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About Me

I'm alright when I'm not tired or bored.

My Interests

projecting myself in a positive, inspiring light. being inspired. flowers, beautiful big gardens with lovely grass. finding the perfect wine.learning to drink in moderation...trying to quit smoking, gradually...started to try and teach myself to draw, also want to take lots of photos with my new camera when I learn how to use it. bike rides and general activities outdoors when it's sunny.

I'd like to meet:

people who don't do drugs to look "cool" or fit in with a group and who also don't bang on about them for hours. profound but not ptretentious thinkers. creative but not conceited folk. cats that love to be stroked, spesh ginner ones.

Music:

It has to be HAPPY, that is, until I get bored again and think that, well, I'd rather be freaked out than bored! And put the Infected Mushroom song on that freaked me out and smoke a spliff and then really regret it. How silly of me. But I'd never have thought that a piece of music could do that to me though, it's really weird thinking about it in a "sober" state.

Movies:

Withnail & I, Sid & Nancy, Requiem for a Dream, Human Traffic, Freddy got Fingered, AI, Heavenly Creatures, Pulp Fiction, Amelie, Brazil, Rabid, Monster, Buffalo 66, Delicatessen, The Company of Wolves, Flesh for Frankenstein (it's the sickest film I've ever seen).

Television:

I would much rather pretend to be real then watch someone else pretending to be real doing boring things. Stuff like Blue Planet or Space documentaries are quite pretty to look at though.

Books:

What those big people do. One day, I will be a book boffin, it will take my mind off of everything. Reading is something to aspire to I suppose.

Heroes:

All of my friends - couldn't live without em.

My Blog

Everybody knows - Bodger loves MASHED POTATOES!!

Hello fellow voyager, are you really there, are you really listening and do you really care? Here are some thoughts for you, they're not very nice but you might've felt them too. Please tell me if you...
Posted by Fuckup. on Fri, 02 Feb 2007 07:58:00 PST

It's not you, it's the nicotine talking.

Three years later, my smoking days are over. Suddenly, my recent photographs, my very identity seems obsolete. The lack of smoking feels like a sad loss, like a part of me is missing. I...
Posted by Fuckup. on Tue, 12 Dec 2006 09:08:00 PST

Where did all of the good people go?

Eerie phantoms sneaked into the raven black night Peering into the shadows I felt a stark and painful bite Maid Moodstone was gnawing into my frozen bones Crimson weeping silently from scratches upon ...
Posted by Fuckup. on Tue, 14 Nov 2006 12:50:00 PST

Bye paper tree, bye poppy, poppy, good poppy,bye popular culteurgh, old war.

Lord Snot: "JUSTICE? What speakst thou of justice anymore? Where hast justice gone?" Slaverswine: "Taken captive, just as you commanded, Sire.". Lord Snot: *scratches beard* "Did I? See...
Posted by Fuckup. on Thu, 09 Nov 2006 06:19:00 PST

Things that piss me off

1. Deal or No Deal. Hosted by the devil himself - Noel Edmunds. Might as well just get some starving africans on and call it Meal or No Meal that might wake people up from this capitalist bullshit TV ...
Posted by Fuckup. on Fri, 20 Oct 2006 06:50:00 PST

Bed time blues

Death is around the corner, quite literally and obviously, for each and every one of us. We all slip into that unknown, foreboding place, utterly and completely alone. To take comfort, the t...
Posted by Fuckup. on Mon, 09 Oct 2006 05:01:00 PST

Listening to stars

when the houses are sleeping & dreaming of cashmere curtains & matching pillows in organised rows... my mind slips into the sky's bed & snuggles up with the winki...
Posted by Fuckup. on Fri, 17 Feb 2006 07:00:00 PST

Ode by a love sick pint

Where for art thou, Cigarette? You could have been a packet of nosiy cheese & onion crisps, a plastic-polly phone or even an interesting conversation, instead But you're a dirty cigarette. M...
Posted by Fuckup. on Fri, 17 Feb 2006 08:37:00 PST

Respect the elder-tree

you & me, we may very well - right-out, spicy-hot disagree, from the colour of street-lamps to the sustainability of humanity - & everything else up, down, around &&nbs...
Posted by Fuckup. on Fri, 17 Feb 2006 05:54:00 PST

Nature is playing a curious song for me

I can hear the powerful ballad of Wind. I try to sing along but all that comes out is "swishhhh swishhhh swishhhhhhhh". My tongue is no match for Wind's dramatic outbursts. Rapid Rain ...
Posted by Fuckup. on Wed, 15 Feb 2006 06:02:00 PST