M A N I C |
There is nothing more frightening than having a manic episode, especially when your alone. It's now 6:04 in the morning and I can't sleep. I've spent allot of money I don't have and only a portion of ...
Posted by STYPE on Fri, 29 Feb 2008 03:35:00 PST |
THIS IS NOT MAKING SENSE (PART I?) |
The gleaming blue light of the computer screen shines within my darkened bedroom. The cold air outside makes me shiver as I puff on another cigarette. Its 6:37 in the morning and I have not fallen asl...
Posted by STYPE on Mon, 29 Oct 2007 04:15:00 PST |
A SONG FOR JEREMY |
Hey Jeremy,This girl, she's making me crazyand my life all together Is a bit hazyI don't know where I am anymoreIn this manic state I'm inI'm a growing, walking panicAnd the lights in my mind are dimH...
Posted by STYPE on Thu, 20 Sep 2007 11:54:00 PST |
I Can't Seem To Face Up To The Facts, Tense and Nervous, Can't Relax |
The kind people at HSBC decided to hand me over yet another credit card. After I declared bankruptcy 3 years ago I had made a promise to myself that I'd never go that route again. Now I've got somethi...
Posted by STYPE on Thu, 21 Jun 2007 09:50:00 PST |
Fuck Me |
Okay so it's 4 A.M. in the morning and I've got the great big I word.. I really hope the INSOMNIA doesn't last weeks, let's just pray it's for a couple of days. I've been doing allot of soul searching...
Posted by STYPE on Sun, 17 Jun 2007 02:11:00 PST |
Belong II: Another Letter Never Sent |
BELONG II: Another Letter Never Sent The voices in my head like to tell me what a horrible person I am. My doctor tells me not to listen but somehow it is impossible to ignore. I've given up the razo...
Posted by STYPE on Tue, 09 Jan 2007 09:36:00 PST |
IN THIS SKIN |
In This SkinEver since my Mother died, the challenge of writing something that makes sense, something from my heart, has been so hard. Inside I feel so confused, so dark. I manage through the days by ...
Posted by STYPE on Sat, 06 Jan 2007 01:09:00 PST |
I NEVER SANG FOR MY FATHER (THIS WORLD IS BIG) |
My Mother passed away on Sunday, October 29th, 2006. I have never struggled with the right words to conjure up from my heart as much as I did just a few days ago. Here is her Eulogy. Mom, I love you.T...
Posted by STYPE on Mon, 06 Nov 2006 05:12:00 PST |
The Spiral Backwards |
Gonna Stand On That Bridge and Keep My Arms Down Below Peter Gabriel I arrived at work this morning and called my supervisor to ask her what I was supposed to pick up at the registrars office. I did...
Posted by STYPE on Wed, 13 Sep 2006 08:58:00 PST |
I'M LOST AGAIN.. LOST AGAIN |
My heart and my personal world have been so lost lately. It has been so difficult conjuring up the right words with this huge brick in my creative wall. For the past three months I have seen nothing b...
Posted by STYPE on Sun, 03 Sep 2006 11:16:00 PST |
