ttam~~> LOST! SEEK the EyEZ

Oh what a ignorant world! No use to test, no one sees, either not interested, nore bother. The world is too fast to see it all, unless you try, try, try, try, to look only at the least common, then again, we may seem all common. No room for the new, only if you boom your way through.More power to those who have been noticed. ~~~~~~~~gone, gone, melting away._____________The most Honest and most reflective thing I have ever drawn in my Life! At that time when I first drew it.Going to School I don't know for What though. I'm an artist, or atleast I like to think I am, other people say my art sucks! But think they suck! no no no...... they suck ass! For what the hell am I suppose to do about the problems of the World! All I can do is talk shyt! And try to defend and get me arse KickeD! But I still smile my bloody lips before they get to puff up and turn purple from a nasty beating. That happened to me once........ I was beatedn, but to show them I'm still smiling (A Feck U!) I spread my lips to form a smile until a cut from my lip opened up widely and blood ran out from my lips and through my teeth and dripping down my bottom lip. In the end they left me alone shouting more crazy words at me for not crying or asking for them to stop. Even though I was the one to get my ASS kicked, I feel I won that battle.I try to be open, yet most individuals are assholes. But I find another like me and I don't feel left out. I'm that geek, nerd, PuNK, wierdo, ass that everyone mentions every now and then. I just wanna hang out and go see rock shows. I draw I write I seek adventure where everyone else is too lazy to go, but I also seek direction. Where would I go? Other people seem to know exactly what they want for me, but not what I want, so I rebel. I hate being everyone's puppet and I hate wearing a mask others place upon me. So I explore. Most people are boaring, but those who are not seen, those who are misfits, misunderstood, free, shaggy, those who have thier own culture,...... I SeeK! Damn man I gotta get away. I'm walking on the streets and I near a club, but it's got quick music, thrashing songs! I walk slower and slower trying get a peak inside the club. I see no fashion, nothing the T.V. wants, so I'm interested and I take my first step toward it. Now I guess I just let the Music play on and see where it will get me.What! I'm really a nice guy.....honestly! hee hee hee...... . .wow now this is alittle new, but alittle less embarrassing as well, but atleast I can get right to the point. now now you can read this again and again, like watching a scene from a movie over again and again and again.....if you like Even if you don't want to re-read over and over again, or not! enjoy and live with a smile and such and such and such, no worries. random random random random UKnowME!Oh! Hey! Hey ! Yeah! Oh yeah hey! Well how have ya been? Any late night dreams lately? You know tha ones that either give ya the chills or the funny feelings when you first wake-up! yeah yeah nothing much here, just the same old same, you know me, the trickster. Tried my first shot not too long ago, some other people were tryin' to act as if they knew everything, but you know them people always are full of it. You can tell by the way they hold thier drink, the way they smoke thier cigs. When you know someone has it, you can just tell by the way they act, the way they respond. Even to situations new to them. SO!! Let's be honest, I don't know you, you don't know Me (or I'm guessing it's that way.......[keen eyes]....)? Tell me a story, tell me a story of your dreams, tell me what was the color beneath your eyelids just before you awoke. If you don't dream, then tell me another story. When was the first time you cooked roman noodles? Remember your first hot cocoe (...?....how do U spell cooco...hot chocolete.. chaoc...oh well ...?)? I'm a student of a school with allotta coffee, so the random and the new are always welcomed, but there are dark corners full of lies, tricks and bags of too much sugar. It's a whole new world, a fun one if your careful, enjoy the wonderings. Scary! Or not. Laterz, from Me. what's your story? what's your story? blah blah blahblablabla bla bla blah blah bla bla. Ha!