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iVina

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About Me

UPDATE (6/11/07):
Okay, so apparently I haven't updated this section in about 3 years. Over the years, I've come to realize that I have a really low tolerance for ignorant, uneducated, and overall just really annoying people. I'm not sure if that makes me older and wiser, or just older and grumpier. I just believe that I shouldn't have to waste my time on people that are of no interest or benefit to me.
I've also realized that I can be a really black and white person. With me, it's either one way or the other and I very seldom accept "in-betweens." I tend to be really blunt and honest with people and well, I sort of expect the same. Not necessarily blunt, but at least be honest and open with me. I rather people just come out and say what they really mean; it's better to have things out in the open than have all this awkwardness.
I'm sure this makes me sound really skeptical and pessimistic and I probably even sound like an ass. I just rather people know how I really am now than have to find out for themselves later that I'm probably not going to be their best bud, but most likely just an acquaintance (unless you stimulate my mind).
On the other hand, the people that I do find special, I will devote most of my time and attention to. There have only been a few people that I've grown to like and tolerate and I'm sure it's obvious to them who they are. If I feel that we have a connection, I tend to focus my energy on those people. I have this incessant crave for finding really great, lifelong friends who will accept me for all my stupid flaws and just be there for me no matter what. I'm not going to waste time on people who won't waste their time on me.
Okay, well that's the updated "me" in a nutshell. I'm actually a lot more complicated than this "About Me" box has room for, but after reading this (If you even bothered to read the whole thing) and you still want to get to know me in all my glory then that's great. If you just think I'm this huge asshole, you're probably right. That's fine too. =)
(End of Update)
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I am what I am whenever I am.
I am silly, funny, weird, hyper, playful, serious, smart, an idiot, nice, friendly, mean (to ignorant people), caring, loving, loveable, huggable, kissable?, understanding, sensitive, emotional, bitter, sarcastic, charming (if I feel like it), opinionated, an ass (if necessary), ambitious, strong-willed, witty, cocky (sometimes), generous, selfish, a hopeless romantic, nostalgic, a good listener, shy, quiet, talkative, open-minded, observant, committed, an over-analyzer, perfectionist, anal, complex, spontaneous, boring, a slacker, hard-working (depends on my mood), persistent, strong, weak (hearted), realistic, irrational (we all do it), and whatever else I forgot to list.
I am a lot of things rolled into one. Find out for yourself if you want to.
I could be the best thing that's ever happened to you or I could become your biggest regret. Choose one.
Your Personality Is
Idealist (NF)
You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.
You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals.
You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.
Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings.
You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.
Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships.
In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily.
At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career.
With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone.
As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style.
On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours. The Three Question Personality TestContact Info:
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My Interests



MUSIC is my passion, guitar, bass (I try to), singing my heart out/screaming my head off, any type of good music, dancing, dancing like i'm drunk even when i'm sober, partying, lights (when I'm not sober), eBay, craigslist, photography, self-portraits =p, writing, poetry, brand new shoes, sweaters, track jackets, beanies, jeans that fit perfectly, emo kids, asians!, movies, just hanging out, shows, concerts, guitar hero, beat games, fun factory, meeting new (interesting) people, cuddling, making out, rainy days, sunsets, the beach at night, moist sand between my toes, intelligent conversations, meaningful silences, reciprocation, 50/50 relationships, falling in love ♥.

I'd like to meet:

Someone who will push me to become a better person. Someone who will not take me for granted and appreciate me for all that I am. Someone that I can laugh at the stupidest things with and who's company I can enjoy no matter what we're doing. Someone who is willing to sacrifice as much as I am willing to. Someone reliable who will be there when they say they will and never let me down. Someone who doesn't make promises they can't keep. Someone who will open themselves up to me and in turn I will do the same. Someone who will understand me and even if they don't, will attempt to figure me out. Someone who will say "forever" and mean it...

Note: If you're an idiot who can't spell, have really bad grammar, talk moke-ish and shit constantly, or type LyKe DiS BrAh, then please don't even bother talking to me (ever) cuz that's super annoying and I'll probably hate you.

Also, PLEASE DON'T SCREW ME OVER CUZ THAT WOULD NOT BE VERY NICE. Thanks.

