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About Me


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I try to find myself in music, music, music.

The best approximation ever is -- NUMB
Since years the embodiment of my inner vampire, psychic precipices and sexual delight. Beware, Art! Enjoy always twice.
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Take a look at my [german] Homepage -- vampirgruft.com
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You wanna see more paintings? -- My Artwork
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Through the darkness of futures past ... the magician longs to see.
One chance out between two worlds ... Fire Walk With Me.
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My Interests

Vampires, the abyss of the soul, venturesome and outrageous things. Tempest, hail, general thunderstorms, wind, in a sense still waiting for the Flood ...

Second Life :
[S. Shepherd | Darkside only]

I'd like to meet:

Preferable people with interest in Astral-and dreamtravels, OBE, Meditation, Zen, Schamanism, Thanatology, Afterlife Research, Reiki, a.m.m.

Due to the fact that Yin and Yang always looking for balance, I'm also interested in abysmal, forbidden and outrageous things in this world. I like a strange, deep black and absurd humor.

Music:

EBM, Industrial, Old School, NUMB, Front 242, Dive, C-Tec, Cyberaktif [Tenebrae Vision], Tommi Stumpf, Peter Murphy, Bauhaus, The Klinik, The Fair Sex, Combichrist, Hocico, NIN, Klangstabil, Angel Theory, The Retrosic, Decoded Feedback, Suicide Commando, [:SITD:], Spetsnaz, Seabound, Assemblage 23, VNV Nation, Diary of Dreams, Nitzer Ebb, Haujobb, Dead Can Dance, Thomas D., Portishead, MiLu, Indian Native, u.v.m

Movies:

The Sky Above Berlin (Wim Wenders), Rantes - Man Facing Southeast (1986 |1990 the story has been completely stolen from Gene Brewer, "K-Pax"), Hairspray, Welcome to the Dollhouse, Harold & Maude, everything from Twin Peaks, Koyaanisquatsi, Drowning by Numbers, The Belly of an Architekt, The Draughtsman's Contract, Interview with a Vampire, Queen of the Damned, Le mepris, The Bitter Tears of Petra von Kant, C'est arrivé près de chez vous (Man Bites Dog), I've Heard the Mermaids Singing, Oldboy (Chan-wook Park), a.m.m

Television:

Nano, Q21, Welt der Wunder, Psychic CSI, X-Factor, Süddeutsche TV

Books:

F. Dostojewski [Notes From the Underground, Besy |Dämonen] Ray Bradbury, Hesse, Sartre, Camus, Carlos Castaneda, Anne Rice, Stephen King, D.R. Koontz, ...

Heroes:

Chief Seattle, Martin Luther King Jr., Dian Fossey, Simone De Beauvoir

“This we know: the earth does not belong to man, man belongs to the earth.
This we know: all things are connected like the blood which unites one family.
All things are connected”

My Blog

_ Geheim !!! [public]

Heute möchte ich mal so richtig rumbloggen. Also mal so richtig einfach nur Tagebuch schreiben. In der Kindheit stellte ich mir beim TB schreiben vor, was wäre, wenn meine Mom mitliest. Da sah die fre...
Posted by _suspended_ on Fri, 01 Dec 2006 08:35:00 PST

_ Wir kämpfen gegen den Feind... [public]

"Wir kämpfen gegen den Feind, der Brustkrebs heisst". The strong piece "My Time Charity Edition" on the "When Angels Die Complilation" draws the attention to an insidious illness. Steffi, an entran...
Posted by _suspended_ on Mon, 27 Nov 2006 01:35:00 PST