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Sucker for self-destruction

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About Me


Things you need to know about me :
♥ I am not shy. I have never been shy. I don't think I know how to be shy.
♥ I have NO shame.
♥ I'm all kinds of sarcastic.
♥ I'm a very emotional person, and I let my emotions get the best of me sometimes.
♥ I overthink EVERYTHING.
♥ I have a sick obsession with numbers.
♥ Everyone who knows me either loves me or hates me, there doesn't seem to be much middle ground.
♥ I love with all my heart, and I will do anything to make the people I love happy.
♥ I will never cease to amaze you.
♥ I am so ridiculously loud. Like, you have no idea.
♥ I'm disgustingly co-dependant. But I'm workin' on it.
♥ I am not pessimistic. Just realistic.
♥ Change scares the shit out of me.
♥ I am an Aries and I live up to it. I'm stubborn as hell.
♥ I'm a sucker for sweet talk. It gets in the way of my rational thinking and I fall for it every time.
♥ I tend to hold grudges. Its a problem. I get over shit eventually, but it takes me longer than it should.
♥ I find beauty in dark things.
♥ My away messages are always directed towards someone.
♥ I chain-smoke like you wouldn't believe. Especially while driving.
♥ I drink.
♥ I believe that love truly is blind. It knows no gender, no age, no race. Its completely uncontrollable.
♥ I'm not about to apologize for the way I feel about people.
♥ I don't learn from my mistakes.
♥ Certain song lyrics express my emotions in ways that I could never put into words.
♥ Everything you need to know about me, to understand me, to get close to me, to connect with me, is right here. You just need to take the time to see it.
♥ I lead a very self-destructive lifestyle. I don't judge how you live, I except the same in return.
♥ I shake violently when I'm nervous.
♥ I have a tendency to fall in love with my best friends. I do NOT recommend this. Seriously.
♥ I'm not here to impress you, but if I do... thats cool.
♥ Every little thing I do, I do for a reason (when I'm sober, at least).
♥ I curse like a fuckin sailor, and I have a problem with watching my mouth. It gets me in trouble a lot.
♥ I love food, but I hate eating.
♥ I have a fetish for both blood and bones.
♥ I'm almost always cold.
♥ I'm ADDICTED to Diet Pepsi
♥ If you know me, I say FUCK SHOES.
♥ I believe that everything worth doing is worth overdoing. Which is really my way of sugar-coating that I don't understand the concept of self restraint.
♥ I'm me. No more, no less. Take me for all that I am, or get out of my life.
LOVES:
♥ Kittens! Specifically mine, but I'm not picky
♥ Other fuzzy creatures
♥ Tacky shit
♥ Make-up, specifically MAC and Urban Decay
♥ Sarah O.
♥ Lizzie
♥ Sarah M.
♥ Marlboro Menthol 100s
♥ Purple
♥ DIET PEPSI
♥ Hello Kitty
♥ Driving aimlessly
♥ Hair dye
♥ Southern accents
♥ Music. Lots of it. Anything with good instrumentals or lyrics that I can relate to. Or, just somethin to shake my big ass to =P
HATES:
♥ Bitches
♥ People who live in America but refuse to speak english
♥ Close minded people
♥ Most... people lol
♥ Mountain Dew
♥ Cockroaches
♥ Girls who dress their body wrong and all their flab is hanging out. People come in all different sizes, and thats wonderful, but Jesus.. dont dress like a twig when you're heavy. Its not flattering.
♥ Humidity
♥ People who I tell my feelings to, and then they ignore me for weeks MONTHS at a time when I didnt do anything wrong *coughs*
♥ Bald tires and wet roads
♥ People who put their profiles on private when I'm trying to stalk them. Uh.. hello? Thats what myspace is for! And thats me in a nutshell.


This is my perfect little girl

My Interests


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I'd like to meet:

Anyone that can make me laugh until I cry.

Stacey Lewis

And Alton Brown (who I want to marry btw)If someone is stupid enough to walk out of your life, you have to be smart enough to let them go.

