~~Home~~
I miss the forbidden. The forbidden, out of reach soul come to torture me when I'm alone in the dark world of my thoughts. I miss the soul of once had love gone cold in the dreary darkness of hate. The darkness of hate that feeds on the pain of the innocent creatures of the world. Sorrow flys on silent wings, forever by my side, whispering sad songs of long past memories. I miss the unforgetable touch of kindness and hope that once touched, left blood stains on my heart. Blood stains that stay forever like a gaping wound in my side, forever reminding me that once I give up my heart, I can't get it back. Once given, It is yours to hold, to have, to cherise, to break till its unmendable. I miss the hand of passion, no longer here holding my hand but someone elses while I'm left on the outside looking in. Looking in on a world once mine but no longer there for me. The gates are locked and the guards glare as I look through the bars of my prison. Sorrow's wings are my only comfort in the cold dark night as the souls of the unforgiven glide around me, screaming at me of how the world did them wrong. I miss the farmiliar, the unatainable, the forbidden love I once had. I miss it with my heart and soul. I am locked in this prison of sadness and my only way out is to give in. Give in to the pain and ride on sorrows wings back to the unreal world of the forever lost...The forever lost are my friends and they know me like the dark drape of depression that hangs forever on their heads. I ride on sorrow's wings to never come back again, for I am home.
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[Name] Ashley
[Age] 18
[Birthday] March 18
[Natural Hair Color] brown
[Natural Eye Color] blue
[Siblings] 2
[Pets] 2?
[Favorite Color] green
[Favorite Book] Shadowfall
[Favorite Animal] Monkey
[Favorite Song] Killing Lonliness
[Favorite TV Show] robot chicken
[Favorite Movie] labyrinth
[Favorite Actor] robin williams
[Favorite Actress] eh...
[Favorite Store] hottopic/spencers/dark stores
[In a Relationship?] yesh
[...With Who?] Andrew
[Own a Car?] not really
[...What Kind?] ford escort 1999 zx2
[Live With Your Parents?] nope
[Where Do You Work?] nowhere
[Go to School?] no
[Are You a Virgin?] no...that would be difficult if i was a pregnant virgin
[...Who Stole It?] ...chris
[Vanilla OR Chocolate?] chocolate
[Tea OR Coffee?] coffee
[Cherries OR Strawberries?] strawberries
[Winter OR Summer?] summer
[White Xmas OR Green Xmas?] white
[Love OR Hate?] love
[Single OR Taken?] taken . this was kinda asked already...
[Cat OR Dog?] dog
[Car OR Truck?] truck
[Dodge OR Ford?] ford
[What The Last Book You Read?] go ask alice
[Last Person You Saw?] andrew
[Last Person You Called?] mom
[Last Person To Call You?] idk
[Last Person You Talked To?] andrew
[Last Person You Txted/Messaged?] idk
[Last Person You Hugged?] andrew
[Last Movie You Watched?] the fifth element
[Last Thing You Heard?] seether
[Last Person You Said "I Love You" To?] andrew
[Last Thing You Laughed At?] my boobies are growing!!
[Last Game You Played?] guitar hero III
[What Are You Wearing Right Now?] clothes
[Are You Watching Anything?] nope
[Are You Playing a Game?] no
[Are You Listening To Anything?] yes
[Any Tattoos?] no
[...Where?] ...
[Any Piercings?] yes
[...Where?] ears...
[Do You Smoke?] yes
[Do You Drink?] no
[Do You Own A Gun?] no
[Do You Go Hunting?] not really...
[What State/Country You Live In?] ohio for the moment
[Can You Swim?] no
[Have Kid Names Picked Out, Yet?] yes
[...What Are They?] not telling
[Are You A Happy Person?] mostly
[What Are Your Biggest Fears?] stuff...:P
[If You Could Change One Thing About You, Would You?] no
[Do You Have A Crush On Someone?] yesh .
[What Do You Want For Xmas?] food
[...Any Chance You'll Get It?] for sure
[Do You Hate Anyone?] no
[Does Anyone Hate You?] i hope not
~~~~~~~~~~In The Opposite Sex~~~~~~~~~~
[Blonde OR Brunette?] brown
[Red OR Black?] black
[Short Hair OR Long Hair OR Medium Hair?] long/medium
[Caucasian OR Asian?] white
[Asian OR African-American?] black
[Tall OR Short?] tall
[Nice Body OR Doesn't Matter?] doesnt matter now
[Dependent OR Independent?] independent
[Has A Ride OR Doesn't Matter?] has a ride
[Sense Of Humor OR Intelligent?] sense of humor
[Intelligent OR Good Looking?] intelligent
[Player OR A One-Lady/Man-Person?] no cheating!
[Rocker OR Skater?] skater
[Romantic OR Sensitive?] romantic
[Punk OR Emo?] punk
[Calls You Beautiful/Handsome OR Hott/Sexy?] beautiful
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