the computer lies cold. |
normally the computer is orange or bright blue. i forgive it for the trouble it causes, with the unpacking and the cords and the usbs, because it shines, shows me the world. clicking "connect" overrid... Posted by generalities. on Wed, 01 Oct 2008 08:50:00 PST |
to the boys i kinda fixed, if fixed means broke. |
you know my intentions were good. for myself, at least, as far as i accepted...
maybe one of you did not really need those ten skittles after a semester of sobriety. and definately ano... Posted by generalities. on Fri, 19 Sep 2008 09:51:00 PST |
damage done. |
now when i hear these songs, all i can think about is driving in the dark, or skipping school, or drowning out my heartbeat with boy number one, or the chemical reactions, the synapses, the buzz, blur... Posted by generalities. on Thu, 04 Sep 2008 02:34:00 PST |
actress/waitress mentality. |
those girls never act, or model; they spend the next forty years scraping two-fifty from the tables of the new york equivalent of a denny's table, assuming nyc is denny's deprived.
[not that it would... Posted by generalities. on Tue, 26 Aug 2008 09:23:00 PST |
not easier, not more difficult. |
one foot does not have to be in front of the other
i keep thinking things are surfacing, but it turns out all i have is surface
no, it did not "turn out" because if you turn sulifane around, up, dow... Posted by generalities. on Wed, 20 Aug 2008 04:24:00 PST |
sobriety, teal glass, and those indifferent clocks |
bulging heart, blood circulations, limb buds, evident primordias...
i am an addict for ligit dramatics, karma, fermentation, serotonin, cloudy tints, such ailments...
sometimes objec... Posted by generalities. on Fri, 23 May 2008 01:58:00 PST |
[: |
Lay back, the song is almost overI tried to hear you out but I dozed offI need the song started overYour crying made me miss my favorite partRachael, it's times like this I wonder... Posted by generalities. on Thu, 22 May 2008 09:52:00 PST |
ceremony time. |
i am off to accept my scholarships in about an hour or so.
the thought of being pushed back into socialization like this nauseates me.
that is why i am drunk. i am not plastered or hammered or belli... Posted by generalities. on Tue, 20 May 2008 03:34:00 PST |
hit the switch |
I'm staring out into that vaccum again From the back porch of my mindThe only thing thats aliveI'm all there isAnd I start attacking my vodka, stab the ice with my strawMy eyes have turned red as stop... Posted by generalities. on Tue, 20 May 2008 12:46:00 PST |
characters. |
my housekeepers.
they are real characters. especially the strawberry blonde one. kinda eccentric... but she is nice and does her job.
my boyfriend.
what a character. he is always doing some teenage... Posted by generalities. on Tue, 20 May 2008 12:02:00 PST |