Ashley

I will start from the begining....I started crossdressing when I was 8 years old, wearing my sisters clothes..... I crossdressed through my childhood because I loved the way the clothes felt on me, I loved the way I felt in them. I remember wearing my sisters panties to school under my boy clothes in the third grade. I had a neighbor that lived next door that sold a bunch of her dresses, shoes and wigs at a garage sale and my sisters bought all of them and I would wear them all the time when we would play house.... I continued to dress up through my childhood... I was about 12 when I got my first erection while I was wearing a skirt under my boy clothes.... I continued to dress more and more through my childhood and early teens, heels, skirts, and dresses... I even started experimenting with make up and making myself look as feminine as I could. I would come home from school to dressup completey from head to toe. I knew something about me wasn't normal, I wasnt like the other boys.... But it didnt keep me from crossdressing, I would do it almost everyday, come home, dress, get lost in fantasy.... High School, I had a girlfriend for three years. and the crossdressing stopped for about the first two years and then I would steal her panties and bras to wear and I would wear her skirts without her knowing...In college I was dating alot and just having fun with different girls.... I didn't crossdress in college.... I got kicked out because of grades..... Two years later I got married, and once I got married I thought all my crossdressing had ended, I hadnt done it for almost three years, and I was actively engaged in a normal relationship with my wife. Needless to say the urge to crossdress returned shortly after I was married, when I realized all the clothes and sexy lingerie my wife had... I would purposely come home from work early to dress while she was at work... I had this manly job, married to a beautiful women and here I was living this secret life as a crossdresser.....I started buying my own clothing from bras and panties to skirts and boots......I have tried to tell my wife very discretely and everytime I get close she kind of freaks out....I still crossdress frequently almost everyday on the way home from work the urges are stronger then ever...... I dress up sometimes just for the escape and to lose myself in femininity... Stress relief I guess... I am straight, hoping to find women that are able to accept me for who I am, a straight crossdressing guy and just be able to lend an ear and when I need. I have no one to talk to about this and I am really lonely... I have also become attracted to transexuals.... I often fantasize about what it would be like to be with one....I am Straight, so this means: I LOVE WOMEN! I am interested in meeting real women, and other girls like myself... If you are a guy, chances are I will not talk to you..... I am NOT interested in men sexually.... Women, Crossdressers, and Transexuals only!