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About Me

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What Am I?I am not what I am. I am not what you like, I am definitely not what you think. I am a lover, a hater and everything in between. I have lived the life of the bourgeoisie and the proletariat. I am the offspring of two totally different people. I am a believer a leader, and a follower. I am a loud singer a crazy dancer and a risk taker. I am everything you expected me not to be. I am rich, even in my poverty. I am a product of my life experiences. I am not going to change for you. I am a dreamer. I am a social butterfly. I am a really funny drunk. I am too good to be true, yet to true to be good. I am straightforward. I am down to earth. I am real. I am not a supermodel, nor am I a good dancer. I am a mother, a daughter, a sister, and a best friend. I am all that you dont see. I am what you wonder about. I am a mystery. I am a fan of intelligence. I am provocative and sexual. I am open to suggestions. I am hard to forget. I am an individual. I am outgoing on the outside, and somewhat softspoken and shy everywhere else. I am more frightened of the truth than I may let on.
I am me. I am nothing that you have ever experienced before.
What Is Love? What is sexy? Sexy is standing in the rain as you push me up against the hood of your car, tearing my shirt, as you kiss me with the intent to never stop.

What is cute? Cute is young & inexperienced. Cute is holding hands in the car & kissing at the red lights.

What is passion? Passion is knowing what you want & stopping at nothing until you get it.

What is love? Love is the amazing balance of all of these things, in your mind, heart, body & soul.

So I ask you.. are you cute, sexy, passionate, or in love
"I don't believe anyone should have to write thier autobiography until after they're dead" - Samuel Goldwyn
What About Me?*I tend to be the one laughing when the world around me is crying.
*I always fall in love with the first kiss but slowly fall out after that.
*I change my hair color about once a week. Its makes me me.
*I always sing louder than the radio.
*I believe in God. Mainly because I need something to believe in.
*I hate things.. especially, racism, sexism and creamed spinach.
*If I ever wanted to be somewhere I'm not.. now is the time to do so.
*Sometimes my eyes lie, but my heart is incapable of doing so.
*The rain intrigues me.
*I expect a lot more from my second life.
*I can't dance but I do

My Interests

Everyone go check out my sis kick some ass!

Also, check out my friends band! They are amazing!

I'd like to meet:

NOTE: My friends list is not formatted in any particular order.

ABOUT MY FRIENDS:

MACY : Macy has been my best friend through thick and thin. She's the only person I've met that loves sushi as much as I can.. and watch out, this girl can take back some Jack Daniels like a champ.

JOSH : Josh and I have spent countless hours watching football games together and talking shit about each others teams. He loves the Bears like its nobody's business.

JESSICA : Jessica is my wonderful olders sister. She skates for the BrewCity Bruisers and she could probably take you down and make you cry for mercy.

CALLIE : Callie is my other wonderful sister who lives in Florida and I miss her dearly. She is one of the sweetest people you will ever meet and she has a heart of gold.

ZACH : Zach is a funny guy that lives in Chicago.. He has amused me for countless hours while I was bored at work. I also think he has this thing for midgets.

LISA : Lisa may just be the funniest person you have ever meet. She can make you laugh for hours on end but if you ever make her mad, she might claim you as a "FACEHEAD".

DANIELLE : Danielle and I have had many a' adventures, whether it be eating nacho's after martini night or staying up til morning drinking coffee.

KATIE : The first thing you'll notice about Katie is that she has more tattoos than a salior. She also makes an amazing drinking buddy and has great taste in music.

DAVE : Speaking of music, nobody could outdo Dave. He's introduced me to more bands than I can count. But stay back ladies, he already has an amazing g/f.

MONICA : We have spent many teenage years together,sneaking out, drinking and having too much fun. We have mantained our friendship through distance and I love her dearly.

ANDY : Andy is a funny guy from Milwaukee. He has a qwerky and interesting personality which always makes our conversations interesting.

JUSTIN : All I can say is that anybody that owns a bottle of liquor called Kama Sutra and will chug it despite its horrible taste, is pretty amazing.

KRISTEN : Kristen is an old friend of mine from the "BREAD FACTORY" she's a sweet little thing and is currently in the process of forming yet another sweet little thing.

CARLY : Another "BREAD FACTORY employee.. Carly helped hold the place down with Lisa and I.. interesting fact: Carly's definition of Kosher is "cool"

RICKY : My all time favorite memory of Ricky is staying up ALL night talking, laughing, and being ridiculous, and then searching for beach glass while watching the sunrise.

CRAIG : Craig's is hilarious, he has a bit of a dry sense of humor and may be a little sarcastic, but he can make you laugh like no other.. we are going to DisneyLand.

View The Crew
I have rental friends.

Ricky
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Patrick

Jessica
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Callie

Zach

Lisa
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Danielle
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Katie

Dave

Megan

Mark

Justin

Sarah

Carly

Josh

Craig

View The Whole Gang

Music:

..MUSIC
is my life...

Heroes:

My father

My Blog

.1.) Self-Portrait

If I could paint a portrait Of myself for you to seeAn intricate depiction Of what you never thought I'd be My outline would be shakyNot quite sure of where I standEmpty notes and hopes and promi...
Posted by ~*amber rae*~ on Thu, 28 Dec 2006 08:42:00 PST

.2.) Thunderstorms

A translucent eternityA porcelain secretAnd a broken laugh Poisons this smileAnd morning lingers, Like a blind ghost
Posted by ~*amber rae*~ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

.3.) Speaking in Silence

I speak to you in silence Because I know not what to say. So I speak to you in the way our eyes first meet, Our hands softly touch Our lips come slowly come together. And butterflies fill my stomac...
Posted by ~*amber rae*~ on Fri, 30 Dec 2005 12:59:00 PST

.4.) The Thought Process

Never before has my brain produced a substantial amount of thought while it's been surrounded by noise. But silence, on the other hand, seems to almost stimulate the thought process. So lately I've b...
Posted by ~*amber rae*~ on Sun, 26 Nov 2006 06:14:00 PST

.5.) This is why

Unsteady hands and hopeful glances The rising sun says its time to head home Your misleading eyes could fool me But there's too much about you that I just don't know Without 12 more ounces of s...
Posted by ~*amber rae*~ on Mon, 17 Apr 2006 12:21:00 PST

.6.) For my father...

I miss you dad with all my heart, Things haven't been quite right Time has passed and I've grown older Since that dreadful night. I sometimes lie awake at night Memories floating through my he...
Posted by ~*amber rae*~ on Thu, 24 Nov 2005 12:53:00 PST

.7.) Elucidation

"Elucidation"Grounded by elucidation, In the midst of my frustrationAnd coming to the realization, Of my ever slight intoxication. Take it or leave it, It's the best I can doTake it or leave it, I'm g...
Posted by ~*amber rae*~ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

.8.) Three Hours of "About Me"

I'm not sure what made me decide to post this... I was really bored at work and started this a while back, and would write a few paragraphs here and there... until... weeks later, I was done. Now Im p...
Posted by ~*amber rae*~ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Rileys first birthday!!

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Posted by ~*amber rae*~ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

dear dad

Dear Dad, I wrote this one night and never really planned on sharing it with anyone.. But here it is... I didnt decide to share this with everyone, so they could feel sorry for me or tell me that they...
Posted by ~*amber rae*~ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST