I took a long look at myself in the mirror this morning... |
I look at myself and see this empty person who solves her problems with drugs and alcohol. I’ve disappointed a lot of people in my life and It’s finally hit me...I’m useless. I&rsquo...
Posted by SadieNicole™ on Sun, 06 Apr 2008 07:35:00 PST |
He’s over me so why can’t I get over him? |
as you all know i was recently murdered
metaphorically speaking, of course...
but a horrid crime just the same.
didn't see it coming.
can't go back to fix it.
i know having random sex with guys won't ...
Posted by SadieNicole™ on Thu, 28 Feb 2008 07:27:00 PST |
My Curse |
So here's the thing...I seem to be cursed.
Whenever I start to think that the boy I'm with is the boy I want to be with forever, life comes in and bitch slaps me.
I don't know why, but it's like ...
Posted by SadieNicole™ on Thu, 14 Feb 2008 05:10:00 PST |
Crash & Burn |
..>
i hate this.
i can't win.
i just want to cry and scream and break things.
like i don't get enough of this shit from my mom??
point out all my flaws.
and the ones you dont think i know about.
or...
Posted by SadieNicole™ on Sun, 19 Aug 2007 07:26:00 PST |
My Boyfriend |
I've just smoked my last cigarette [for good]. I haven't cut myself in weeks. I stayed with Chris lat night & I haven't felt so in love in a very long time. Sure there are times when w...
Posted by SadieNicole™ on Sat, 19 May 2007 08:43:00 PST |
these hands |
These hands shake with curiosity
This tongue tastes of deceit
This body is used and lifeless
The empty feeling of defeat
These thoughts are unable to form words
Unable to expell what needs t...
Posted by SadieNicole™ on Mon, 14 May 2007 08:06:00 PST |
Do you remember? [poem] |
Do you remember?
Do you remember the days when we could be real?
Not put on a mask,
not hide how we feel?
When we could meet another kid and play til dusk.
Not knowing who they are,
they were your be...
Posted by SadieNicole™ on Sun, 24 Dec 2006 09:07:00 PST |
Drive me home [poem] |
Drive me home
Keys in hand,
No self-control.
Stumbling to the car,
I've got to find you.
I've searched every bottle in this God forsaken bar.
I know you're mad at me.
I find it hard to relate,
Drunk...
Posted by SadieNicole™ on Sun, 24 Dec 2006 08:57:00 PST |
Invisible Girl [poem] |
Invisible Girl
Invisible girl, you're so misunderstood.
You try to act cool, you were never any good.
You've threatened suicide, nobody thought you would.
Noose round your neck...
You'd think they'd s...
Posted by SadieNicole™ on Sun, 24 Dec 2006 08:47:00 PST |
