiMiTS TA ME!!LiKE, HiS SiDE OF DA BED& HiS STASH OFF WEED. BUT NONE OF DIS OBLIGATES HIM TA ME, BCUZ NOT ONCE DiD WE EXCHANGE VOWS...& iF i KNEW [THEN] WAT i NOE [NOW] i PROBABLLY WULDA LiSTENED WEN HE SAiD DAT iT WAS SUM SHiT HE HAD TA GET UP OUT HiS SYSTEM ...BUT iNSTEAD, i WAS 2BUSY JUMPiN BAD LiKE i WAS GON HiT EM...CUZ N DA BACK OF MA MiND ALL i CULD PHANTOM WAS HOW MUCH i WAS GON MiSS HiM..BUT JUX CUZ iM CRYiN YALL DNT MEAN iM DA ViCTiM...iT JUX MEANS DAT i WAS SCARD TA LET HiM GO CUZ SUM OTHA CHiCK MiGHT GET HiM. &DAT WAS MA FAULT CUZ iT WAS MA DECiSiON, i SHULDA NEVA PUT MA ?HEART? N MA MiND'S POSiTiON.BUT i CULDNT SHAKE HiM, HE WAS LiKE A BAD HABiT...&ALL DiS FA A NiGGA WHO WAS JUX AVERAGE...DOiN AVERAGE NiGGA SHiT ... LiKE TAWKiN OUT DA SiDE OF HiS NECK &THiNKiN WiT HiS DiCK. BUT i MUST ADMIT..HE'S DA 1 DAT i WANTED TO COMMiT. SO EiTHER i WASNT LiViN UP TA MA FULL POTENTiAL...OR i WAS [JUX DA AVERAGE CHICK]...BUT I CHOOSE TA BELiEVE DAT i WAS A WOMAN CAUGHT UP iN A FEELiN BOTH PHYSiCAL &EMOTiONAL & WAS WAY 2 WiLLIN TA GiV HER ALL TA A MAN-- & iT MAY SOUND STUPiD-- BUT GUESS WAT?? iLL DOiT ALL AGAiN...BUT NEX TiME FOR MA HUSBAND &NOT DAT NIGGA I KALL "MA FRIEND"
MY PIC OF ME N MY FAM BAM