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Dead Generation (Deconstructing Their Hold)

All Smiles And Sunshine

About Me


This is me, John. I like to eat and sleep. I'm just another average joe in a world dominated by money and power, of which I have neither. So my influence in the wide world is fairly minimal. But wide world can go to hell. See, I don't care about anything that doesn't have an influence on my everyday life. The reason for this is because I don't have the ability to change these things, only people with money and power can do that. But I do think it's a damn shame that the most politically powerful man on the planet can't string a real english sentence together. Which is why nothing on this godforsaken war-indulged planet gets done right.
However, my world right now couldn't get much better. I'm living the life of you're average joe teenager, which is exactly what I am. There is no hidden character inside me. I'm not flawless. I can't lick my elbow. I'm not especially talented. I'm just me. The people who circulate in the world that matters; MY world, know all this and have accepted me for who I am and know that I'm not gonna change for anybody. I like being sociable, although I'm not very good at it. Pretty much the same situation as I'm in with food, I like it but I can't cook without causing serious illness/death. I'm actually a complete idiot despite the fact i am quite intelligent. I'm also a small guy trapped in a tall guy's body; I've come to this conclusion by acknowledging the fact that I hit my head off too many things. It's a good job I always wear a hat or I would be permanently concussed.
My friends and my family are everything to me. Without them I'd be a shell of what I am now. Friends and family help develop who you will be in the future. I like things just the way they are right now. If anyone tries to fuck it up, you'll have your teeth surgically removed from your stomach.
Kelsey
I have a girlfriend
She is very special to me
She makes me a very very happy guy
And no I don't care that she's 14 so don't even ask
And yes I do love her. Very much.
And no, nothing will ever take her away from me
She makes me feel safe
She makes me smile
She gives me butterflies
She makes me feel loved
In fact...
She's given me everything I've ever wanted to feel...in one feeling.
We help each other when we need it
We do everything together
We share everything
There's never any secrets
I'd go so far as to say it's perfect
It's a world where when the sun goes down, the stars shine just as bright
I can't describe it any better than that
I love you
The following people are my everything. If anyone of these people were to walk out of my life I would never be the same person again. (In no particular order)
Sarah
Kelsey
Loopy
Andrea
Jak-Jak
TT
Louis
B
Mum
Dad
Rachel (my sis)
Tali
Kimmi
Joe
Alx
Chester
Mr. Crabby
Steph (we are the A-Team)
You people are the reason the power and money driven world can suck my left one. Without you lot, my life wouldn't be worth shit. Thank you. Much love. Always and Forever.
Now hurry the fuck up and add me =P
Peace.
The mighty, All That Remains. Kills it mate.
I like
†My two best friends Sarah and Chester
†My two little sisters Tali & Kim
†My other REAL friends
†My tattoo
†Small, inexpensive things with sentimental value
†To write songs
†To sing
†Devvo
†Having a quiet drink with friends
†My guitar
†Discovering new bands
†Being open-minded
†Expressing my opinions, regardless of what anyone else may think
†Knowing my friendship is valued by those close to me
†Winding people up
†To smoke
†Walking home after drinking too much
†Watching other drunk people trying to walk home
†Stand-up comedy
†Music of many kinds
†To surf the internet
†The fact that some people trust me with their problems
†The rain when it's not too heavy
†To lose myself in my guitar
†Seeing people I haven't seen for months
†People who respect me for the person I am, regardless of my appearance
I dislike
†People who are often quick to judge
†People who won't take no for an answer
†The colour green
†People who persist in talking to me when I want to be left alone
†Lambrettas/Vespas (Get a real bike)
†Being over-exposed to sweltering heat
†Being in confined spaces
†Debenhams
†Drunken pricks who think they're the shit
†Those who think they're above others for whatever reason
†Religion
†Conformists
†Being interrupted
†Anyone who hurts my friends or family
†The way Christmas is commercialised
†The way that those from religions besides that of Christianity take Christmas holidays. Christmas is a Christian holiday. We don't have holidays for Ramadan do we?
†The way people perceive me as racist for such comments
†People who try and run my life for me. I can get by perfectly fine on my own thank you very much
†Being on my own

My Interests

Most of all, I like chilling with my friends. It's when I feel most comfortable and at home.

I love music. All kinds. If I was deaf I'd go insane.

I also like eating, simply because I'm an 18 year old male and I'm always hungry.

I'd like to meet:

Anybody, I don't limit myself to any genre. Add me if you will actually talk.

Drop me a comment Here

Music:

1-4

3 Inches of Blood
36 Crazyfists

A

A.F.I
Ablaze My Sorrow
Acacia Strain
Adema
Alkaline Trio
All That Remains
American Head Charge
Andrew W.K
Anthrax
Arch Enemy
As I Lay Dying
Asphyxiation
At The Gates
Atreyu
Avenged Sevenfold

B

Beyond The Embrace
Black Sabbath
Bleeding Through
Blessed By A Broken Heart
BoySetsFire
Breed 77
Brutal Truth
Bullet For My Valentine

C

Caliban
Cannibal Corpse
Children of Bodom
Chimaira
Choking Victim
Coal Chamber
Comeback Kid
Cradle Of Filth
Crowbar
Cry For Silence
Cryptopsy

D

Dark Funeral
Darkthrone
Dead To Fall
Decapitated
Deicide
DevilDriver
Diecast
Dimmu Borgir
Disturbed
DJ Pulse
DJ Weaver
DMX
DragonForce
Dr. Dre
Dying Fetus

