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Phoenix

Yes, it really can be this good.

About Me


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Life is beautiful even when it's difficult because:Deep inner peace in this moment is my ultimate goal and everything else is secondary.
I believe integrity, drive, and kindness make a person. I also value honesty, consciousness of self, acceptance and understanding, compassion, softness, self-confidence, and real smiles.
I'm a writer, a dancer, a computer geek, a musician, and an honestly happy and positive person. I have a passion for life and mine is proof that anyone can create their own reality.

Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||||| 70%
Stability |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Orderliness |||||||||||||| 60%
Accommodation |||| 16%
Interdependence |||||| 30%
Intellectual |||||||||||||| 56%
Mystical |||||||||||||||| 63%
Artistic |||||||||||| 50%
Religious |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Hedonism |||||| 23%
Materialism |||||||||||| 43%
Narcissism |||||||||||||||| 70%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||| 56%
Work ethic |||||||||||||||| 63%
Self absorbed |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Conflict seeking |||||| 30%
Need to dominate |||||||||||| 43%
Romantic |||||||||| 36%
Avoidant |||||||||||||| 56%
Anti-authority |||||||||| 36%
Wealth |||||||||||| 50%
Dependency |||||| 30%
Change averse |||||||||| 36%
Cautiousness |||||| 30%
Individuality |||||||||||||| 56%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Peter pan complex || 10%
Physical security |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||||||||| 77%
Histrionic |||||||||||||||| 63%
Paranoia |||||||||||| 43%
Vanity |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||| 70%
Female cliche |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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My Interests


acceptance, bdsm, dancing, feng shui, freediving, honesty, impermanence, integrity, kindness, kissing, laughing, love, manifestation, polyamory, pool, positivity, programming, simplicity, smiling, songwriting, vipassana, yoga

I'd like to meet:


Generally positive people with a passion for life.
My sexual orientation and status: I'm picky about personality (gender is irrelevant) and I don't make promises I know I won't keep. If you want to classify me as anything, call me 'not interested'.
I only accept friend requests from people I have at least met in person, and I keep my 'friends' trimmed down to the ones I regularly interact with. I'm not going to add any of those stupid apps, so don't ask.People close to me:

Mizzy
Mom
Lauren
Michael
Sarah

Music:

A Perfect Circle, Ani DiFranco, Bjork, Chris Pureka, Deftones, Janis Joplin, Muse, PJ Harvey, Portishead, Radiohead, Tool, Tori Amos, folk rock, ambient/meditative, progressive, songs that challenge society, songs that say something beautiful, songs that say something ugly in a beautiful way.

Movies:

Movies you should see Crash, Gandhi, Pay It Forward, The Secret Other A Beautiful Mind, Chasing Amy, I Am Sam, Kinsey, Pi, Wedding Crashers, anything from Miyazaki, old black and white movies, movies that say something artistic or say something drab in an artistic way.

Television:

Big Love, The L-Word, Queer As Folk, The Sopranos. I get the DVD's from netflix and watch them on my computer when I get bored with real life. I do not own a television.

Books:

Books you should read Clear Your Clutter With Feng Shui, Emotional Intelligence, The Gift of FearOther The Bible, Foucault's Pendulum, Peace is Every Step, Power of Now, programming reference books, and anything that has some kind of intellectual, healing, spiritual, or postitive motivational substance.

Heroes:

People who know themselves. People who aren't afraid to be themselves. People who take time to enjoy extraordinary beauty in ordinary things. People who secretly do really nice things for other people out of universal love. People who understand that the world really is what we make it.

My Blog

big gun (lyrics)

can't runcan't fightonce the light comes oncan't hideI heard fanged creaturescome out at nightand I bought a big guncause I believed itthere was loveit was rightwhen the sun got lowwe said goodbyeI he...
Posted by Phoenix on Fri, 05 Sep 2008 11:00:00 PST

Part II: Strength and Hope

I currently believe that love is a continual conscious choice that the person I am with is exactly who I want to be with. Being in love is not necessarily feeling those really strong vein-warming feel...
Posted by Phoenix on Mon, 18 Aug 2008 01:35:00 PST

Back in alignment

It's been awhile since I've updated this blog. I got my houseboy, but no french maid outfit. Yet.I've been listening to The Teachings of Abraham and my understanding of the law of attraction is deepen...
Posted by Phoenix on Wed, 30 Jul 2008 01:56:00 PST

7 Things I’ve Realized Recently

The myspace design team needs to check their work in Firefox. Internet Explorer sucks and until divs are drawn the same in all browsers, I'm using tables for layout.I love the band Muse. I'm sick of m...
Posted by Phoenix on Tue, 22 Jan 2008 12:09:00 PST

Saying Yes

I recently had a dear friend ask me for advice. He talked of physical stress related to working too much and a feeling of disconnect from God. He says he knows that he needs to change something, but d...
Posted by Phoenix on Wed, 31 Oct 2007 08:03:00 PST

good things are happening

Two months since I've posted a blog...I was offered my first gig since I've lived in San Francisco. The heads of a project I'm working on are talking to me about options in the company. I'm doing yoga...
Posted by Phoenix on Tue, 16 Oct 2007 02:18:00 PST

In Tacoma

The signs seemed to be pointing to the northwest for me this summer, so here I am in Tacoma where I grew up. It's been a few years since I've been here and many years since I've been here alone.I love...
Posted by Phoenix on Wed, 15 Aug 2007 11:02:00 PST

11:22pm

Last night I noticed the time at 11:33. Tonight I noticed the time at 11:22. I had a dream that I was six months pregnant as I decided that I didn't want kids. I've realized that I'm not perfect. I ne...
Posted by Phoenix on Fri, 03 Aug 2007 12:38:00 PST

War and Shame

This made me cry... ...and so did the war scene in Mulan.What are we doing? Why are people still killing other people? What do we need to generate kindness in this world?Last night for the 4t...
Posted by Phoenix on Thu, 05 Jul 2007 10:55:00 PST

Getting Back on my Feet

I'm officially walking now. It's going to be quick now that the doctor is allowing me to put weight on my leg and I know I'll be back to normal in no time. I went through the motions of my yoga set ye...
Posted by Phoenix on Fri, 22 Jun 2007 10:02:00 PST