About Me

OPTIMIST.

Hammer in skull I am waiting to return your suffering.
In my mind I see you distant, broken and lost again.

When you come back I won't know you.
We won't fit right like it was before.
Time is truth, hard and cruel
and my heart has turned to stone.
I crawled back in, I am hungry,
I made sure my traps are set in space.

We had been standing on these tracks,
all the winds never called us back.

We laid so long, eternal night, in my heart it never left.
I'll stand here, you go on, when you see me I'll be gone.
Every road brings us on the past is never forgiven it is atoned.

-Steve Von Till

My Interests

It still moves. Arch. Fallow. Laughter in another room. One cork-burnt eye opening and closing, drowsy, hungry for sleep and sleepless yet. Roads under snow that never comes, buried beneath icy wishes and brittlebone leaves. It still moves. It crosses. It reaches.

I'd like to meet:

Pretty girls with dark eyes. Someone with a secret. A man who believes in God despite his best attempts. A life-long gardener. A problem without a solution. The shade of Jeff Buckley.

Music:

tom waits, beatles, bob dylan, elvis costello, the kinks, the who, xtc, paul simon, legendary pink dots, constantines, jeff buckley, r.l. burnside, breach, clutch, mclusky, the tear garden, this morn' omina, pantera, frank zappa, somatic responses, social distortion, clinic, death, oingo boingo, wire, drowningman, black angels, cop shoot cop, nomeansno, foetus, bruce springsteen, and lots more.

Movies:

koyaanisqatsi . lawrence of arabia . videodrome .

Television:

meh.

Books:

lord of the rings. principia mathematica. flow my tears, the policeman said. the principle of relativity. ficciones. his master's voice. the scar. wise blood. the crying of lot 49. martin dressler. arrowsmith. ordinary people. wuthering heights. (this is just what i have on my bedside table right now).

Heroes:

italo calvino. leonidas of sparta. frank zappa. christopher g. kuhn.

My Blog

Passion.

Some are born to wander blind, and some are born to endless night, but not this one! Feeling our youth go through our fingers like a razor to the bone, let's burn the dry brush of our hearts and fill ...
Posted by adam hellbound on Sun, 10 Dec 2006 12:28:00 PST

tv on the radio, "return to cookie mountain"

just got an advance unmastered copy of this. i'm really digging what i've heard so far. more active than "desperate youth & blood thirsty babes," though i'm not sure if that's the production or the ...
Posted by adam hellbound on Sun, 11 Jun 2006 05:22:00 PST

Oh god, a survey.

1. What time did you get up this morning?11:13 AM. It was snowing on the mountains and I thought the world was going to end, so I figured I should at least be partially awake for the apocalypse.2. Di...
Posted by adam hellbound on Sat, 03 Jun 2006 01:48:00 PST

Yearly blog update.

I think it's time I spiced up this drab ol' myspace page. I'm gonna do some work on it. If it starts to look extremely fucked up, it's Rupert Murdoch's fault.
Posted by adam hellbound on Sat, 03 Jun 2006 12:30:00 PST

röyksopp - 'the understanding'

very impressive album. i definitely wasn't expecting full-on eurotechno, but then again, they ARE norwegian. i should have seen it coming. maybe this means more mainstream acceptance...
Posted by adam hellbound on Mon, 15 Aug 2005 09:32:00 PST

daft punk is playing at my house.

for an album that so closely resembles disco, you wouldn't think it could be so fucking awesome. i haven't been able to get some of these songs out of my head for months.
Posted by adam hellbound on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

clutch - robot hive/exodus

you don't need to know anything other than this: june 21, 2005. five songs in and it's every bit as good as blast tyrant. i like the production a lot.
Posted by adam hellbound on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

the constantines

super good band, guys. dunno why i never listened to this earlier. saxon was right, i was wrong.
Posted by adam hellbound on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Your Mother.

hey guys. well, my sea tortoise finally kicked the bucket, so i figured it's time for another blog entry. feel special, these only comes arounds onces in a whiles. and if you like futurama, you got th...
Posted by adam hellbound on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Droppin' a Blog.

I need to find some way to sass up my profile a bit. You know, get it all tarted up and take it for a night on the town. Maybe then I can get in its pants. I know, I'll add some fucking embedded so...
Posted by adam hellbound on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST