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Illusion Dancer

Out of sight, Out of mind

About Me

It seems that guys don't understand not to bite from the hand that feeds them. Don't know when got a good thing, I was out on a limb to be true. Up until now, I tried to figure men out but I can't think when guys keep pulling on my heart strings, and now it's no good, they are trippin' me up...I was in a relationship for a while but did not last long. I guess I'm one of those people who believes love at first sight, but then we all have felt that way. It unlikely to meet prince charming someday because there is not such thing as the perfect male. Someday that special guy will come in my life unexpectedly hopefully he is out there. I consider myself such a romantic as well as an old-fashioned guy looking for the right person in life.A huge turn off is people whom are extremely shallow. I go for the personality, which is quite rare in men. Just a little advice... every guy out there are beautiful not matter what you say. A little more about myself I am a romantic person that likes to set a candle light dinner with more candles in the background with a trail of rose petals leading the way to the table, the background along with soft music we can dance to under the starry night with a full moon, that would be the best night for me, looking at each other getting to know each other. Everyone has their way being romantic don't you think?I'm an out going person and would like to do any kind of activity especially if it is daring, but I know when to stop. It's really hard to find someone that I can really trust. I don't want to be part in any more games and guys that are out there spare the drama that is just a waste of time, leave the drama for TNT. The reason I am saying this is because I have high standards in meeting the right person. I know it kind of odd of me saying this at my age, but it true; most men are pigs are just interested in sex.A person could not imagine how much I get hit on every time I go dance the night away and frankly I am just tired of it. So I am not a person just interested for sex if not a relationship getting to know each other. Don't be afraid to speak up and talk to me I like have a conversation with anyone really, just as long as you don't take it out of context, that the key to making a conversation don't you think?Good enoughA look upon your face gave me the answer I waited for. I am not good enough for you and you are too good for me. I done everything I can to win you over, but nothing ever worked.I have changed my body, my life, and my habits to attract you. And nothing has worked, how can I manage to forget the love I have for you. If you have never gave me the chance to explain myself.Will I ever reach the expectations you ever had of me? Could I ever be that person you wished and hoped for?How can I be the dream that you have waited for? How can I be to you, what you are for me? I am depressed - and it is all because of you. You are the guilty of my sadness and my endless nights of remorse.How could I have been so stupid to lose you? When all I ever want it is to be with you You are what my heart yearns for. You are everything that I never thought I wanted, I gave you my heart and – I am still waiting for you to give it back.