I changed my font at pyzam.com

Music:

A Perfect Circle
Cold
Nickelback
Skywind
Papa Roach
Nonpoint
Tool
Slipknot
Saliva
Linkin Park
Rob Zombie
Powerman 5000
Incubus
Marilyn Manson
Godsmack
Cradle of Filth
Soundgarden
Staind
Switchblade Symphony
Velvet Acid Christ
Jack off Jill
MSI
London After Midnight
System of a Down
Nine Inch Nails
Static X
Eminem
Taproot
Orgy
Soil
Flesh Field
Three Days Grace
Maroon 5
Metallica
Korn
Chevelle
Bush
Lacuna Coil
Crossfade
Seether
Fall Out Boy
Ace of Base
Billy Joel
Breaking Benjamin
Dirty Sanchez
Evans Blue
Duran Duran
Earshot
Head Automatica
Garth Brooks
Kenny Chesney
Huey Lewis and the News
Jay-Z
Panic! At The Disco
REO Speedwagon
Brand New
Taking Back Sunday
And so much more....

Movies:

I love all sorts of movies, far too many to type out. But my all time favorite is Nightmare Before Christmas. I know every single FUCKING WORD to that movie. Its disgusting.


Television:

Family Guy
The Simpsons
Nip/Tuck
HSN/QVC
Good Eats
The Magic Bullet infomercial Futurama
Family Guy
PROJECT RUNWAY!!!!!
Top Chef
Americas Next Top Model
Mythbusters
Dr. 90210

Books:

Blood and Chocolate, The Last Vampire series, 1984, Bodies Under Siege, A Child Called "It" .."black"
Girly Myspace Layouts

Heroes:

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My Blog

Fall Out Boy - The Patron Saint of Liars and Fakes (my song of the moment)

I'm holding out and I'm holding on, to every letter and every song.I pulled myself out of the day we ever had to meet.Are you through with me? So..And when it all goes to hell, will you be able to tel...
Posted by Sucker for self-destruction on Fri, 18 Apr 2008 08:30:00 PST

Why my friends are way better than yours <3

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Posted by Sucker for self-destruction on Wed, 09 Apr 2008 09:50:00 PST

This ones for you. (no, not THAT one...)

On The Other Side Of The World - KUPEK   On the other side of the world, Theres an inversion of you. Theres an upside down girl. "How did I get myself into this mess?" Is the question she’...
Posted by Sucker for self-destruction on Mon, 07 Apr 2008 08:19:00 PST

Cold (But Im Still Here) - Evans Blue

Hello, I’m your martyr, will you be my gangster? Can you feel my trigger hand, moving further down your back? When you hide, hide inside that body. But just remember that when I touch you, The m...
Posted by Sucker for self-destruction on Fri, 04 Apr 2008 12:51:00 PST

Me vs. Maradona vs. Elvis - Brand New

With one or two I get used to the room. We go slow when we first make our moves. But five or six bring you out to the car. Number nine with my head on the bar. And it's sad, but true. Out of cash...
Posted by Sucker for self-destruction on Sat, 23 Feb 2008 12:18:00 PST

Homework

I'm doing this for a homework assignment. If you had to interview someone, not having any idea who it was, what would you ask them?     Kali...
Posted by Sucker for self-destruction on Mon, 18 Feb 2008 06:59:00 PST

I dont think I ask for much from people, really.

But there are a few things I would like. First of all, respect. Respect for my feelings, and respect for whats mine. I guess you could argue that my feelings are mine, so I'll go along with that. But ...
Posted by Sucker for self-destruction on Sat, 02 Feb 2008 06:57:00 PST

Jaws Theme Swimming - Brand New

In a car outside, we stalk the idle kind. "If you're leaving, just let me know." Tobacco and peppermint, dusting for fingerprints. A film in her eyes from the glow. Some rules are made with all in...
Posted by Sucker for self-destruction on Tue, 08 Jan 2008 11:40:00 PST

Inspired by Lizzie, she wrote two blogs! So I decided to write one.

This year has gone by WAY too fast for my personal comfort. Its gotten past the point of days blurring together and into WEEKS blurring together. Its scary, but I have to say I'm never bored and there...
Posted by Sucker for self-destruction on Sun, 23 Dec 2007 03:11:00 PST

Theres No "I" in Team - TBS

Well I can't regret, can't you just forget it? I started something I couldn't finish And if we go down, we go down together best friends means, well best friends means And I've got a twenty-dollar bil...
Posted by Sucker for self-destruction on Sun, 04 Nov 2007 10:02:00 PST