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Little Mattscarra

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About Me

____I DON"T HAVE INTERNET ACCESS SO I DON"T REALLY CHECK THIS ALL THAT OFTEN...MAYBE ONCE OR TWICE A MONTH...SORRY DUDES!____I THINK TOO FUCKING MUCH... "My thought is me: that's why I can't stop. I exist because I think… and I can't stop myself from thinking. At this very moment - it's frightful - if I exist, it is because I am horrified at existing. I am the one who pulls myself from the nothingness to which I aspire."...................................................V EGAN AND OUT OF STEP (at least i can fucking think)... "this is the new ethic. Animals lives are their own and must be given respect. Reject the anthropocentric falsehood that maintains the oppressive hierarchy of mankind over the animals. Its time to set them free To make a civilization worthy of the word civilized, the cruelty must end, starting within our own lives"...................................................... ..."your hypocrisy, suave brutality, your empty religion, your cold hollow philosophy. Consumerism, thrice daily cannibalism, your TV, your constant sexuality, I oppose vehemently… I vow." ........................................................."li ve fast die youngwas just a fadfor a bunch of loserswho didn't careI'm gonna live my lifebreathe every breathlook towards the futureand move straight ahead" ............................................................ "We're a mess of eyeliner and spraypaint D.I.Y. destruction on chanel chic Deny your culture of consumption This is a culture of destruction"
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My Interests

...psychology and the human brain, abnormal scientific theory, music and abnormal/strange musical instruments, the dead and dying, bull-shit free bike rides......"True human goodness, in all its purity and freedom, can come to the fore only when its recipient has no power. Mankind's true moral test, its fundamental test (which lies deeply buried from view), consists of its attitude towards those who are at its mercy: animals. And in this respect mankind has suffered a fundamental debacle, a debacle so fundamental that all others stem from it."

I'd like to meet:

"I walked 47 miles of barbed wire, Used a cobra snake for a neck tie. Got a brand new house on the roadside, Made out of rattlesnake hide. I got a brand new chimney made on top, Made out of human skulls. Now come on darling let's take a little walk, tell me, Who do you love, Who do you love, Who do you love, Who do you love...I got a tombstone hand and a graveyard mind, I lived long enough and I ain't scared of dying. Who do you love?" "Today has never happened and it doesn't frighten me"

Music:

"...i never heard a sad song that i didn't like..."LATELY: MOZ, MOZ, MOZ, THE SMITHS, PRINCE, T.REX, REPLACEMENTS, MURDER CITY DEVILS, MOONDOG, CARCASS, THIN LIZZY, RED SPAROWES, MONO, SPIRITUALIZED, BLACK SABBATH, SWERVEDRIVER, RIDE, BLACK FLAG, MY BLOODY VALENTINE, JESU, NEUROSIS, ISIS, PLACEBO, DAVID BOWIE, MASSIVE ATTACK, HAWKWIND, THE AFGHAN WIGS, THE CURE, HUSKER DU, QUEEN, EDITH PIAF, THE BLACK ANGELS, MANIC STREET PREACHERS, NATION OF ULYSSES, THE DRAFT, TRAGEDY, DANZIG, PLANES MISTAKEN FOR STARS..... "What came first, the music or the misery? People worry about kids playing with guns, or watching violent videos, that some sort of culture of violence will take them over. Nobody worries about kids listening to thousands, literally thousands of songs about heartbreak, rejection, pain, misery and loss. Did I listen to pop music because I was miserable? Or was I miserable because I listened to pop music?

Movies:

silent movies. horror movies. kung fu movies. sad movies. movies starring freaks, midgets, or other oddities.

Television:

static. autopsies. science. history. ghosts. food. young ones. oh and CHARMED, of course. FRIDAY THE 13TH: THE SERIES, ALFRED HITCHCOCK PRESENTS and TWILIGHT ZONE.

Books:

diet for a new america. bound for glory. any douglas coupland. unbearable lightness of being. true crime. urban legends. CrimethInc. nausea. Hunter Thompson. Charles Bukowski. wierd science shit."Anyone whose goal is 'something higher' must expect someday to suffer vertigo. What is vertigo? Fear of falling? No, Vertigo is something other than fear of falling. It is the voice of the emptiness below us which tempts and lures us, it is the desire to fall, against which, terrified, we defend ourselves."

Heroes:

my mom, volunteer firemen, eternal travelers, the a.l.f and anyone who can make music their living. seriously.

My Blog

tired eyes.

lately i've been too tired and unmotivated...my plan right now is to sit down and write a song before i go see my dad play...and maybe finally eat dinner...thats the other thing...haven't been eating ...
Posted by Little Mattscarra on Thu, 04 Jan 2007 06:32:00 PST

sometime, perhaps, possibly maybe....

i wan't to marry bjork...i have to go to work...but i love her.got a new bag today, and bought a bunch of records at the austin record convention yesterday. AWESOME...tomorrow is halloween and i don't...
Posted by Little Mattscarra on Tue, 31 Oct 2006 04:25:00 PST

life as we know it

getting ready to ride my bike to work through what has been the lightest rain all day...which isn't saying much, because it's still pretty much pouring out. oh well. guess i need to buy myself a ponch...
Posted by Little Mattscarra on Wed, 25 Oct 2006 03:47:00 PST

FUCK:

work, sleep... that's it for now. eating is cool sometimes. records are cool too. life aquatic is cool. later era bill murray is the best, i'd like to be him when i get to that age.
Posted by Little Mattscarra on Thu, 12 Oct 2006 01:45:00 PST

change your taste in men...

"Im killing time on valentinesWaiting for the day to endChange your taste in men"finding love amongst the lust...making out the dead from the dying...and what for?  i can't begin to really examin...
Posted by Little Mattscarra on Sun, 08 Oct 2006 05:10:00 PST

DISINTEGRATION.

i'm missing the part of my brain that tells me to stop listening to this album continuously...and i don't even care.even getting humped by sweaty marching band dudes all night can't stop my kick...as ...
Posted by Little Mattscarra on Sat, 19 Aug 2006 12:27:00 PST

JUKEBOX HEAD.

...in my head i just keep singing that Soul Asylum song... "waitin' by the phone. waitin' for you to call me up and tell me i'm not alone..." man, i haven't heard that song in a long time...it's a goo...
Posted by Little Mattscarra on Wed, 09 Aug 2006 09:28:00 PST

a clear head...

nothing like a 2 a.m. salad and a seat on the hood of your car to clear up your head....laid on my hood looking at the stars and surrounding myself with the screaming dissonance of the many different ...
Posted by Little Mattscarra on Wed, 02 Aug 2006 11:11:00 PST

why i hate pretty in pink...

(i've been holding on to this one for a while now...watched this movie again about two weeks ago)i always forget until i watch the movie again...even after the magnificent speech Ducky makes ("Well, t...
Posted by Little Mattscarra on Wed, 02 Aug 2006 10:50:00 PST

all i see is all i know...

well. back from seattle and back to the real world...and it's life just as i left it...after many plane troubles...we ended up first with a 12 hour lay over in las vegas which equalled a few hours goi...
Posted by Little Mattscarra on Wed, 02 Aug 2006 10:51:00 PST