Music:

I listen to pretty much EVERYTHING from rock to electronica/techno to reggae depending on my mood, but I mostly prefer emo/indie/post-hardcore/punk/alternative/acoustic
A Thorn For Every Heart, Aarmin Van Buuren, Above & Beyond, The Academy Is, Acceptance, AFI, All-American Rejects, Angels and Airwaves, The Ataris, ATB, Blink 182, Bloc Party, Brand New, The Bravery, Bright Eyes, Coheed & Cambria, Coldplay, Copeland, Counting Crows, The Cure, Cursive, Cut//Copy, Daphne Loves Derby, Dashboard Confessional, Death Cab For Cutie, DJ Encore, The Early November, The Faint, Fall Out Boy, Feist, Finch, Foo Fighters, From Autumn to Ashes, Funeral For A Friend, Further Seems Forever, The Get Up Kids, Glassjaw, Goo Goo Dolls, Green Day, Halifax, Hawthorne Heights, Hellogoodbye, Her Space Holiday, Hit the Lights, Hoobastank, The Hush Sound Incubus, Jack's Mannequin, Jimmy Eat World, The Juliana Theory, The Killers, Lifehouse, Letter Kills, Linkin Park, Lola Ray, Lost Prophets, Mae, Matchbook Romance, Matchbox 20, Mest, Metric, Midtown, Minus the Bear, Modest Mouse, Motion City Soundtrack, The Movielife, My Chemical Romance, New Found Glory, Nightmare of You, Nirvana, Oasis, Panic! At the Disco, Paramore, Paul Oakenfold, Pendulum, The Postal Service, Radiohead, Red Hot Chili Peppers, REM, Rufio, Saves the Day, Senses Fail, Sherwood, The Shins, Silverstein, The Smashing Pumpkins, Snow Patrol, Something Corporate, Southcott, Spring Victory, Stars, The Stills, Story of the Year, Straylight Run, Stroke 9, Sugarcult, Sum 41, Taking Back Sunday, Tegan & Sara, Third Eye Blind, Thrice, Thursday, Tiesto, Underoath, Unsung Zeros, Unwritten Law, The Used, Weezer, Yellowcard, etc.

Movies:

I'm a sucker for romantics and I love psychological thrillers.

A Beautiful Mind, Across the Universse, American Beauty, The Breakfast Club, The Butterfly Effect, Can't Hardly Wait, City of Angels, Closer, Crash, Fight Club, Garden State, Gia, Girl Interrupted, Loser, Love Actually, Requiem For A Dream, Saved!, Secret Window, Se7en, The Sixth Sense, The Virgin Suicides, Waking Life, Wicker Park, etc.

Television:

Law & Order, Without A Trace, House, The Simpsons, Futurama, Family Guy, King of the Hill, Aqua Teen Hunger Force, The L Word, Saturday Night Live, Friends

Books:

Catcher In the Rye, Mystic River[ Note to Self: Read more books ]

Heroes:

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My Blog

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Love is about letting yourself go. If you can't let yourself go, you don't deserve to be loved.
Posted by iVina on Sun, 01 Jun 2008 04:26:00 PST

do i divide and pull apart?

Jesus Christ, that's a pretty faceThe kind you'd find on someone I could saveIf they don't put me awayWell, it'll be a miracleDo you believe you're missing outThat everything good is happening somewh...
Posted by iVina on Wed, 23 May 2007 04:34:00 PST

i'm free!!

...from Azeroth that is! muahahaha. w00t!  Reality ftw! =)   All you addicts should try it, it's a relief. ...
Posted by iVina on Fri, 06 Apr 2007 02:44:00 PST

self-deprecation

I           hate   who                I ...
Posted by iVina on Thu, 26 Oct 2006 06:35:00 PST

let go....

It's too late to talk to you,And it's too soon to say good-bye.Listen where ever you may be,You still live inside my mindSomething tells me that you are free again,In a place that feels like home.It's...
Posted by iVina on Thu, 12 Oct 2006 06:06:00 PST

Hilo

The word of the weekend is: WOW.Overall, my trip to Hilo has been pretty eventful. Ate, slept, got drunk, partied till 5am in the boonies, long drives, rain, thunder, lightning, mud, koki frogs, and ...
Posted by iVina on Mon, 28 Aug 2006 03:08:00 PST

exhausted.

This weekend has left both me physically and emotionally drained.  I am so overwhelmed that my brain isn't able to keep up with all these thoughts and emotions.  *DOES NOT COMPUTE* o_O ...
Posted by iVina on Mon, 01 May 2006 02:23:00 PST

WTF?!!

Hey, were you guys aware that they allow 14 year olds to get myspaces?!  Wow, what's up with that shit?  I remember when the youngest age you "could" be on myspace was 18 (yah, like that eve...
Posted by iVina on Tue, 06 Dec 2005 02:37:00 PST

i'm sad... =(

Last night, I mentioned to Elise about how we haven't seen Shadow, the cat we feed that hangs around our apartment for a while.  So this morning as I was pulling out of the driveway, I see a dead...
Posted by iVina on Tue, 06 Dec 2005 06:43:00 PST

ughh...

Something's wrong with me and I don't know how to fix it.  I don't know if anyone can or if anyone would be willing to.  I wouldn't.... All I am is a waste of everyone's time... What's the p...
Posted by iVina on Fri, 04 Nov 2005 01:59:00 PST