E

Edge Of Sanity
Eighteen Visions
Exodus

F

Fear Factory
Finger Eleven
Funeral For A Friend

G

Gorgasm
Gorguts
Green Day
Guano Apes

H

Hatebreed
Haste The Day
Hixxy

I

Illdisposed
Ill Nino
In Flames
InMe
Insane Clown Posse
It Dies Today

K

Kid Rock
Killswitch Engage
Korn

L

Lacuna Coil
Lamb Of God
Last Stop China Town
Leftover Crack
Linkin Park
Ludacris

M

Machine Head
Madness
Mastodon
MC Vapour
Mendeed
MetallicA
Misfits
Morbid Angel
Most Precious Blood
Motorhead
Mudvayne
Mushroomhead

N

NOFX

O

Opeth
Organ
Otep
Oxymoron

P

Pantera
Pendulum
Poison The Well
Powerman 5000
Public Enemy

R

Rage Against The Machine
Rammstein
Rancid
Reel Big Fish
Refused
Rob Zombie
Roll Deep Crew
Rotting Christ

S

Satyricon
Sepultura
Sex Pistols
Shadows Fall
Shai Hulud
Sikth
Six Feet Under
SKREWDRIVER
Slayer
Slipknot
Soil
Soilwork
Soulfly
Stampin' Ground
Static X
Still Remains
Stone Sour
Styles & Breeze
Sublime
Suicide Silence
Superjoint Ritual
Switchfoot
System Of A Down

T

Taking Back Sunday
The Agony Scene
The Bled
The Forces Of Evil
The Offspring
The Specials
Throwdown
Tool
Torsohorse
Trivium
Type O Negative

U

Underoath
Unearth

V

Vital Remains

W

Wednesday 13

Z

Zeromancer

Movies:

The Warriors
The Wanderers
How High
Road Trip
Scary Movie I-III
Lord Of The Rings I-III
Devils Rejects
House Of A 1000 Corpses

...failing that any other comedy/horror films that are on I'll watch

Television:

Whatever's on. I'll watch any old shite.

Books:

I'll give anything a read

Heroes:

My heroes have all been mentioned except for one. My grandad. He passed away when I was six years old, but he was my world. I aspire to be like him one day. Nothing special, nothing powerful, just a good, kind, hard-working and honest man. Possibly even a Newcastle United fan one day =]

Always in my thoughts.

My Blog

Can't Get Enough Of A Good Thing

All I fucking want is a life where my thoughts aren't constantly revolving around drugs. When the next sesh is coming. So many people have heard me say this and so many times I've said this is it. So...
Posted by Dead Generation (Deconstructing Their Hold) on Sun, 11 Mar 2007 05:25:00 PST

Breed 77 / Last Stop China Town...21st Sept

Fucking AMAZING gig, wicked pits all night, wicked sets by both bands. Totally flawless. I got completely battered and fucking loved every second!!! Last Stop China Town supported them and they were f...
Posted by Dead Generation (Deconstructing Their Hold) on Fri, 22 Sep 2006 01:18:00 PST

To All Those Who...

...have a low opinion of meDo yourselves a favour and...STICK IT UP YOUR ARSE!!!Thank you
Posted by Dead Generation (Deconstructing Their Hold) on Fri, 02 Jun 2006 04:08:00 PST

Back To Square One

I don't go out with the intent to hurt anyone's feelings. I hardly ever raise my voice to anybody. I honestly do try to be generally nice and try my very best to keep ALL of my friends happy. As far a...
Posted by Dead Generation (Deconstructing Their Hold) on Sat, 27 May 2006 11:56:00 PST

Safe As Shit

Life is most definately on my side at the moment.Here are a few reasons why... 1) I got my baby back =) 2) I've just had cheese on toast 3) I'm getting a new tattoo soon 4) My driver's licence should ...
Posted by Dead Generation (Deconstructing Their Hold) on Wed, 19 Apr 2006 05:31:00 PST

Random Trackback Of A Stoned Man

This week's been sick. No work, got my girlfriend back =), mash-up's, piss up's, chocolate cakes, simpsons, gigs, more mash-up's, south park, fights. It's been fuckin' safe.Now I gotta go back to work...
Posted by Dead Generation (Deconstructing Their Hold) on Sun, 16 Apr 2006 11:35:00 PST

Looking Over Your Shoulder

I'm getting increasingly agitated as every day passes. Should you come across this blog, Tali, I just want you to know that what you've done to Alex is just plain fucking wrong. You are my sister you'...
Posted by Dead Generation (Deconstructing Their Hold) on Thu, 13 Apr 2006 03:50:00 PST

Drowned And Torn Asunder

Yet another pointless rant...1) Friday night was a complete bag of wank! I had to spend £30+ at the bar through boredom.2) Some of my closest friends, bar one, seem to be slowly forgetting I exist.3) ...
Posted by Dead Generation (Deconstructing Their Hold) on Sat, 04 Mar 2006 11:56:00 PST

Falling Into The Endless

Jesus Christ!Why? A simple question. Yet one I cannot answer.Why, for example, do I like the wrong people? I was never one for getting all wound up over women. So why now? I always pick the ones I sho...
Posted by Dead Generation (Deconstructing Their Hold) on Sat, 28 Jan 2006 11:18:00 PST

Can I Help You Sir?

I have a job at fucking last!! So that means no more social life probably :D Ah well...
Posted by Dead Generation (Deconstructing Their Hold) on Tue, 17 Jan 2006 09:52:00 PST