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Name: Abe Esquivel
Birthdate: January 20th 1984
Birthplace: San Antonio Texas
Current Location: Sioux City
Eye Color: Dark Brown
Hair Color: Black
Height: 6'1
Weight: 175
Piercings: None, hopefully get one on the ear.
Tatoos: Looks good on people but not on me.
Boyfriend/Girlfriend: Someday
Overused Phraze: "Patience is a virtue"
FAVORITES
Food: Italino
Candy: Gummi Bears
Number: 7 or 28
Color: Green, White, and Red
Animal: Cat or Dog
Drink: Water is pure
Alcohol Drink: Cuba Libre (Rum and Coke with hint of Lime), Tequilla Sunrise thanks to my best friend, Bud Light, or Long Island Iced Tea...I only have one because I am a serious light weight
Bagel: Blueberry cream
Letter: AE
Body Part on Opposite sex: What do you mean?
This or That
Pepsi or Coke: Diet Pepsi of course
McDonalds or BurgerKing: Burger King I work for Mickey D's for three years it gets a person to lose weight
Strawberry or Watermelon: Stawberry
Hot tea or Ice tea: I make the best iced tea of course my mother says that all the time she cannot perfect it for some reason
Chocolate or Vanilla Vanilla
Hot Chocolate or Coffee: Hot Chocolate
Kiss or Hug: Hug
Dog or Cat: A always calms a person
Rap or Punk: No contest
Summer or Winter: No contest I can handle both
Scary Movies or Funny Movies: Both
Love or Money: Love will conquer money any day
YOUR...
Bedtime: It depends on the weather, I fall asleep quicker when it is raining outside.
Most Missed Memory:
Best phyiscal feature: My eyes and lips
First Thought Waking Up: Give me five more minutes....
Goal for this year: Hoping the my wish will come true everynight I wish upon a star
Best Friends: Nicholas, Kyrie, Adam, Tony, Elissa, Amanda, and Lizeth
Weakness: Falling in love
Fears: Falling in love
Heritage: Mexican
Longest relationship: 4 months...long story it not even funny
HAVE YOU...
Ever Drank: Yes
Ever Smoked: No
Pot: Contact... not my fault
Ever been Drunk: Yes but of course people watch me incase I am fine.
Ever been beaten up: No
Ever beaten someone up: No
Ever Shoplifted: No
Ever Skinny Dipped: No.
Ever Kissed Opposite sex: Yes
Been Dumped Lately: No
IN A GUY/GIRL
Favorite Eye Color: Brown, Blue, or Green
Favorite Hair Color: Black, Brunette, Blonde
Short or Long: Short
Height: Somewhere around my height
Style: It really does not matter as long as it appropriate
Looks or Personality: Personality is my number one thing I look for looks alone will not win my heart.
Hot or Cute Again it goes back to personality
Drugs and Alcohol: I rather have a guy with no drugs and alcohol must be kept a good level as a social drinker
Muscular or Really Skinny: Boy this bares repeating goes back on personality
RANDOMS
Number of Regrets in the Past: Too many to count but we all learn from our mistakes
What country do you want to Visit: Italy, England, or Australia
How do you want to Die: Too soon to think about that... I believe a person should live life to the fulliest
Been to the Mall Lately: I work at one.
Do you like Thunderstorms: Of course, I find it really relaxing.
Get along with your Parents: Not really but improving
Health Freak: Not a freak but I know how to take care of myself
Do you think your Attractive: I am told that I am really "hot" and or "cute" when I think myself still as an average person until I complete my goal
Believe in Yourself: Yes I believe in myself... you should hear that song by Kylie Minouge "I Believe in You"
Want to go to College: I am in college
Do you Smoke: No
Do you Drink: Yes a social drinker
Shower Daily: Yes of course, twice a day... day and night
Been in Love: Yes
Do you Sing: Yes
Want to get Married: Yes
Do you want Children: Someday...depends if my partner want to have a family
Have your future kids names planned out: I have some in mind
Age you wanna lose your Virginity: I lost it two relationships ago
Hate anyone: Hate is such a strong word... how about "dislike"? The answer to this question yes...

I'd like to meet:

A person whom I really like to meet would be no other than Kylie Minogue as well as Dannii Minogue... They both have the greatest stamina I have ever seen. If I had the opportunity, I would like to sing with them or at least watch them live in concert. Especially Kylie in "Red Blooded Women..."Count backwards 5, 4, 3, 2, 1, before you get too heated and turned on..."

Music:

I focus more on dance remixes, R&B, Latin dancing, and slow dances.... Some the artist like Kylie Minogue... people should listen to Chocolate it quite a seductive song to dance to as well as Slow), Madonna (Time goes by so slowly.... I am hung up) Chemical Brothers, Eurythmics, Black Eyed Peas (Got to love Fergie lady's lumps!!!!!!!), Shakira, Thalia, Jennifer Lopez, Selena, Pink she is always mizunderstood as well as trouble so watch out!!!!!!!, Gwen Stefani (Orginally from No Doubt), TATU (No one is going to get them), PCD (Aka...Pussy Cat Dolls....Don't Cha wish your girlfriend hot like me!?) Dido, Alanis Morissette, Cranberries (It always lingering don't you think?), A bit of old school like 98 degrees, Nsync, and Backstreet Boys.

Movies:

Sister Act & 2: Back in the Habit, Taxi, anything comical or a mixture any type of elements...

Television:

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Books:

Great Expectations, Polgara, Como Agua Para Chocolate (Translation: Like Water For Chocolate) it involves a lot of majical realism, and The Glass Menagerie.