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Phabian

It's Phabialus!!!

About Me


Myspace ImagesI’m a 29 yr old, Hispanic, 5'10”, I’m just your average, chub. Just looking for guy with a good heart and soul…some one who will make a difference in my life…after all people come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die…sometimes they walk away…sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. But then there are also have people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy, Believe it, it is real. But only for a season!! LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant. Thank you for being a part of my life, whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime...if you’re that one person… don’t be shy, and hit me up and say HELLO! Who knows you might be my lifetime…

My Interests

Mmmm...love music, theather, art, books, movies, a few drinks...lol...

I'd like to meet:

Id like to meet people of all kinds...I love meeting different people...so drop me a line...I wont bite...unless your into that...lol...

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Music:

I love all music, from Tejano to counrty, eveything...well not into heavy rap...other then that its all good baby...
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Movies:

Im a romantic at heart so yes I love the tear jerkers...lol...Fav. movie..."Everafter"

Television:


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Books:


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Heroes:

My heros....my parents...cuz they have given me everything I have ever asked for. From unconditional love to all the support anyone could ask for...I love you both

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My Blog

again I fall....

Its been a while...not much has happened...but emotionaly I am a wreck.... going to hit the big 30...yes mam' ! Where to go now....what to do? I know we all have our ups and downs...but it feels ...
Posted by Phabian on Sat, 16 Aug 2008 06:29:00 PST

What to do?????

I know it has been a while since my last entre but I have not really had much to write about...but here I am...trying to find some way to describe how I feel. I would talk to my best-f but it seems sh...
Posted by Phabian on Sun, 19 Nov 2006 09:35:00 PST

Love???

I don't know who to talk to I don't know where to turn...I don't know who to cry to.  I have nothing to hold on to no one dreams that I feel that I need to accomplish.  I see all these peopl...
Posted by Phabian on Thu, 23 Mar 2006 05:58:00 PST

A fair goodbye...(tear)

I sit here in class looking around and think that this time next week 75% of my classmates will be gone.  And I am not sure that I will be able to finish this course with out these great people I...
Posted by Phabian on Fri, 24 Feb 2006 07:38:00 PST

Me Myself and I...

Well here I am not really knowing what to say.  I am a 27 yr old gay hispanic living in the RGV.  For those who don't know what RGV is it the Rio Grande Valley most southern part of texas.&n...
Posted by Phabian on Fri, 17 Feb 2006 01:58:00 PST