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Man is condemned to be free; because once thrown into the world, he is responsible for everything he does. - Jean Paul Sarte

In search of meaning, I read a book a couple years ago called Power vs. Force by David Hawkings that gave me a cosmic smack in the face. A girl I was dating at the time recommended it to me, so I picked it up the next day. The books focuses on how our perspective of the world literally determines what we can achieve (and also discusses really cool theories of applied kinesiology). The book was freeing to me because I found it provided a cohesive framework of existence: we are nothing more than points of energy. Energy that supports life is by virtue 'true' and energy that does not support life is 'false'. Seems like a simple idea, right? But there are so many competing ways to see truth in the world! Anyway, it appealed to me because it cleared a big part of the problem out of the path: subjectivity. At the core of every idea is an objective question: does this support life or not?

While reading the book, I realized that because life is assembled by perspective, and because perspective is a reflection of our state of human consciousness, it is fundamentally un-true to pass judgment on anyone. Imagine that some universally powerful being (God, Creator, whatever you want to call it) was able to see your every intention. Would that being have cause to judge you? Or would that being see the 'big picture' of your human development? I believe that once we accept a position of non-judgment on others, existence becomes much more tolerable. Only when we accept that no one is "out to get us" or that our path towards fulfillment is not impeded by an uncontrollable force can we begin to reach our ultimate purpose.

As soon as I recognized the power of this idea, I realized that there was a burden. We are all infinitely capable. We can powerfully affect other people's lives through our level energy/truth. The question is what are we going to do about it? The book really doesn't reconcile the place of an economy. We assume that we have to get a job because jobs are simply around us 'out there', but all of us are looking for some greater fulfillment in what we do.

Well, in reading over what I've just written, I realize that it is wildly philosophical and dense with concepts that are difficult to express in so few sentences. All I was supposed to do is tell you "about me." It's hard to tell you who I am by accomplishments, friends, and hobbies, so, for now, all I can give you is my perspective.

I will bore you no more with my philosophical meanderings. However, if anything I've written strikes a chord with you, let me know.

Human reason exhausts itself ceaselessly to explain the inexplicable. Explanation itself is high comedy, as preposterous as trying to see the back of one's own head, but the vanity of the ego is boundless, and it becomes even more overblown by this very attempt to make sense of nonsense. The mind, in its identity with the ego, cannot by definition, comprehend reality; if it could, it would instantly dissolve itself upon recognizing its own illusory nature. It's only beyond the paradox of mind transcending ego that what Is stands forth, self-evident and dazzling in its infinite Absoluteness. And then all of these words are useless. -David Hawkings, Power Vs. Force

Who I'd like to meet:

genuine, fun, inspiring, and compassionate people; anyone who makes me want to know more and be more, the woman who "makes me want to be a better man" -Jack Nicholson, leaders with integrity, enlightened souls

Vitals

Age / Twenty Eight
Body / Six Flat
Hometown / Denver
Orientation / Straight
Here for / Friends / Networking
Education / Global Finance MA
Books
power vs force, does the center hold, 48 laws of power, crime and punishment, 5 people you meet in heaven, tuesdays with morrie, da vinci code, the lexus and the olive tree, art of the motor, illusions: the adventures of a reluctant messiah, atlas shrugged, most of kiyosakis books: cashflow quadrant, rich dad poor dad, the business plan for people who like helping people, think and grow rich, how to win friends and influence people, the world is flat, the tipping point, jonathan livingston seagull, innumeracy, the cathedral within

Movies

my blue heaven, the matrix, braveheart, finding nemo, griswold christmas, a christmas story, austin powers, any 007 film,

star wars, wedding crashers, monty python skits and movies, hitchhikers guide to the galaxy, zorro the gay blade, what the bleep do we know?, dumb and dumber, old school, dogma, good will hunting, eddie murphy delirious stand-up routine,

Music

led zeppelin, classic rock, the doors, the animals, fun lovin criminals, they might be giants, rolling stones, ccr, hendrix, stevie ray vaughn, u2, rhcp, nirvana, metallica, tchaichovsky, rachmaninov, bach, beethoven, sibelius, heifetz, tool, beastie boys, mr. credo, police, pink floyd, santana, mana, shakira, 50 cent, eminem, biggie smalls, just about everything but country, augustana,

Links

WEB SITES I'VE DESIGNED:
Colorado Space Business Roundtable , Ask THEO , HOA Logic , MJO Denver , MJ Aircraft , Anlance , The Gralen Company , Bloomin Landscapes , Jackson's Sports Rock , 5280 Recruiting , TEAM CANi , Denver Poker Tour , Cloud Dome Productions , Cloud Dome , Jila Design , SRK Realtors , Wealth Strategies Group , Home Street Roofing , Adrenaline Chicks , Foot Sense , The Big Chip Store , Broker Brian , Great Aurora Homes , Denver Myotherapy , Restaurant and Bar Digger ,

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Why?

BELIEFS lead to ACTIONS, which lead to RESULTS. What are your beliefs? Start there. If you can't answer the "why" question ("why am I doing this", "why am I not doing that", "why do I work", etc.) th...
Posted by sam i am on Fri, 03 Mar 2006 05:19:00 PST