Hey my name is Alyssa...I hate Myspace more and more everyday, I'm hardly ever on and I'm not the same girl that you once knew. Talk shit about me, because the truth is I'm probably talking shit about you too. I'm like nothing you've ever met before. I have a huge heart and laugh at everything. I've learned not to get attached. I'm not looking to be in a relationship with you. I've had my heart shattered plenty of times to learn that it just isnt worth it anymore. Prove me wrong, Please. I'm always reading, always talking, always believing that I can make the best out of every situation. I can tell what kind of person you are by just knowing you for a few minutes. I have a huge problem with people who are illiterate, or lack knowledge in english or grammar. Contrary to belief, and unlike most of the white trash civilians of this city, I am doing something with my life. I'm going to major in psychology, so dont give me your advice, I've probably used it already and told 20 people the same thing you told me. In hard situations, my heart cancels out my brain. Dont tell me what you've been through, me and the rest of the world have probably been through it too. I will give you advice not empathy/sympathy.I also hate watching dysfunctional familis on television because I already have problems of my own, I dont need to watch everyon else's on t.v. Although I am a rude sometimes, I will be your best friend when you need me. I can be amazing when you need me to be amazing, and tough when you need me to be tough. I say fuck so much it will make your ears bleed. I over-analyze and over-dramatize just about everything, BUT I will NOT put up with your high-school-i'm-better-than-you-suck-my-dick attitude. I am smart, to an extent. Sorry, I do not know how many licks it takes to get to the center of a lollipop. Sorry, I do not know how much 32600 x 21050 is without a calculator, but I have probably read and know of more books then you could even fathom. I have my dreams, and I have my doubts. I've been in love, and fell out of love. I am a typical human being, with emotions and feelings.I hate goodbyes and I hate crying. I hate getting hurt. I hate that feeling I get the in the pit of my stomach when I know something bad is about to happen. I hate mean people. I hate people who run around sticking their noises into other peoples business. I hate when people who don't even know you judge you and have something to say. I hate change. I take everything to heart and as much as I try to say I don't care about what you think...under most circumstances I do care. I do believe in God. & even if he wasn't real, I'd tell myself he was anyway. He's something to look up to; someone I know I can always talk to. An athiest once told me "i'm glad that it gives people something to believe in." And as much as I could not stand him what he said will probably stick with me forever. And even though you might have to throw in a couple advil after praying for you're stomach ache to go away, I know God's always there, always listening, always watching, always caring, always helping. I get mad at him a lot. I blame him for things I shouldn't. Everything I go through I know will only make the outcome better in the end. People think too much. Some things just don't have answers and most of the time when we're looking for an answer to something, we make it up and settle with whatever "makes sense". A lot of things don't make sense. I'm fine with it. God gave us knowledge and sometimes we take what we know or want to know and turn it against him just to make up reasons for everything. My entire life does not revolve around shows, my entire life does not revolve around clothes and shoes and makeup, my entire life does not revolve around myspace. When I'm 40 all the things I love now will not do me any good. The world does not revolve around me and the seasons don't change depending on what mood i'm in. I love parks. I love long fences and huge fields. I love when things look beautiful just because you're around someone special. I hate how the littlest things bother people. You hating what music people listen to and what clothes they're wearing doesn't do you any good so I don't understand why you even bother. I'm not all about looks. I see beauty in everyone. When I say you're pretty It means you're pretty in more ways than one...I edited my profile at Freeweblayouts.net , check out these Myspace Layouts!
